Wolf in Sheeps clothing 🐾

I forced all my queued things to publish and the next thing I reblog is what I want to be seen first anytime my page gets seen or if I go back for a nostalgia trip...

So this is the last post from me on this blog, if I do come back on I will only talk via messages or im but I’ll be on my new blog instead.. and on that note

https://wolfytae.tumblr.com/

https://wolfytae.tumblr.com/

thats gonna eventually be my new home after everything is said and done.

Its gonna be blank and probably just sit til at least after Christmas maybe longer I just need time to calm down and gather my thoughts and such.. 

If you want to follow me there feel free..just remember its gonna be blank..

and about the name choice..I wanted to keep part of this blog and tae was the first thing I happened to see (a poster of tae)

I have queued posts and that’s probably all the activity your gonna see from this blog until I decided what to do with it...

I just feel really really lost right now...

Everything just really hurts and I miss him so much, he made me happy and his music made things better just for that little bit of time I needed them to...

I don’t feel right using his face to roleplay anymore.. I don’t know what i’m gonna do...I could change face but that feels wrong and I don’t know...

I’ll probably if anything end up with a new page but I can’t even think about that right now...

just seeing his face makes the tears just fall again on there own and I hate it, I actually feel mad but people are remembering him and that’s fine. I hate that he suffered so long in quiet that it came to this...

I hope hes at least happy where ever he may be now, with what ever you believe in I just hope he feels happy like he made me and so many others feel..

i need to stop typing I can’t see and my eyes burn to much right now..

Jonghyun thank you for making me smile a thousand miles away from you and meaning so much to me..I miss you so much...

-mun-

Just a heads up theres gonna be a long post from me soon i just...need to get it out...

I feel wrong keeping this roleplay blog with his face..i dont know if ill change or just make a new one and leave this but it feels rude to keep it going..

O...oh.....