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I still have so much to work on. I am not ready to meet Allah with my deeds. But I do wait for the day every single oppressed soul gets the justice they deserve.💔🇵🇸
Dear Mama Baba, I have been missing you two a lot these days. It feels as if i am carrying a boulder, the weight of which is crushing my entire being. The boulder of responsibilities that the eldest child of the family is left with in the absence of its pillars. We've found a sweet match for your lil boy and today while I was at the jeweller's searching for the engagement ring with your boy, I felt I am not grown up enough to be taking up your roles. I will never be that grown-up. Somehow, the rythm of my melancholic heart reached my bestie as she dreamt about a worried me last night. I smiled as I read her message today, inquiring about my wellness.
In my silence, I sit with the memory of my beloved..... In silence, my heart aches of its burdens.... In my silence, I shed tears for the loss that hits at the oddest of times.... In silence, I call upon my Rabb, Who's mercy has never left me, Who's remembrance is that in which withered hearts like mine find peace!
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I have a terrible habit of leaving things unsaid for the sake of peace
“what cannot be said will be wept”
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we were meant to live slowly!!!! we were meant to savor moments and feel unabashedly lazy and frolic and smell the flowers and laugh with our entire hearts and love with our entire souls!!!!! don’t ever feel guilty for resting!!!!!! don’t ever feel guilty for slowing down!!!!!! enjoying life shouldn’t be something you’re ashamed of
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Sometimes I just want to share one thing but I'm constantly thinking of a hundred others they're all going at once and it keeps going because Israel's monstrosity is literally endless.
Do I want to tell you about the 30 decomposed bodies discovered inside of dumpsters and under rubble with their hands tied behind them in northern Gaza? (Story still developing)
Do I want to show you the video of the hospital room where 3 Palestinians were killed by Israel undercover agents at point blank where you literally see a bullet hole in the pillow? (Video report)
Do I remind you that there are no updates on Hind, the 5 year old who has been trapped in a car surrounded by her family's corpses? (Story)
Or do I bring attention to the 100 stolen bodies that were returned to Gaza by Israel yesterday, most of whom are unrecognisable and many are missing body parts? (Full update)
Or do I tell you about the boy waving a white flag who was shot multiple times as he tried to flee, followed by his brother who was shot in the heart as he tried to rescue him? Or the fact that the entire family watched as their two sons got executed in front of their eyes? (Full story)
Where do we even begin? Where does it end?
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Beautiful souls recognize beautiful souls. Keep being genuine. Your people will find you.
All the time.
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“God creates out of nothing. Wonderful you say. Yes, to be sure, but He does what is still more wonderful: He makes saints out of sinners.”
— Søren Kierkegaard
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Añasco, Puerto Rico
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from Secrets of Divine Love by A. Helwa
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andrew garfield saying, “i hope this grief stays with me because it’s all the unexpressed love that i didn’t get to tell her” about his mothers passing is so gut wrenchingly beautiful because we rarely talk about the love we want to express but can’t, not because you’re not brave enough to say it out loud but because they’re not here to listen to it anymore. calling grief the love you never had the chance to share makes it less of a burden and more of something you want to keep and not something terrible you want to move on from. i love love how everything about grief always comes down to “what is grief if not love persevering?”
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merimiyeh
Gaza's Dreams
This isn't goodbye, this is "see you in the next"