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OKAY BUT LISTEN, IF KUROBAS AND KUROBAS STAGE HAD BEEN A THING AROUND 10 YEARS AGO, KENGO-SAN COULD HAVE BEEN A WONDERFUL NIJIMURA-SAN.

HE CAN MAKE POUTY FACE SEXY TOO ARGHHHHH

(last image scanned by silverwind) 

He can be cute and hot at the same time. 

He has such a very deep sexy voice as well.

/biased 

 /frustrated

So for this weekend, I intended to finally continue writing this NijiAka fanfic I’ve been trying to finish for weeks already which I actually started writing last year before I had major writer’s block, but then I ended up being infatuated with Ohkuchi Kengo after randomly re-watching some video clips from the Rock Musical Bleach (Burimyu) some days ago (he played as Aizen-taichou)! (O_o)

It has been many years since I last watched it and actively followed the stage actors’ careers, and so I looked up if what he has been up to lately... and discovered that he already retired from being an actor last August 2016!!! AAAHHHHHHH I TOTALLY DIDN’T EXPECT THAT!!!! I WAS SO SURPRISED AND LATE TO THE NEWS!!!! When I was fangirling over anime-turned-musicals more than 10 years ago (specifically Tenimyu and Burimyu), I was obsessed with Tuti and Nagayan (who played Golden Pair in Tenimyu and Gin and Hitsugaya in Burimyu) so I didn’t pay attention to Ohkuchi Kengo that much... But after re-watching the Catharsis of Eternity video clip this week, I realized he’s actually very cool~ (>_<) It’s such a shame that he retired already... (;_;) 

To make up for the sadness I’m feeling, last Friday night I decided to watch this one sentai series he was in (Ressha Sentai Toqger, he was the main villain), and before I know it I finished the entire 47 episodes already. OTL OTL I’m not really a fan of sentai series though so I mostly just skipped to his parts every episode... and I ended up being more infatuated aaahhhh~~ He’s such a cool villain!!! *sobs* I had too much fun screencapping a lot of his scenes... (@_@)

KENGO-SAAANNNNN WHY DID YOU RETIRE????? *CRIES* I regret not fangirling over you back then~~~ (T______T)

YEAH ACTUALLY THAT’S THE THING!! Aside from NijiAka breaking up because Nijimura-san has go to US and he doesn’t want Akashi to wait for him in vain and so he’s letting him go, I can’t think of any other reason for them to break up!!! D: Though I agree it must be quite easy for them to have a stupid fight over trivial things such as Akashi buying an expensive suit for Niji because they’re going to a party and Niji’s like “who the hell needs such an expensive suit to wear for just one night?!” and Akashi becomes angry because instead of Niji appreciating his effort he gets mad instead so Akashi’s like “Okay, whatever let’s not go to the party at all.” And then Niji ends up sleeping on the couch that night hahahahahhaha. orz orz They make up the next day though and Niji wears the suit at home all day (while cleaning the house, washing the dishes, etc). 

YEAH BUT ASIDE FROM THAT I CAN’T THINK OF ANY OTHER REASON FOR THEM TO HAVE A BIG FIGHT THAT MIGHT END UP IN BREAKING UP!!! (that’s a good thing though right hahahaha)

Yeah, I think I can try to do that! *o* Make an outline/notes of the new thing first~! It’s just that I can’t trust myself usually... I think I’m the type of person who must do/start the “new” thing when I’m already in the mood! So in the end I lose my ~momentum~ for the previous one... and then it becomes an unending cycle... OTL *kicks my self* Thanks for your advice!! <3

Uwaahhh I think I understand what you mean!! Before having writer’s block last year, I have like... 4 or 5 unfinished drafts because I keep on starting something new. OTL OTL In the end I couldn’t finish any of them until I ended up having writer’s block hahahaha~ *sweats* But I guess it is indeed better to create an outline of the new idea first before really starting it and trying to finish both ideas simultaneously. OTL Thanks for your thoughts!! <3

One of the things I hate most about myself is whenever I’m trying to finish something, another idea enters my mind suddenly and then I don’t know how to proceed with my life anymore. Do I finish the first thing or start the second thing because it feels as though if I don’t start it, it will disappear, but then I don’t want it to disappear because I also want to work on this new idea??? AAAAAAAAHHH WOE IS ME.

AWAWAWAWAWAAAAHHH you reread them?????? (Ｔ▽Ｔ) I’m so honored, thank you!!!! It’s always a pleasure to know that something I wrote is worthy enough to be read again!!  Really thank you~~!! (　；∀；) *HUGS YOU* (I noticed the bookmarks as well AAAAHHHHH I always get extra happy when people bookmark my fics, thaaaankkkkss!!!!  ಥ_ಥ)

Hyaaaaa I’m not really sure myself as to why I seem so fascinated with the idea of NijiAka breaking up! XD; I guess I’m just really a masochist, and I’m veeeery curious as to what could be the possible reason for them to break up, since yes, as you said they’re too perfect! (*A*) (I mean I personally can’t think of a reason for them to break up since they’re both very mature and I think they can compromise or talk everything out~ orz I don’t make sense hahahuhu~)

(#8 reflects my being frustrated gothic!magical girl XD)