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Every time I log on here it looks worse

Guess I’m back here but I refuse to download the app

I’ve never been more happy or content with life but I clearly have brain worms cuz I can’t stay off line

Wishing death and pain on a couple people right now

If you’ve run out of things to do you can just watch restoration videos for hours and then when you run out of those you can watch a middle aged man solve puzzles for hours and then if you get bored of that you can watch some mre reviews from a guy named Steve he seems pretty nice but then if you get tired of that you can start listening to true crime podcasts and then if youre done with that you can also make a post on tumblr as a last resort

if youre bald and you arent spit shining your head like a looney toon whats the point

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i genuinely don't remember how i used this site anymore other than to post my little text posts. wtf do u do on here ?

There's so much snow on the ground here and it's been snowing since like 7 PM yesterday and it's beautiful! But it also needs to be summer right now because it's so sexy to not have to go to work

Not someone arguing with a terf on a stupid post of mine. Forgot what tumblr was like but now I remember

Does anybody know why everything is so boring or is that just depression

If you’ve been wondering what I’ve been up to in the last year and a half in a really non-linear, word vomity way:

Right before the pandemic started I had a 3 year relationship die on me and had to quit a job that was making me physically and emotionally ill. Good thing is I am at a better job now that isn’t trying to kill me, and I am a lot happier. We did remote learning throughout the pandemic, which was great in some ways and really sucked in others. I was really lucky to be able to be salaried and work from home during the majority of it. Also started another relationship, that got too intense too fast and that’s too flitted out. Good thing is I got to experience a bunch of new things, and even though it ended very poorly, I am learning to establish boundaries, take care of myself, and generally like myself more.

In the summer of last year, I lost my grandmother who I was very close to. She was my mother in several respects, so it was, and is, very hard. More recently, I lost my grandfather, but I am at least very grateful that I got to say goodbye to him before he passed. I cut all contact with my narcissistic mother, and grew closer to other family members that I didn’t have strong relationships with before because of my mother. I have been able to build trust in people because of it. I also hung out with my biological father for the first time ever as an adult, which was weird but interesting. Lots of alsos here, but I ALSO moved from living on my own to living with a good friend in a much nicer apartment WITH A STOVE!! And I got some sick new tattoos last week. I get to be the alt girl of my own dreams.

I am really working on myself and trying to heal from all the trauma that I’ve been avoiding. Bad news is it SUCKSSSSSSSS, but it’s better in the long run. And aside from losing my mind in what seems like a new way every day, I am learning to say no, read more books, go out more, and try to actually cherish living instead of just surviving all the time. Would’ve been really embarrassed to write something like this on tumblr dot com 3 years ago, but whatever right!!! At least you don’t see me writing 28 connected tweets so it’s all win win here babey

Thanks diary

The secret service came to my house at 9:30 this morning because I posted a tweet that said I wanted to kill Biden...........if you wanted to know what I’ve been up to