[ Sabitsuki ]
not a thought of ‘ should have never told her ’ ― no, things must be told, some finding themselves of especial importance. such as now. sabitsuki knew.
「do you notice the marks on your neck the torn out pages and the shit we said on them. it was me. don’t be stupid, think about it, you know it was no more air no reason just because i got mad. at you. you probably wouldn’t hang out with your killer or the people you’ve killed but i do it all the time. even before this. it’s nothing weird.」
{ ✘♟✘ }
{ recite the words verbatim,
with your ruined brain and
parched lips - though you
cannot, and all that is is
gibberish. voice your
thoughts for once, voice
them child; you have
nothing to fear }
❝ Ach-? ❞
{ still, remain under cover, for you have little idea of reaction as your appendages reach to touch your neck }
[ i am i supposed to believe that? because i think i do. i ]
[ no. you did that? you really did? ]
[ i, what? what do you want me to think about this? ]
[ why did you even tell me, you didn't have to mention anything. but you did? that scares me more than thinking about? ]