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terrible thrills

@terrible-thrills / terrible-thrills.tumblr.com

jack antonoff / ducky
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crying a bit so sorry for incoherence and major errors you'll get the point

I’m so sorry if this is the 1st election for you. hope it turns u into an activist i feel so sick about those we let down the most, those who needed it the most. the ones who will be most affected and were least heard. 93% of black women. love i feel so inspired by the people who spoke out. i want to talk about being at the javits center last night. the scene and feeling when things weren’t looking good is something i will carry with me always. the lighting, the mass amounts of people, hope — i was so proud to be there with thousands of hillary supporters who wanted to live in a better and less racist angry country. note on javits center. typically i hate being in a room with many famous people but it was beautiful to be there with the people who have put their money, popularity and safety second to standing up and doing their part. I’m talking about amy schumer, america ferrera, gaga, LD etc etc. all of us have to remember what speaking out means. if its hard and has consequences then it must be pretty fucking important. dinner table with friends and family or an arena full of people, do your part to avoid days like today in the future. theres inevitably going to be a lot of this type coming up now —— the failure of the press. have an opinion. take a stand and say something to the people that has weight and matters. don’t get played by trump over the next four years. stop being an aggregate of what famous people tweet and post. that culture is directly linked to trump being able to make this work. the most clicked item is sometimes the most disgusting. don’t legitimize it. please contribute to the notion that people are smart and interested, stop keeping us obsessed with what is so shockingly graceless. after all that is how we helped create trump. today I’m no good, tomorrow ill be better don’t accept things just because they happen slowly. all trauma that I’ve i had in my life feels connected to what i felt at 10pm last night when there was a panic in me that i haven’t felt since 9/11 and losses in my family. i believe many of us are connecting this massive loss to personal losses as well. awful grief and loss i love this country time and money. we must continue the conversation on how voting discriminates. voting takes time. signing up, printing, mailing, planning, going to polls, waiting on line for an hour or more… etc ect. people who’s votes matter most DONT HAVE TIME. time is money for people as well. yes its a law in many places to get 2 hours off of work to go vote….. but I’m sure thats not so smooth for minimum wage workers to announce to their boss. people who have time and money are heard and those people are voting with the interests of people with TIME AND MONEY and those are the very people in the least danger of government. why is so hard for those who need to heard and counted to make it happen in this day and age? she won the popular vote. look at who voted which way. 18 - 24 wanted hilllary. black women did. black men. latinos. jews. immigrants of all places etc etc. this says that this election is the last stand of old white men trying to keep this country from moving forward. we see it in the UK and all over the world — this last ditch effort to pull things back. I’m sorry we fell into it but never again. sorry obama. love you love you too hillay. thank you for making a path. can’t wait for the first female president. maybe she’ll be latino as well?

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thank you guys, that was really wonderful. means a lot to me to get to speak to you directly like this. gonna try and finish the bleachers album now. working so hard on it to make it right for both of us. see you on tour sooner that you think :):):):):)):):):):::): bye! 

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How do we know we're not already dead?

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i don't but when i consider that i get less work done and thats problematic. I'm ok with being completely brain dead to whats really going on as long as the records are coming out how i want them to. thats the nice thing about making records and writing - kinda stop caring if you're already dead cause thats not a concern when you make or listen to music. unless you're listening to chris brown and then it really makes me wonder if I'm in hell 

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what is your favourite 9/11 theory

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i mean there are so many that are so compelling. like most of us I've been very obsessed with 9/11 since it happened. i was going to school on 60th street in manhattan and we watched a lot of it from a fire escape. the changed me in ways i could talk about for hours. my first thoughts on 9/11 is how wonderful people were to each other in NYC right after it happened. everyone on the street was truly concerned with everyone else's well being. everyone knew someone who dies, or knew someone who knew someone and really brought people together. obviously what happened in the months in years to come was pathetic and potentially a seed for what will ruin the world. once again, obviously. as for theories, there are so many compelling facts about the weird issues with the actual attacks and information that came before and after. but the hardest thing in for me to consider is how these attacks so specifically enabled the very people who could have let them happen to engage in a war they have wanted to of ages. honestly, just find me after a show and we’ll talk about this all night.

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Also, is Chryst rel? +

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im dying to find out. truly. like what if i die and jesus is standing there being like “WHAT THE FUCK I TOLD EVERYONE TO TELL YOU I WAS REAL YOU FUCKING IDIOT I LITERALLY TOOK OUT BILLBOARDS WARNING U ABOUT HELL CASUS YOU DIDNT BELIEVE IN ME AND NOW YOU HAVE TO GO TO HELL BECAUSE UR STAYED JEWISH YOU FUCKING IDIOT” --- thats an actual possibility. my gut is that krist is not real and its all fucking absurd obviously but how bizarre would it be if they were right. far out

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Do you feel like this next album is more personal and raw? Your music helped inspire me to write a book and has saved me time and time again from the depths of sadness. Thank you!

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thats so wonderful. new album is just like strange desire in the sense that its as deep as i can go at the time. when i was making strange desire i felt like i had never done anything like that, thats exactly how i feel right now. i do think that the more you live the more you can rip apart your life and things you done and been through. for that reason this feels like the most personal and intense thing I've ever done .. but like i said it always does. if it didn't, i wouldn't put out a record. its too much to ask someone to listen and put their life experience into the album if its not the deepest you got. with all that said, I've never made anything like this

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Anonymous asked:

How's the record coming?

its going well. i had a breakthrough after the new year. before that i was recording and writing so much and didn't know what was what but just knew i needed to keep going. i was starting feel really freaked out and like i didn't know what it was or where it was going. after the new year i sat down and started molding things into each other and it came very clear what it all ways. it was clear what i was talking about it. thats a really crazy thing that happens where you go back and listen to the scratch lyrics that came off the top of your head and you can't believe how intense that things your said were. theres a lot of. a lot of things that fell out of my mouth are things that would be too heartbreaking for me to say if i had a split second to consider. anyway, things are good now. they were terrifying for a minute but its starting to make sense now and I'm honestly just dying to share it with you but it has to be the right time. 

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Who are you? And why are you in my timeline?:D

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because we are meant to be together. i love you so much and i can't stop thinking about you. pls meet me at the yoshinoya bowl in downtown LA where i will ask you to be mine forever. “hello my future partner. this is what i sound like. pm me on yahoo chat. please don't break my heart after i like. bye”

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Anonymous asked:

do you REALLY wanna get better?

always. if i didn't i think it would be time to stop existing. i believe wanting to get better is the best it gets on earth. getting better is absurd considering how quickly things move and fast emotions change. but wanting to get better - thats the thread that can keep vital over time. wanting to be better. so important. i think that binds us as people. everyone trying to do a little better. thats why i like to wake up .. thinking “maybe ill do a little better” - with anything. with the songs, with the way i treat people, fuck - with the way i treat myself. 

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Are Steven Avery and Brendan Dassey innocent?

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i really believe they are. or better put, innocent or not neither of them should be in jail based on the what our legal system is suppose to cover. however my mother just sent me an article about steven killing a cat that was left out of the documentary which once i read i may see things differently. have you seen the staircase? its the greatest, arguably better than making a murderer imo.

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