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@slightlyhesitantbean / slightlyhesitantbean.tumblr.com

what are you even doing here? there are far more interesting people out there
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friend: there are plenty of other fish in the sea
me: for the last time Greg, I am not going to catch a pet fish from the ocean. I am getting one from the pet store like a normal person
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I feel like I don’t say this enough, but

FUCK!! FUUUUCK FUCK FUCK!!! WHAT THE FUCK!! WHAT IS GOING ON!!

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criedwolves

timeline

here’s me when i was just a li’l tike

this is me about 10 years old

and then…. this happened…… 12.9 years old

then high school

graduation

cut my hair! (baby’s first cosplay)

about 1 year ago - another hair cut

the first selfie i ever posted (10 months ago)

5 months ago

the past two months

i honestly never thought i’d be happy with how i look but i’ve come so far and i’ve gained a lot of confidence! i still have a ways to go though.

this thing is a little outdated……

bleached my hair for the first time ever and ended up ginger…

after bleaching again

and now this timeline is up to date!

since it’s trans day of visibility (and also coincidentally transformation tuesday) i thought i’d update this again!

i accidentally dyed my hair purple….

but even with purple hair i feel more confident and masculine every day. @ all u trans kids out there: don’t give up. it’ll get better. i believe in you.

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inkskinned

when i was 12 i babysat this girl for a few years and she would come to me and show me her art, drag me by my wrists and point at the pieces she’d made during the week. and she’d be like “do the voice” and i’d put on a sports-announcer olympics-style voice and be like “such form! this level of coloring! why i haven’t seen such perfection in crayola in a long time. and what is this? why jeff, now this is a true risk… it seems she’s made … a monochrome pink canvas…. i haven’t seen this attempted since winter 1932… and i gotta say, jeff, it’s absolutely splendid”  and she’d fall back giggling. at the end of every night she’d check with me: “did you really like it?” and i’d say yes and talk about something i noticed and tucked her in.

she was just accepted into 3 major art schools. she wrote me a letter. inside was a picture from when she was younger. monochrome pink. 

“thank you,” it said, “to somebody who saw the best in me.”

I just cried.

matvrity

THIS IS THE CUTEST THING EVER

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