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@jdwasabi / jdwasabi.tumblr.com

Game music composer who does game dev stuff in her spare time. Occasionally does art and design stuff.
Currently working on my own game: a horror/puzzle visual novel where you drink tea to survive.
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This is a personal blog in which I post my WIP tracks.
More creative stuff on my deviantart. Thanks for reading / visiting!
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Hello! Long time no update. I’ve been super busy juggling several events for the past month and I’ve been busy travelling!

For a quick bullet point update…

  • I attended A MAZE. /Berlin in Germany as a volunteer and it was a great to check out the game dev community there as well as ‘game as art’. In terms of content, it was different and diverse, and it was something I’d like to see more in the more commercial aspects of the industry.
  • Playstation in Concert at the Royal Albert Hall gave me goosebumps, and I finally met with famed game composer Austin Wintory! He was super nice and a huge inspiration. I hope to see my work live and in concert one day like this.
  • I was invited to be part of the Girls and Games: Violet Nights panel which disccused the art of gaming, focusing on female gaming and development at Southbank, London UK. I think we reached a conclusion in which everyone has a part to play in creating a welcoming environment and improving the culture around the making and consumption of video games. We had a lovely performance of singer-songwriter Catrina Burns Temison to the end the event!
  • Next I zipped over to Yorkshire to give a quick intro talk to Gamelan music for Feral Vector. Not sure how much music theory or Javanese terminology was digested in my 20 minute talk but my ‘Kerplok’ clapping exercise seemed to went down well!
  • Somewhere in between this I got accepted to be part of the BAFTA (British Academy of Film and Television Arts) Crew Games!
  • Managed to squeeze in a game jam at the King offices! We made a semi musically accurate sight reading game. Being super prepared and bringing extra cushions and my home slippers definitely helped. Go Team Wrong Lever!
  • Finally I tripped all the way to Edinburgh / Glasgow in Scotland to be part of the panel on behalf of BAME in Games for the BFI (British Film Institute) Video Games Day, in partnership with Creative Scotland and The University Of Glasgow. Huge thumbs up for being inclusive with encouraging a trans-inclusive environment! Someone actually had a Pokémon card in their wallet while I was giving out my business cards and I’m definitely considering getting a fancy pimped out version of my current cards. Perhaps when I next get some funds!
  • Looking forward to speaking at the upcoming Game Maker Meet up and Nine Worlds 2018!
  • Sleep was and is still desperately needed oh my goooosh.
  • I literally spent the last few hours trying to figure out how to centre align my tumblr posts and found that no matter what I do, Tumblr will just revert and left-align my posts. If you know why please let me know because it’s frustrating as heck.
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Update on stuff. BTW if anyone knows of an easy way to centre tumblr blog posts please let me know!

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Hey! I’ve just started a Patreon account. It would mean a lot to me if you could support me in my creative journey as well as change the games industry to become a better, and more inclusive place by working with devs in offering culturally accurate options for music. The industry won’t change in a day, but it’s a start!

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If anyone following my personal Tumblr is interested in my Patreon, please check it out! I write music, do horror analysis videos and other game audio related things. Even if it’s a reblog, I appreciate it <3

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Interview with Sheraz Yousaf / Video Games Industry People

WOW! This is the year in which I get interviewed by so many people! A huge thanks to Sheraz Yousaf for taking the time to reach out and have a chat with me!

You can listen to the podcast here:

In this interview I talk about my heritage, my work and all the game dev community events I run. Which, by the way, if you want to connect with me through that, that is totally cool. I love meeting new people and sharing how games can create new bonds and experiences.

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then i got interviewed again lol

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London Game Festival: “ENSEMBLE” - A showcase of BAME Creatives in the Games Industry

February 28th. I came across an article on GameIndustry.Biz calling for BAME (Black / Asian / Minority Ethnic) creatives. I applied, thinking that I had nothing worthy to show and instead I wanted to help put the exhibition together. Little did I know that I ended up being selected as one of the artists to be featured! 

We were called to meet, had our photos taken, filmed, and interviewed. It was a super exciting experience and we were all told to keep this secret. I didn’t quite realise how big the event will be.

April 5th.  The day had come, and everything began to unfold. The London Games Festival begins! We were featured in the London Evening StandardOur faces were shown in Trafalgar Square (a prominent tourist area), and our exhibition was open. 

I am truly blessed to be considered part of this highly talented group. 

Please also excuse the over-excited HYPE face too.

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...then my face was part of an exhibition.

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Interview with Matt Scott / 180˚ Of Impact

I’ve had the pleasure of being interviewed by Matt Scott of 180˚ of Impact! A project to celebrate 180 people dramatically improving our world through their work over the course of 2017.

I talk a bit about my life and how I got into writing music for games. I also expand on how frustrated it is on how my culture (specifically East-Asian music) is represented in popular culture. I hope that I can use my skills to help educate and provide culturally accurate options to games. 

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old update, but i got interviewed...

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On the Olivier Awards

Last night, I had the opportunity to (bear with me) be in the room where it happened: the Olivier Awards, the UK’s most prodigious theatre awards ceremony. This was my final thought from my evening of live-blogging:

‘I swung from deep-seated hatred at the transphobic, racist audience to Euphoria at the incredible “box-ticker” talent and hope that these actions will shit on the words of people whose names do not deserve my # count.’ - @zeus_japonicus

So, here’s a blow-by-blow account of why, despite our industry being seen as a more ‘progressive’ arts industry, we need to do so, so much better.

Two days before the Oliviers, Quentin Letts, a theatre critic for the Daily Mail, reviewed the Royal Shakespeare Company’s production of The Fantastic Follies of Mrs. Rich. For those not in the know, the Daily Mail is known for its insipid list of –phobias and –isms, not-so-subtly masked under the guise of ‘protecting the British everyman’ from Political Correctness.

Letts joined a long line of predecessors in ‘asking’ whether the casting of a black actor, Leo Wringer, was because of “tick inclusiveness boxes”, and whether the RSC’s “core business is drama or social engineering”. The RSC responded by calling Letts out for what this was: “a blatantly racist attitude to a member of the cast”, and an ‘ugly and prejudiced commentary”. Letts then posted on twitter: ‘Am told RSC has attacked me for racism. Oh come off it. I was merely questioning a clumsy colour-blind casting policy which itself patronises actors and audiences.’

Quentin Letts’ commentary is a prime example of what every ‘minority’ in the theatre industry knows as The Game. Are you a Letts, worried that your job is being stolen by someone who ticks a box you don’t? Well let me tell you something more terrifying: us minorities have no legs to stand on when it comes to quantifying our own self-worth. Because of this on-going fearmongering around ‘diversity quotas’ and equal opportunities forms, it’s hard not to think you’ve only got the job / placement / role because you ticked a box. Not because of your ability, nor because of your natural shine in interviews, but because you are, as I am, a multi-ticker: a mixed-race transgender person with a disability. But if that’s what people are looking for, should I not play up my identity? Or should I keep it under wraps lest they be wanting to hire a shiny white boy? No matter what, we do not win.

‘Asking’ questions like Letts does completely undermines every achievement of people like Leo Wringer– it is the equivalent of asking a woman who she slept with to become successful – the idea that people can’t have the achievements of a cisgender white man without some dastardly underhandedness. This feeds into the larger conversation about positive discrimination / affirmative action, but those who are against these schemes are, in no doubts, wilfully ignoring this country’s long history of institutional structural inequality and this is malicious, racist in sheep’s clothing bullshit.

There came a petition to ban Letts from reviews, but as @FirdosWrites says:

‘Is Quentin Letts the only racist White man associated with theatre we’re going to hold to account this year? Let’s face it, he isn’t as damaging as the ones who run the institutions. The outrage is a useful distraction/release of guilt for some.’

And that’s just it: Letts isn’t the be-all-and-end-all of theatre critics. I hadn’t even heard of him until Friday. The calling out of his behaviour is deserved, but he’s not the only one who needs to be held accountable for his actions, and the Olivier Awards served as a good a place as any to start.

Awards ceremonies tend to have a recent-politics theme to them: this year, the Oliviers chose #TimesUp. The problem I found as the evening ran on was that the effort put in to the message was grossly tokenistic – the literal and metaphorical Time’s Up pin-badge handed to guests an easy out of criticising one’s own actions while claiming ‘support’.

There’s a term for this: White Feminism, a form of feminism that fails to address distinct forms of oppression by those of minority groups and people lacking certain privileges. You cannot say that cisgender, able-bodied white females are underrepresented in the theatre industry. You just can’t. Yet there was absolutely zero support last night from these women for what has come to light during the rise of the Time’s Up movement: women get paid less than men, women of colour get paid less than white women. In her brief time on stage as an award-giver, Meera Syal mentioned the necessity of celebrating diversity, the only host to do so.

Time’s Up is also about harassment. It’s about making sure people feel comfortable talking about harassment in their environments, so that issues that go undocumented get seen. Here’s what I experienced last night by people wearing their shiny new Time’s Up badges: harassment.

I am transgender. I wore a suit to the Olivier’s last night, and I looked like a sixteen year old boy in his first suit. That’s fine, I lean into it. Older ladies are often taken to talking to me in that I-could-pinch-your-cheeks way, which is why it becomes real obvious real fast when there’s a shift in perception.

I drank a lot of water, I needed to pee in the interval. I managed to time it so well that there was no queue, but the threat of imminent crowds meant I had a minute, max, to decide which toilet to use before I was stuck in a 10 minute line. In a situation like this, I usually default to the ‘accessible’ toilet – but even this option wasn’t available to me. Male or female. I’m in a suit, wearing a binder, and look like a boy. But I’ve been in male toilets that are only urinals, no stalls. I cannot exit the male and enter the female. I went to the woman’s toilets, following a lady who opened the door for me. She had the typical ‘you’re using the wrong door’ expression, but I powered through. By the time I had washed my hands, the queue went through the door and wrapped around the corridor. There was a distinct lack of I’d-pinch-your-cheeks smiles as I walked out that door. It’s hard to quantify the atmosphere without seeming sensitive, but it’s similar to that palpable feeling of unrest and discomfort that people of colour can feel when in an unwelcome environment.

‘It’s all in your head’.

I’ve had women tell me this week that they’d ducked into the male toilet because the line for the women’s was too long, and how they’d felt uncomfortable in a way that is unquantifiable. How they’d felt like a target, or like there was a danger ever present. Not that they were attacked, or that they honestly thought they would be, but that the threat loomed.

By the time I’d returned to my seat, they had set the stage for the after-intermission showcase of Everybody’s Talking About Jaime. Ironic. It’s a musical about a British schoolboy Drag Queen, and the inspiration behind it had just walked the red carpet in an incredible dress. It’s a show about teenagers, self-acceptance and confidence, and it’s about Drag.

I tweeted: ‘TOILETS ARE SCARY! Hopefully everyone’s nicer after they see Jaime (but why should they because Drag is great but Trans is scary)’.

Because I have a bone to pick with Jaime. Though it is heartening to see more queer stories on stage (and with a class of schoolkids that really does represent a class of 2018), Jaime is not so dissimilar to Kinky Boots crossed with Billy Elliot: a working-class boy with a daddy complex discovers his feminine side and comes to accept his identity. It also contains the same transphobia that thrives in Drag communities, most recently seen exhibited by Ru Paul. Jaime perpetuates the harmful idea that ‘a man in a dress is to be laughed at’, while a Queen should be respected. While intended to promote and enlighten the protagonist, it undermines the movements to un-gender clothes (women wear trousers, why can’t men wear dresses?) as well as placing the responsibility of whether or not one is harassed on the victim, not on the harasser.

Both Kinky Boots and Everybody’s Talking About Jaime contain lines that distance their protagonists from transgender women (and rightfully so, because though there is some crossover, one is not the other.) But if even the ‘queer’ shows on London’s West End don’t do something to address problems the trans community faces, where are we left? In Kinky Boots, the audience is addressed as ‘Ladies, and Gentlemen and those who have yet to decide’, harmful towards non-binary audience members. The toilets are gendered. Against, at the Almeida, had a non-binary character. At the time, the toilets were gendered, and the audience was referred to as ‘Ladies and Gentlemen’.

An alternate movement to Time’s Up that was also mentioned last night was 5050 2020 – or, Equity in Hollywood by the year 2020. This movement (though catchy) rankles me because it ignores the existence of non-binary / gender non-conforming people. We have not flown under the radar this last year: Asia Kate Dillon was asked whether they wanted to be nominated for Best Supporting Actor or Actress at the 2017 Emmys, The Guardian did a feature on us this March for Trans Day of Visibility, and we’re in the collective social conscious enough to be mocked and parodied in every newspaper and feature film critiquing the ‘liberal left’.

Yet, despite it all, the majority of London’s theatres remain gendered. Toilets and announcements, easily remedied, are not. This actively pre-empts harassment towards transgender and non-binary audience members.

‘now that we don’t have to worry about people of colour again (phew) loving the qWhite [sic] interesting nominations / wins’

By this point, I had become relatively disenfranchised with the ceremony, and had begun thinking about the judge from the Oscars, who came out as saying that she voted against Get Out because she was a racist. It made me think about how I didn’t know who made up the Oliviers panel. It made me think about how people who sit on Jurys are filtered on whether they’re going to vote because they’ve got a -phobia. The overwhelming majority of winners were white and male.

Then 48 cast members of 42nd Street came out in their bright-white costumes and did a dance and I thought about the gaping mouth of whiteness in front of me. I was sat too far away to see properly, so I did a brief check of the cast list on their website. I count 3/50 people of colour. Is this because Hamilton has every singing, dancing ensemble member in London in its cast? Is this because white ensemble members have been kicked out of audition rooms and seek haven in the one place that will accept them? Three out of fifty.

The audience was more than ready to cheer for the performances (especially Sheila Atim of The Girl from the North Country, who got a standing ovation at her magnificent performance,) but in the section I was sat, there were murmurs of dissent around both her and Giles Terera’s speeches regarding ‘diversity’ not being a box-ticking exercise (direct jabs at Mr. Letts.) I wish I was joking when I say that I was one of the only people of colour in my section, other than the literal ensemble cast of Hamilton.

The lack of support from my surrounding audience members reminded me of another recent Daily Mail review, this time from one Stephen Glover, who on reviewing Afua Hirsch’s new book, BRIT(ish), wrote “Couldn’t Afua Hirsch summon a smidgen of gratitude?”, claiming the author “threatened racial harmony” with her commentary.

As @HadleyFreeman so deftly translated: “Why can’t these uppity black folks show some appreciation we let them live their lives that they worked really hard for?”

Because while this audience was comfortable applauding Atim’s stunning voice and congratulating her on her award, they could not, and would not stoop to supporting her message on diversity, and the importance of critiquing the industry as a whole. Again, this is pin-badge support. We will applaud that you (the individual) have managed to talent your way to the top, but we will not address the industry that prevents others like you from succeeding.

‘ammm iiii the oonnnllyy onnneee noticing that the whhhiiittteee perrrsoonn from hammmmm woooonnnn foooor eeeiiighhhtt minnnsss oonnn sttaagggeee’

When Michael Jibson won Best Supporting role in a musical, he mentioned in his speech that he’s only on stage for eight minutes. He beat out his two co-stars, Jason Pennycooke and Cleve September (Lafayette/Thomas Jefferson and John Laurens/Philip Hamilton). While King George is loveable and has a catchy tune, Pennycooke has Guns & Ships and September dies twice, and is able to make you cry both times.

And this is just the winners / nominated. Barber Shop Chronicles, also at the National Theatre this year, wasn’t nominated despite rave reviews and an upcoming US tour.

And, if this doesn’t sum up what the event made me feel, I’ve yet to mention the evening’s host, Catherine Tate, whose first joke pre-broadcast undermined the Time’s Up movement by making light of male sexual assault victims, joking about how hard it is keeping up with “what you’re allowed to say these days!”

If your ‘joke’ comes out like something Harvey Weinstein might say, maybe it’s time to consider whether it’s super funny in the first place.

So, what are we going to do about it? Well Improbably Theatre runs an annual conference on ‘what to do about Theatre and the Performing Arts’ called Devoted & Disgruntled, and ever year they publish reports of each session. I’ve written a report on every aspect of the above: how we can make the theatre less toxic re: racism, sexism and transphobia, and much more.

It would be easy to be dispirited by “The Industry”, with its centuries of history in London, apparently not easily changed, but there is an underground of people working diligently to address what needs to be addressed. Where and when change happens relies solely on the theatre houses: on what is commissioned, who is paid, who is cast and who is promoted. There is work out there that deserves Olivier Awards, stuff that’s as representative of London as Hamiltonand Jaime and Five Guys named Moe and more so besides. Now, it has to be seen.

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^this.

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Detention Part 2 (Let’s Play with audio analysis)

More Scary Wallpaper Plz: MSWPlz is a series of blog posts analysing the audio in Horror Games and Horror Films by JDWasabi.

Click on the subtitles / CC tab to read my audio analysis!

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A very fun project which I’ve had the pleasure of working with talented graphic designer and illustrator: SILVA! ( @hika-ree )

Working with more traditional film/tv/animation scoring is an interesting problem to tackle with scene cuts and pacing. Unlike interactive game audio where the timeline is entirely dependent of the will of a player. I hope the composition faithfully conveys the narrative of the visuals!

Enjoy!

Creator of Little Terror Razlyn: SILVA ( @hika-ree ) https://twitter.com/Hika_Ree

Composer: JDWasabi

Like my work? Please consider donating to my ko-fi account, thanks :) https://ko-fi.com/jdwasabi

Want to work on a game or collaborate together? Email me! jdwasabi [at} wasabi-playground.com

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Happy 2018 + Updates

Happy New Year! I hope 2018 will be the year in which everyone is a step closer to their dreams and goals.

Some minor updates down my end:

- I’ve worked on two film scores. Pablo’s Quest and Little Terror Razlyn. It’s been great to write in a traditional film score sense again. I hope I can do more in future.

- @breadandbarricades by @captainscollections is coming along nicely and if you like Les Misérables with banter and discussions about it, do check it out! Also both intro themes are available for free on my Bandcamp. 

- I’m aiming to expand on my game audio analysis so if that’s your jam, do keep an eye out on my Youtube channel! It would be great to hear any feedback. 

- Also new projects are brewing! That’s always a very positive sign and a good start to the new year. 

Until my next update!

-Wasabi

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just in case anyone else still watches my @jdwasabi blog, I’ve kinda moved onto @wasabi-playground to focus on work! Hope to see some of you there. -Wasabi

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Detention Part 1 (with audio analysis)

More Scary Wallpaper Plz: MSWPlz is a series of blog posts analysing the audio in Horror Games and Horror Films by JDWasabi. 

It’s finally up! My first horror game audio analysis is up! For horror fans, composers and sound designers wanting a more in depth review of how effective game audio can be.

Click on the subtitles / CC tab to read my audio analysis!

Detention is a survival horror adventure video game created and developed by Taiwanese game developer Red Candle Games for Steam. It is a 2D atmospheric horror side-scroller set in 1960s Taiwan under martial law. 

 —– Website: http://wasabi-playground.com/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/JDWasabi Hashtag #MSWPlz for discussions of my horror audio stuff

ALSO APPROVED AND LIKED BY WEIFAN CHANG AND THIS MAKES ME VERY HAPPY AHHH.

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What is Horror Game Music and its Effect on the Player?

Part 1 of More Scary Wallpaper Plz. A series of audio analysis of Horror games and occasional film.

Horror games will always be a favourite genre of mine to explore and play since it’s very often a case of delivering the perfect balance between music and sound effects. I wanted to find out exactly what and how horror audio can affect us and came across some interesting nuggets of fact.

I’ve attempted to condense everything down into digestible chunks which I hope will prove somewhat helpful for other composers and audio designers to gain a better understanding of how effective game audio can be when music and sound design work together.

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I’m starting a series of articles and videos focusing on audio analysis behind horror audio in games and maybe the occasional film. Do check it out!

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[JDWasabi] Bread & Barricades: A Les Mis Podcast Intro Theme Song (Full)

Working on a little something for @breadandbarricades!  A new podcast discussing Les Mis and more! Produced by @captainscollections

FREE DOWNLOAD

"Bread & Barricades: A Les Mis Podcast is a fortnightly podcast where Nemo, Stevie, & Grace chat about how some old French dude managed to write a #relateable novel in 1862. We bring diversity to egalité."

Produced by Captain's Collections.

Bread & Barricades Main Website: breadandbarricades.tumblr.com

Captain's Collections Main Website: captainscollections.tumblr.com

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Want to work on a game or collaborate together? Email me! jdwasabi [at} wasabi-playground.com

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Many apologies for the late update. I’ve had an incredibly intense few months: going to Indonesia to study Indonesian Gamelan for nearly a month, to my Father passing and being offline for family. 

Flight of Light was released in early August 2017 and is a Rhythm Racing game which I wrote some additional music for. It’s a fun game, and if you like rhythm games, funk and EDM, you should totally check it out!

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Minor update.

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We’re building our site now…

Bread and Barricades: A Les Mis Podcast will be airing late November 2017!

For now, can you guess what everything in our icon means? 

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Check out this new cool thing which I’m a part of :>

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The Journey Past (Easy Piano Solo) score is now available to pre-order on my Gumroad! Other bundles are also available there.

Since it’s my birthday month, I’ve decided on a pre-order special price which will go up on the 2nd October 2017.

I’ve been very lucky to work with the talented Ashley Kampta and his arrangement of The Journey Past is absolutely lovely. I hope to create more piano scores from Dragon Fin Soup soon! 

Happy playing!

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My store is updated..!

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Dragon Fin Soup piano solo score PDF check. Am I even doing this right? (Going on sale soon, release date pending so keep an eye out for updates!) . #jdwasabi #dragonfinsoup #gamemusic #gameaudio #game #gaming #dfs #officialsoundtrack #gameost #ps4 #playstation3 #playstation3 #piano #pianoscore #music #musician #composition #composer #composerlife

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