so i like spider-verse and this is my deviant art account

Past, Present, and Future

Hello dear followers who want to sucker punch me right now, i am back with explanations and confessions.

The Past

lets begin with what happened to the ask blogs i started somewhere 2014. i was 12, at the time i just started drawing digitally with my first PC and Wacom bamboo tablet using Microsoft Paint then pain-tool sai [the "hacked" version from a site called Softonic] at the time i enjoyed following all these MLP ask blogs and wanted to start one myself with my 2 favorite character from the show [rainbow dash and derpy] i started the ditzy and apocalypse dash blogs unplanned and based on a idea i thought would be awesome and original. what i also had at the time that wouldn't make my ask blogs work was that i didn't understand how to use all the tools of pain-tool sai then and i was glowingly getting burnout from the late night coloring and background work sessions i didn't want to lose sleep over this, because of this, school, and my home environment i had severe artist block post during hiatus, started to not want not do it anymore and throw in the towel but i kept going then. i had family issues that led to having no WiFi . years past with no hope of getting WiFi back and doubting my android then had any good drawing apps or a (not)fast mobile network and with the 1st laptop with a broken screen and 2nd laptop with a virus [because softonic adds viruses and ad apps to your download] and after that got fixed the laptop needed to retire because this is five years later. also i have to mention the network changing and my cable plan changed to cheaper plan and so i lost all the good channels and stuck with the shitty boring ones

The Present

i am currently 17, happy with a new laptop, recovering from artist block, waiting for colleges to send reply in my mailbox, and have a preferred software called Krita to do my artwork from now on as a hobbies also i know about pain-tool sai 2 but they already lost me as a customer, when it took the (approximate a decade) for theme to now (recently) give the program a glow up it needed, also because Krita has rulers for perspective and drawing backgrounds and gets updates. during the 5 years i wanted to forget about my ask blogs and hope the followers would lose interest and move on (that mostly did happen) but today 3/17/19 i deleted both of my ask blogs for sensible reasons of my lost in intrest of the show [stopped watching when princess cadence a kid and me knowing the show was shifting to the writers recolor of twilight sparkle but "cooler" version of Lauren Faust's oc instead of just let the show end when twilight got wings and simply move on when they realize her hero's journey has ended], learning the stigma of Tumblr, and of course being in my senior year of high school.

The Future

I’m gonna lurk here some times because the stories i followed since 2014 hasn't ended by these ask blogs. i plan to work on myself and talk more to some friends i have ghosted years ago to rebuild relationships with theme and kinda look forward to college.

thanks for the memories -clownmod

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