I keep getting emails from tumblr about people sending me messages, and I just logged in and saw that 90% of them are about my last post, which was me being in the hospital. I’ve pretty much quit tumblr, but I still belive I owe you guys an explanation. So, What happened is I ended up one day throwing up about 7 to 10 more times in 24 hours (I don’t exactly remember how many). My body was so weak and got real damaged, I still have to be careful with what I eat now. The following 2 weeks after that day I was a tired wreck, trying to balance between rehearsals and depression and school and just being generally healthy, I, without noticing lost any interest in tumblr. I found other things that made me happy. I go out with friends more now, and my grades are better for the most part and I volunteer and I’m on the school’s musical and I’m happy. I might’ve done one or two stupid tumblr-related things while being off tumblr, but if I wouldn’t have done them, I wouldn’t have been really able to let go. I’m not 100% better now. Some days I’m worst, actually. But I have more friends now than I had last year at this time and when I’m sad, I can take a bus or walk to my friend’s house instead of having to wait for them to log on to Skype so I can call them. I’ve still got a couple 'Internet friends’ I’m in touch with, but this is all I’ll have. So to my former friends, people I cut off and people I’ve hurt - I’m sorry. I loved you all and I will always care for you. I just figured it’s time for me to get out of my comfort zone. And for the rest of my followers, I wish you all happiness and love. Merry Christmas to you all (and happy Hannukah to me :) ), I hope you all will have a lovely new year. -Julie.
@people yelling at me for not being active: lol sorry for not being able to blog from the hospital if ur so bothered unfollow me at this point I couldn't care less
captainnsparklez-blog reblogged
captainnsparklez-blog reblogged
holland roden
If you save/use credite in @mishacollinws. Thanks!!
captainnsparklez-blog reblogged
fierymccall-deactivated20161206
teen wolf + minimalist (insp.)
captainnsparklez-blog reblogged
the clouds look like glitter thrown across the sky
captainnsparklez-blog reblogged
Growing up, I realized that fame is not what you think it is. It’s a little bizarre. You have to learn how to cope with that and figure out who you are.
captainnsparklez-blog reblogged
4.01 the dark moon — ladies
hobbies: making you reblog my selfies
true
i guess you can say i have perfect Halloween weather
‘Would you feel any remorse…putting Stiles down?’
captainnsparklez-blog reblogged
Please welcome Malia, Shelley Hennig.
captainnsparklez-blog reblogged
Tyler Hoechlin, o my lord.
captainnsparklez-blog reblogged
“He’s had a crush on her since like, third grade”