Hi guys... I don’t have to explain why I’m writing this, we’ve all heard the news on Thursday...
I never deleted my blog but I stopped using it last year, so I have no clue who’s active on tumblr and who might read this. But I just had to come back and write something. And to let you know I thought of all of you on Thursday.
I’m just so sad Chris is gone... For some moments it still doesn’t feel real.. I was in shock after I found out he had passed away... just like that... so soon. I cried right after I read the news... And I think we can all say that part of us died with him too...
I remember sometimes thinking, as a joke: “imagine what it’s going to feel like the day he leaves us.. it’ll be so sad..”. Of course, I always thought that wouldn’t be happening until some 20 years or so.. Never in my life did I think it would be happening last Thursday.. I didn’t want to feel that sadness.. not yet.
I can´t believe I couldn’t see him live last December when he came to Argentina, and now I can’t believe I will never have the chance too see him nor Soundgarden live. It was one of my dreams..
He meant the world to me during my senior year in high school. He and his music filled the void I was feeling inside almost everyday around that time. Luckily, now I can say I no longer feel like that. And I thank him and his music for making me feel better and happier, and for helping me get through those days. All the other bands (AIC, PJ..) helped me too, of course, but no one did so more than Chris and SG (and Audioslave!).
He was, is, and always will be my favorite singer. I’m going to miss his beautiful smile. His beautiful voice... God, that voice....... how can I explain how much I love his voice?...
I wish you were still alive.. I wish I could’ve met you... I wish I could give you a hug, thank you for how much you’ve meant to me. Oh god, just please come back........
..But now go to say hello to heaven, put that beautiful soul to rest.. I’ll miss you forever... I love you so muuuuuuch..
Thank you for everything, Chris...
