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Walking on Leaden Shoes

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Independent RP/ask blog for FMA'03 Hohenheim of Light. Semi-selective, multithread, multiship, crossover/OC friendly. Languages: English/Spanish. Tracks the tag #afadinlight. Read About and Rules before interacting. Status: Under minor construction.
Est. Nov. 29, 2015.
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          dante was well aware of the purpose of his visit before he spoke it; she had watched her ‘lover’ for years and found him so incredibly easy to read. his stance, his movements–his very breath. dante could see through it all and what she saw through his transparent skin made her tongue taste like acid. he no longer leaned toward her, but away–the distance between them felt more like a fissure in the earth than a few feet apart. she was not heartbroken–perhaps she could have been if she still had a heart to break.

           but now she felt nothing but stern hatred for his intent to abandon her–as if she was simply G A R B A G E to be left behind. her smile was cruel, violet hues narrowed in her anger. every inch of her vibrated with violence but the sweet expression that rest upon her countenance didn’t fade for even a second.

            a long silence followed his statement as she simply observed him, watched him like a predator that was hunting it’s prey. she was uncertain how to approach this change–she didn’t need him anymore but that didn’t mean she wanted him to leave her behind. no one could leave her. why would anyone ever want to?

            fists clenched so tightly, knuckles went white and dante finally parted her lips.

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              ❛ oh how you W O U N D me, my love–am i not good enough for you anymore? i thought you were unlike other men but here you are… D O N E with me and prepared to toss me aside like some gutter trash.

              a dramatic sigh exhaled from her lungs.

              ❛ i give you life… i save you and you no longer want me. oh the greed of humans. it seems, my love, you have not evolved.

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“My decision is final.” He took a pause to order his thoughts, just to hear more and more complaints of hers... Good enough... Unbelievable. 

No matter in what language or tone he conveyed a message, even in the most inocuous affirmations (You forgot your fan) Dante found a loophole to twist his intentions and humiliate him again. For how long has it been like this? It didn’t matter anymore, time always stopped to pass properly with her around. As soon as he received invitations, Hohenheim gladly accepted each one of them; even the dullest of meetings had the power to keep his feet on the ground. As the king’s personal sage, he had no option to miss them anyway; and even so, in his My Pleasures there was a hint of freedom... He clenched his teeth - any place is safer than a place with Dante.

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“There’s no use in clinging to the past” he cut her off. “The Stone is no longer relevant to my research.”

He walked in direction to the contiguous room, where his son played with a piece of paper. In the tip of his tongue he had thousand ways to destroy her...     But he sighed instead.

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“i hate you.” //im here for the pain B)

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He didn’t have to be told twice.

Suspended between the dragon’s fangs, yet as still as the pillars surrounding him; his faculty to distinguish any pain, stripped away from giving birth to the very creature that kept him captive, it reduced to some tingles around his body from its growl - it echoed and echoed… In any moment, the edges of its teeth would stop leaving mere scratches on his skin -more pieces of his rotting flesh gathered inside his clothes- and finally, after so many years, Edward will return to home…

I hate you, he heard the dragon roar. What an odd feeling, to float in noise, unperturbed by the violence of it and let the venom of his sin absorb by itself, inch by inch…

         But Edward will finally return.

Through the fabric that covered both of them, he lazily watched the pillars. Save for the moving spot on the right -Dietlinde Eldritch, he figured-, it could be said the place was almost empty. He was no ignorant; treason is something to expect, if a secret carries misfortune to its bearer… and the Thule Society was exactly the type of group to engage in such acts. The more he heard them talk, the clearer, the further from them was his own path. At times, it reminded him of the researchers he taught before, back when the Philosopher’s Stone was nothing but a castle in the air…

With the urge to cough, his body moved between the pointy teeth. PTHK! How was he alive yet?

In a matter of seconds, Hohenheim closed his eyes. Like himself, Envy probably had no energy to bite properly. Now it was time to keep waiting… for the sacrifice will be worth it. 

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Some words to use when writing things:

  • winking
  • clenching
  • pulsing
  • fluttering
  • contracting
  • twitching
  • sucking
  • quivering
  • pulsating
  • throbbing
  • beating
  • thumping
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  • humming
  • palpitate
  • vibrate
  • grinding
  • crushing
  • hammering
  • lashing
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  • driving
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  • force
  • injecting
  • filling
  • dilate
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  • lingering
  • expanding
  • bouncing
  • reaming
  • elongate
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  • yielding
  • sternly
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  • harshly
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  • precision
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  • band
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  • spiral
  • whorl
  • dip
  • wet
  • soak
  • madly
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  • noisily
  • rowdily
  • rambunctiously
  • decadent
  • degenerate
  • immoral
  • indulgent
  • accept
  • take
  • invite
  • nook
  • indentation
  • niche
  • depression
  • indent
  • depress
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  • tossing
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  • flailing
  • squirming
  • rolling
  • wriggling
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Appetite -  craving, demand, gluttony, greed, hunger, inclination, insatiable, longing, lust, passion, ravenousness, relish, taste, thirst, urge, voracity, weakness, willingness, yearning, ardor, dedication, desire, devotion, enthusiasm, excitement, fervor, horny, intensity, keenness, wholeheartedness, zeal

Arouse -  agitate, awaken, electrify, enliven, excite, entice, foment, goad, incite, inflame, instigate, kindle, provoke, rally, rouse, spark, stimulate, stir, thrill, waken, warm, whet, attract, charm, coax, fire up, fuel, heat up, lure, produce, stir up, tantalize, tease, tempt, thrum, torment, wind up, work up

Assault -  attack, advancing, aggressive, assailing, charging, incursion, inundated, invasion, offensive, onset, onslaught, overwhelmed, ruinous, tempestuous, strike, violation, ambush, assail, barrage, bombard, bombardment, crackdown, wound Beautiful -  admirable, alluring, angelic, appealing, bewitching, charming, dazzling, delicate, delightful, divine, elegant, enticing, exquisite, fascinating, gorgeous, graceful, grand, magnificent, marvelous, pleasing, radiant, ravishing, resplendent, splendid, stunning, sublime, attractive, beguiling, captivating, enchanting, engaging, enthralling, eye-catching, fetching, fine, fine-looking, good-looking, handsome, inviting, lovely, mesmeric, mesmerizing, pretty, rakish, refined, striking, tantalizing, tempting Brutal -  atrocious, barbarous, bloodthirsty, callous, cruel, feral, ferocious, hard, harsh, heartless, inhuman, merciless, murderous, pitiless, remorseless, rough, rude, ruthless, savage, severe, terrible, unmerciful, vicious, bestial, brute, brutish, cold-blooded, fierce, gory, nasty, rancorous, sadistic, uncompromising, unfeeling, unforgiving, unpitying, violent, wild Burly – able-bodied, athletic, beefy, big, brawny, broad-shouldered, bulky, dense, enormous, great, hard, hardy, hearty, heavily built, heavy, hefty, huge, husky, immense, large, massive, muscular, mighty, outsized, oversized, powerful, powerfully built, prodigious, robust, solid, stalwart, stocky, stout, strapping, strong, strongly built, sturdy, thick, thickset, tough, well-built, well-developed Carnal -  animalistic, bodily, impure, lascivious, lecherous, lewd, libidinous, licentious, lustful, physical, prurient, salacious, sensuous, voluptuous, vulgar, wanton, , coarse, crude, dirty, raunchy, rough, unclean Dangerous -  alarming, critical, fatal, formidable, impending, malignant, menacing, mortal, nasty, perilous, precarious, pressing, serious, terrible, threatening, treacherous, urgent, vulnerable, wicked, acute, damaging, deadly, death-defying, deathly, destructive, detrimental, explosive, grave, harmful, hazardous, injurious, lethal, life-threatening, noxious, poisonous, risky, severe, terrifying, toxic, unsafe, unstable, venomous Dark -  atrocious, corrupt, forbidding, foul, infernal, midnight, morbid, ominous, sinful, sinister, somber, threatening, twilight, vile, wicked, abject, alarming, appalling, baleful, bizarre, bleak, bloodcurdling, boding evil, chilling, cold, condemned, creepy, damned, daunting, demented, desolate, dire, dismal, disturbing, doomed, dour, dread, dreary, dusk, eerie, fear, fearsome, frightening, ghastly, ghostly, ghoulish, gloom, gloomy, grave, grim, grisly, gruesome, hair-raising, haunted, hideous, hopeless, horrendous, horrible, horrid, horrific, horrifying, horror, ill-fated, ill-omened, ill-starred, inauspicious, inhospitable, looming, lost, macabre, malice, malignant, menacing, murky, mysterious, night, panic, pessimistic, petrifying, scary, shadows, shadowy, shade, shady, shocking, soul-destroying, sour, spine-chilling, spine-tingling, strange, terrifying, uncanny, unearthly, unlucky, unnatural, unnerving, weird, wretched Delicious - enticing, exquisite, luscious, lush, rich, savory, sweet, tasty, tempting, appetizing, delectable, flavorsome, full of flavor, juicy, lip-smacking, mouth-watering, piquant, relish, ripe, salty, spicy, scrummy, scrumptious, succulent, tangy, tart, tasty, yummy, zesty Ecstasy -  delectation, delirium, elation, euphoria, fervor, frenzy, joy, rapture, transport, bliss, excitement, happiness, heaven, high, paradise, rhapsody, thrill, blissful, delighted, elated, extremely happy, in raptures (of delight), in seventh heaven, jubilant, on cloud nine, overexcited, overjoyed, rapturous, thrilled Ecstatic -  delirious, enraptured, euphoric, fervent, frenzied, joyous, transported, wild Erotic -  amatory, amorous, aphrodisiac, carnal, earthy, erogenous, fervid, filthy, hot, impassioned, lascivious, lecherous, lewd, raw, romantic, rousing, salacious, seductive, sensual, sexual, spicy, steamy, stimulating, suggestive, titillating, voluptuous, tantalizing Gasp -  catch of breath, choke, gulp, heave, inhale, pant, puff, snort, wheeze, huff, rasp, sharp intake of air, short of breath, struggle for breath, swallow, winded  Heated - ardent, avid, excited, fervent, fervid, fierce, fiery, frenzied, furious, impassioned, intense, passionate, raging, scalding, scorched, stormy, tempestuous, vehement, violent, ablaze, aflame, all-consuming, blazing, blistering, burning, crazed, explosive, febrile, feverish, fired up, flaming, flushed, frantic, hot, hot-blooded, impatient, incensed, maddening, obsessed, possessed, randy, searing, sizzling, smoldering, sweltering, torrid, turbulent, volatile, worked up, zealous Hunger -  appetite, ache, craving, gluttony, greed, longing, lust, mania, mouth-watering, ravenous, voracious, want, yearning, thirst Hungry -  avid, carnivorous, covetous, craving, eager, greedy, hungered, rapacious, ravenous, starved, unsatisfied, voracious, avaricious, desirous, famished, grasping, insatiable, keen, longing, predatory, ravening, starving, thirsty, wanting Intense -  forceful, severe, passionate, acute, agonizing, ardent, anxious, biting, bitter, burning, close, consuming, cutting, deep, eager, earnest, excessive, exquisite, extreme, fervent, fervid, fierce, forcible, great, harsh, impassioned, keen, marked, piercing, powerful, profound, severe, sharp, strong, vehement, violent, vivid, vigorous Liquid -  damp, cream, creamy, dripping, ichorous, juicy, moist, luscious, melted, moist, pulpy, sappy, soaking, solvent, sopping, succulent, viscous, wet / aqueous, broth, elixir, extract, flux, juice, liquor, nectar, sap, sauce, secretion, solution, vitae, awash, moisture, boggy, dewy, drenched, drip, drop, droplet, drowning, flood, flooded, flowing, fountain, jewel, leaky, milky, overflowing, saturated, slick, slippery, soaked, sodden, soggy, stream, swamp, tear, teardrop, torrent, waterlogged, watery, weeping Lithe - agile, lean, pliant, slight, spare, sinewy, slender, supple, deft, fit, flexible, lanky, leggy, limber, lissom, lissome, nimble, sinuous, skinny, sleek, slender, slim, svelte, trim, thin, willowy, wiry Moan - beef, cry, gripe, grouse, grumble, lament, lamentation, plaint, sob, wail, whine, bemoan, bewail, carp, deplore, grieve, gripe, grouse, grumble, keen, lament, sigh, sob, wail, whine, mewl Moving -  (exciting,) affecting, effective  arousing, awakening, breathless, dynamic, eloquent, emotional, emotive, expressive, fecund, far-out, felt in gut, grabbed by, gripping, heartbreaking, heartrending, impelling, impressive, inspirational, meaningful, mind-bending, mind-blowing, motivating, persuasive, poignant, propelling, provoking, quickening, rallying, rousing, significant, stimulating, simulative, stirring, stunning, touching, awe-inspiring, energizing, exhilarating, fascinating, heart pounding, heart stopping, inspiring, riveting, thrilling Need -  compulsion, demand, desperate, devoir, extremity, impatient longing, must, urge, urgency / desire, appetite, avid, burn, craving, eagerness, fascination, greed, hunger, insatiable, longing, lust, taste, thirst, voracious, want, yearning, ache, addiction, aspiration, desire, fever, fixation, hankering, hope, impulse, inclination, infatuation, itch, obsession, passion, pining, wish, yen Pain -  ache, afflict, affliction, agony, agonize, anguish, bite, burn, chafe, distress, fever, grief, hurt, inflame, laceration, misery, pang, punish, sting, suffering, tenderness, throb, throe, torment, torture, smart Painful -  aching, agonizing, arduous, awful, biting, burning, caustic, dire, distressing, dreadful, excruciating, extreme, grievous, inflamed, piercing, raw, sensitive, severe, sharp, tender, terrible, throbbing, tormenting, angry, bleeding, bloody, bruised, cutting, hurting, injured, irritated, prickly, skinned, smarting, sore, stinging, unbearable, uncomfortable, upsetting, wounded Perverted -  aberrant, abnormal, corrupt, debased, debauched, defiling, depraved, deviant, monstrous, tainted, twisted, vicious, warped, wicked, abhorrent, base, decadent, degenerate, degrading, dirty, disgusting, dissipated, dissolute, distasteful, hedonistic, immodest, immoral, indecent, indulgent, licentious, nasty, profligate, repellent, repugnant, repulsive, revolting, shameful, shameless, sickening, sinful, smutty, sordid, unscrupulous, vile  Pleasurable -  charming, gratifying, luscious, satisfying, savory, agreeable, delicious, delightful, enjoyable, nice, pleasant, pleasing, soothing, succulent Pleasure -  bliss, delight, gluttony, gratification, relish, satisfaction, thrill, adventure, amusement, buzz, contentment, delight, desire, ecstasy, enjoyment, excitement, fun, happiness, harmony, heaven, joy, kick, liking, paradise, seventh heaven  Rapacious-  avaricious, ferocious, furious, greedy, predatory, ravening, ravenous, savage, voracious, aggressive, gluttonous, grasping, insatiable, marauding, plundering Rapture -  bliss, ecstasy, elation, exaltation, glory, gratification, passion, pleasure, floating, unbridled joy Rigid -  adamant, austere, definite, determined, exact, firm, hard, rigorous, solid, stern, uncompromising, unrelenting, unyielding, concrete, fixed, harsh, immovable, inflexible, obstinate, resolute, resolved, severe, steadfast, steady, stiff, strong, strict, stubborn, taut, tense, tight, tough, unbending, unchangeable, unwavering Sudden -  abrupt, accelerated, acute, fast, flashing, fleeting, hasty, headlong, hurried, immediate, impetuous, impulsive, quick, quickening, rapid, rash, rushing, swift, brash, brisk, brusque, instant, instantaneous, out of the blue, reckless, rushed, sharp, spontaneous, urgent, without warning Thrust -  (forward) advance, drive, forge, impetus, impulsion, lunge, momentum, onslaught, poke, pressure, prod, propulsion, punch, push, shove, power, proceed, progress, propel (push hard) assail, assault, attack, bear down, buck, drive, force, heave, impale, impel, jab, lunge, plunge, press, pound, prod, ram, shove, stab, transfix, urge, bang, burrow, cram, gouge, jam, pierce, punch, slam, spear, spike, stick Thunder-struck - amazed, astonished, aghast, astounded, awestruck, confounded, dazed, dazed, dismayed, overwhelmed, shocked, staggered, startled, stunned, gob-smacked, bewildered, dumbfounded, flabbergasted, horrified, incredulous, surprised, taken aback  Torment - agony, anguish, hurt, misery, pain, punishment, suffering, afflict, angst, conflict, distress, grief, heartache, misfortune, nightmare, persecute, plague, sorrow, strife, tease, test, trial, tribulation, torture, turmoil, vex, woe Touch -  (physical) - blow, brush, caress, collide, come together, contact, converge, crash, cuddle, embrace, feel, feel up, finger, fondle, frisk, glance, glide, graze, grope, handle, hit, hug, impact, join, junction, kiss, lick, line, manipulate, march, massage, meet, nudge, palm, partake, pat, paw, peck, pet, pinch, probe, push, reach, rub, scratch, skim, slide, smooth, strike, stroke, suck, sweep, tag, tap, taste, thumb, tickle, tip, touching, toy, bite, bump, burrow, buss, bury, circle, claw, clean, clutch, cover, creep, crush, cup, curl, delve, dig, drag, draw, ease, edge, fiddle with, flick, flit, fumble, grind, grip, grub, hold, huddle, knead, lap, lave, lay a hand on, maneuver, manhandle, mash, mold, muzzle, neck, nestle, nibble, nip, nuzzle, outline, play, polish, press, pull, rasp, ravish, ream, rim, run, scoop, scrabble, scrape, scrub, shave, shift, shunt, skate, slip, slither, smack, snake, snuggle, soothe, spank, splay, spread, squeeze, stretch, swipe, tangle, tease, thump, tongue, trace, trail, tunnel twiddle, twirl, twist, tug, work, wrap  (mental) - communicate, examine, inspect, perception, scrutinize Wet - bathe, bleed, burst, cascade, course, cover, cream, damp, dampen, deluge, dip, douse, drench, dribble, drip, drizzle, drool, drop, drown, dunk, erupt, flood, flow, gush, immerse, issue, jet, leach, leak, moisten, ooze, overflow, permeate, plunge, pour, rain, rinse, run, salivate, saturate, secrete, seep, shower, shoot, slaver, slobber, slop, slosh, sluice, spill, soak, souse, spew, spit, splash, splatter, spout, spray, sprinkle, spurt, squirt, steep, stream, submerge, surge, swab, swamp, swill, swim, trickle, wash, water Wicked -  abominable, amoral, atrocious, awful, base, barbarous, dangerous, debased, depraved, distressing, dreadful, evil, fearful, fiendish, fierce, foul, heartless, hazardous, heinous, immoral, indecent, intense, mean, nasty, naughty, nefarious, offensive, profane, scandalous, severe, shameful, shameless, sinful, terrible, unholy, vicious, vile, villainous, wayward, bad, criminal, cruel, deplorable, despicable, devious, ill-intentioned, impious, impish, iniquitous, irreverent, loathsome, Machiavellian, mad, malevolent, malicious, merciless, mischievous, monstrous, perverse, ruthless, spiteful, uncaring, unkind, unscrupulous, vindictive, virulent, wretched Writhe -  agonize, bend, jerk, recoil, lurch, plunge, slither, squirm, struggle, suffer, thrash, thresh, twist, wiggle, wriggle, angle, arc, bow, buck, coil, contort, convulse, curl, curve, fidget, fight, flex, go into spasm, grind, heave, jiggle, jolt, kick, rear, reel, ripple, resist, roll, lash, lash out, screw up, shake, shift, slide, spasm, stir, strain, stretch, surge, swell, swivel, thrust, turn violently, tussle, twitch, undulate, warp, worm, wrench, wrestle, yank 

//MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS - HERE IS THE ANSWER TO THE PROBLEM OF FINDING THAT RIGHT WORD!!!!!

I’ve reblogged it before, and I’ll reblog it again

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Relationship & Courting antics Asks.

  1. ♥ Do they seek out love or let it find them? Are they even interested in romance?
  2. ♥  When they have a crush on someone, how do they let them know?
  3. ♥ Tell us about a time they were rejected.
  4. ♥ Do they spend a lot of time in the courting stage or attempt to get to first base as fast as possible?
  5. ♥ Do they wait to be intimate until after marriage or break all the social rules?
  6. ♥ Do they have open or closed relationships?
  7. ♥ How do they feel about polygamy?
  8. ♥ Are they loyal to their partners?
  9. ♥ Are they patient with their partners?
  10. ♥ Do they include their partners in most aspects of their life?
  11. ♥ Do they make an effort to find someone with similar views, be they political or moral?
  12. ♥ Do they seek to find a partner purely to further the bloodline and name, is it for true love, or is it for pleasure alone?
  13. ♥ Do they sleep in the same bed/room as much as they can or do they sleep separately?
  14. ♥ Do they make it a point to eat at lease one meal a day together with their partner, or do they do as they please?
  15. ♥ Do they enjoy talking to their partners before going to sleep or is it straight to dreamland?
  16. ♥ Do they have at least one bonding activity they devote to doing with their partner exclusively?
  17. ♥ What sort of characteristics or quirks draw them to someone?
  18. ♥ Do they have a ‘type’?
  19. ♥ What was their first impression about their partner/person they are courting?
  20. ♥ How did their relationship start?
  21. ♥ What was the most romantic time they had with their partner?
  22. ♥ Tell us about a sacrifice they made for their significant other.
  23. ♥ Do they apologize to their partner even if it wasn’t their fault?
  24. ♥ Will they lie for the sake of their significant other’s happiness?
  25. If they could choose their partner again, would they choose the same person?
  26. ♥ What do they love most about their significant other?
  27. ♥ Have they had dreams about their partner/the person they are courting?
  28. ♥ Do they understand their partners/person they are courting’s feelings without them having to say anything?
  29. ♥ How do they express their love to their partner?
  30. ♥ Would they leave the person they love if it meant saving their life/giving them a better chance at life?
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Multiple Opened Gates.

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“ Well Well you seem to think you can get away by telling what to do wwhen you do not have through me. Nice try.”

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       “On the contrary. The first time was also the last.”

       He doesn’t remember the Gate had a talking intermediary. In fact,        everything about the Gate had nothing to do with the memories of        his biggest regret.

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‘ Yeah, well it seems like it will keep my mind busy for a  while, so let’s go together then. ‘ He replies standing up  and closing the book that he was just reading. He hardly had a chance to spend some time with his old man, so maybe this could be the start of a new beginning between the two.

‘ You can lead the way, since I have no idea where it’s at, dad. ‘

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It was inevitable not to draw himself a smile whenever Edward called him ‘dad’.

“Berlin. Seven hours from here, if we take the train. It’s nice of Professor Haushofer to give me these” he showed the tickets again, “with the inflation we would only afford the travel and some food from here.”

It occurred to him that he should’ve told so first; seven hours by train exhausted even the most experienced traveler... For now, he hoped Ed didn’t change his mind.

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We were born with shoulders to bear the weight of our problems and worries in life. But some people’s shoulders were meant to bear more than just that. Not only did they have to shoulder their own problems, but they also had to shoulder the problems and burdens of others. These people, were born to shoulder the weight of the world.

L.W. // Some people were born to love more, to give more, to sacrifice more. (via somepiecesofmyheartandsoul)

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‘ A screen? ‘ You got him curious now.  ‘ No, not really. Never had the time because of Al. ‘ He replied simply.

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Al, of course. It’s not like they had the chance to travel to Central for fun. After a brief pause, he gave to Ed a heartfelt nod. “Unlike theaters in Amestris, here people rely on projections, similar to photographic machines. It is the same system, indeed; except they gather many images in a roll, and we only see the illusion of movement as the roll spins.” He scratched his neck. “Although, like you, I haven’t seen one in a theater yet."

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