` carme, er ... ` pallid hues hold only uncertainty ——- frown tugging at chewed - upon lips as the mage tries ( and FAILS ) to work up courage. ` — i ... uhm, needed to ask you something ! ` unusual intensity grips him & waver leans forward, determination clear in his tone. ` are we ... we ——- we’re friends, right ?! ` // @asturiat
“No, no, I’m not alright. I’m definitely not alright.” (( B3c I live for pain ))
basic angst starters / accepting.
“ ——- u - uhm, carme ? “ panic is clear in bird - boned limbs as the mage frets ; already - pallid cheeks paling further. “ i - uh, i — “ uncertainty blinds him for a moment, before crouching down & settling a limb on her shoulder, desperate to make a difference for one of his only friends. “ h - hey, it’ll be okay ! whatever’s upsetting you, i’ll get rid o - of it, okay ?! well, er ——- rider will, at least !! “
because sometimes what’s left to the imagination is much more terrifying.
“Are you feeling alright? You don’t look it.” “I just heard something… Something bad…” “Why didn’t you tell me about this?!” “What’s all this blood?!” “Will you tell me what the fuck is going on?” “Don’t give me that look! It wasn’t my fault!” “You should probably sit down for this.” “Please tell me you forgive me!” “I can’t live without you!” “Oh god, It was a mistake coming here… I’m sure of it.” “What the hell happened to you?!” “Where have you been?! I’ve been waiting for hours!” “You promised you wouldn’t do this anymore!” “I knew not to trust you!” “What’s that in your bag…? Is that–? Tell me it’s not!” “Is this what a dislocated shoulder feels like?!” “How could you do this to me?!” “Wake up! Wake up!!! You’re having a nightmare!” “Are you okay in there? You’ve been so quiet.” “I came as soon as I could! Did he/she get to you already?” “I don’t know whether I want to do this. I don’t know whether I CAN do this.” “Do you remember anything?” “You have to tell me who did this to you!” “No, no, I’m not alright. I’m definitely not alright.” “What’s your fucking problem?!” “Are you crying?” “You’re freaking me out! Please calm down!” “I’m leaving. And I’m not intending to come back.” “You… are dying?” “Did you drink the whole bottle while tripping? Seriously?” “Do you have a deathwish or something? Jesus!” “Ever been held at gunpoint? Want to know what it feels like?” “Stop screaming! Shh, calm down! You have to keep quiet!” “When’s the last time you slept?”.
icon is me rn iM SORRY I KEEP DISAPPEARING but now that a bunch of school iss ue s i had are over i,,,, am tentatively coming back tbh !!! lm ao im going to pretend i didn’t just vanish for a few months & get to those starters if thats ok w everyo ne ? ;^) ( and this is doubling as a starter call. like for a starter, mutuals onlY. )
sure, I don’t get a “healthy” amount of sleep like SOME PEOPLE do but can they do THIS *stands up, blacks out for a second*
I… I’m literally speechless right now. It hasn’t even been two months and 100 of you little shits are following this human trash right here. You guys have no idea how surprised I am- this is the first time I’ve reached a milestone like this within such a short timespan. I suppose my first words are thank you for supporting me and tolerating my shit-posts and muse, because without you guys, I honestly wouldn’t have ever kept this blog. Thank you so much for everything, for chatting with me on my worst nights to shit-posting with me and laughing with me via Skype. I truly adore each and every one of you from the bottom of my heart. The Fate/ community has been absolutely amazing, and I can honestly say that I am very happy that I joined in on all the fun, though I might not be the most active in it.
Now before I get too sappy, let me just go ahead and begin the actual list.
These are people who I absolutely adore and have interacted with IC and OOC numerous times, whether on this blog or others. Love you guys!
@maluspuerum / @glcrioushorizon, @cxnsign, @multiversetrickster, @ghostlywriterneon / @geniusinvxntor, @theexassassin / @fxllenchxra, @kingsworn / @those-ofjustice, @mother-like, @nunchuckpanther
(wow I am so good with coming up with category names I’m-)
For the people I admire, for the people I want to get to know and interact with, and for those who I don’t talk to as much but still absolutely adore. THANK YOU!
@imperial-privilege, @cursedspear / @raiion, @sciathuladh, @beduier / @intemera, @mercxrius, @corrxptela, @ofbastct, @ofgemstones, @ozymandaddy / @motherfuckingprotocu, @mouldedweapon, @wavcr, @lapatem, @nomorale / @eorlic, @itsapirateswaifforme, @irisvclum / @aeternam-penumbra, @taichounokame, @jxkyll, @sweetpsalmist, @caster-of-fate, @murasakinoai, @materialized-blades, @demeesne, @bellatoramoriis, @prettywxman, @machaeramdraco, @magnoliaism, @charxon, @autocratie, @alleyest, @bowofbenbulben
“ a master without is servant is a way too easy prey. ”
yet a trap was never supposed to look like one; such consideration aloof silver irises displayed, arrow-shaped gaze set upon him who was the harmless one– mage by DEED but not by nature. phalanges were still outstretched, not clenched our the gold-rimmed hilt of his daggers; a warning, perhaps. ( ‘if you are wise, you will run’ ) “ where is he? ”
❛ w - wait !! hang ... o - on a second !! ❜ waver yelps, scrambling back, fright on every inch of his features. ❛ i’m not prey ——-o - or a trap ! i just got l - lost ... please d - don’t kill me !! ❜ the mage manages to fall back on his rear, thin hands covering his face protectively. ❛ h - he ?? oh, rider ——- i t - think he’s looking for a ... a shop ? gah, i’m n - not sure, i promise !! ❜
Okay people, i’m actually more in a ‘wtf mode’ than you wold ever imagine because…104 followers???? this soon??????? I didn’t think this blog would last long, let alone that I would reach my first milestone in such a short time. I’m really grateful, and I hope to get the chance to interact with all of you! I may not have roleplayed/talked with some of the people on this bias list, but I look up to all of you, which is more than a valid reason for me to put you here, so… BIAS LIST !!
@sciathuladh / @cursedspear / @ofgemstones / @ofbastct / @maluspuerum @intemera / @ulsterswardog / @scathgaiscioch / @lleuae / @apscidea / @sarrutum / @wavcr / @pricst / @beduier / @sacerdox / @kazikli-voyvoda / @unheroical / @duiibhne / @shinchuu / @mubouna / @ordaiined / @iirishhound / @nomorale / @viduxm / @calmacht / @kingartoria / @afallon / @charxon / @ofsacredmaiden
tag followers you want to get to know better !! tagged by @asturiat
Name: Rylee
Zodiac sign: scorpio !! Gender: female Height: 5′5′’ ?? ? Favorite colour: hfklahls gold i think,, Time right now: 7:06 Average hours of sleep: lma O
Last thing I googled: 1.9^5 ( i was too lazy to get my c alculator...... )
Lucky number: 13 ??
Number of blankets: two bc they are being stolen by dog / family :^(
Favorite characters: s O MANY WHERE 2 START uhhH mitsu, waver, ( p much all my rp blogs lmao ), edward elric, lots more !!
Favorite books: i am always harry potter trasH, and also the graveyard book
Favorite bands/artists: als o so many omf but mostly p!atd, stateless, fob, && the neIGHBORHOOD
Dream job: aaaaaa scientist t bh !!! or fbi
What am I wearing right now: baggy pjs
Randoms facts: i’m a swimmer and i have a lovely puppy who is the light of my life && i have like 5 other rp blogs r ip
When did you create your blog: akI DRAGGED ME INTO FATE/ZERO HELL ( and by hell i mean ama zing amazing anime + fandom but also angst :^((( )
Current amount of followers: 61 && ilu all
What made you decide to join tumblr: hm m mostly just to have fun && develop skills && meet amazing people !!! !
Why did I choose my URL: taps my chin o boy this is a tricky one ( jkjk usually my urls are a biT more creative but i really like this one anyway tbh !! )
What do you post about: hdalksdhl a lot of quotes + aesthetic for waver && rps !
Who is your most active follower: ? ?
Do I get asks on a daily basis: not on here !
Day 13/366 Reach by *December Sun on Flickr.
✞ Headaches ensue, following his ridiculous banter of derogating threats against her ‘code’. Arms fold lazily over her bosom, weight shifting unto her left heel as she regrets ever engaging him. (What a pitiful display, was it not?) “Do I truly intimidate you so? I’ve not received word from my Master to provoke you, and by myself, I would not do wrong by Rider.”
Moreover, what on Earth was that man doing? Sacrificing time so carelessly for sake of mere materialism, when greater rewards are to be had in pursuit of victory. “Perhaps it is a whiff of luck that is I that stumbled upon you. I know little of the other participants, but I cannot imagine they’d be so merciful. Tell me, have you clashed with them as of late?”
❛ ... s - so, that means you’re not going to attack me ?? ❜ if waver seems a tad insistent on clarifying this issue, it’s understandable, && the mage wishes his legs worked well enough to flee. ❛ no offense ——- but y - you’re ... really intimidating. ❜
he nonetheless seems relieved saber wouldn’t attack him, though he cringes back once more as she speaks. ❛ are ... you s - sure it’s luck ?? it doesn’t r - really seem like that. from my end. ❜ though, the mage seems to get more confidence as time passes, and it grows clear that she isn’t going to fight.
❛ clashed with ... them ? n - no, i haven’t seen anyone ——- y - you’re the first in a long while, actually. ❜ he frowns, a troubled expression on his features. ❛ i - i think everyone’s hiding ... ?! ❜
Neil Gaiman, Coraline (via hqlines)
