She’s the one who carried me for 9 months with happiness and tears. I know, the day when I cried, she was the happiest woman alive. She was the one who had patience when I fall down many times from trying to walk. She was the one who was there when I need someone to talk to. She listens to my stories even though it was all non-sense. She was also there, ready to defend me with all her might even though I didn’t know I was the wrong one. She’s the amazing woman I’ve ever known. She sacrificed her own happiness for us. She’s a lively and a bubbly one. A bubbly one wherein you’ll never know she’s hurting from the inside. She laughs all the way from the bottom of her heart hiding what’s hurting her. She’s an amazing woman for being a mother to all of us. She taught me how to sing well although I know that I can’t do higher notes. She disciplined us the way she was to be. She put me in this situation wherein I feel like I’m a mother of our family already. She’s been the one who made me strong from all of the heartaches I’ve been through. She was the one I’m holding on to whenever I feel like I’m weak. She’s my role model of being a mother to my 3 siblings. I know, I’m not the eldest of all but the eldest among my sister. I know I’ve been through many heartaches and right now, I can finally say I’m stronger than before because of you. My memory of her is her voice. One that I can say I inherited from her and upon singing a song, I feel like she’s singing with me. I love you so much and I miss you so much Mom! I know we’ve been together for almost 16 years but those years were not long enough. I’ve never had the Mother and Daughter day. Shopping with you, talking anything under the sun, giving me some advice to become a lady, and having to talk to you about my boyfriend. I know I never experience all of them, I lost them the way we lost you. I feel like thousands of memories have been removed from me. But I know, God has a plan for me. He has something for us and I think I know it is best. If I could only turn back time, I will give you lots of kisses and hugs that has not been given to you. I will be a good daughter to you and will make you happy. If only, I’ll give you all the efforts that a mother deserve. Unfortunately, I cannot do all of those as we lost you 3 years ago.
