i found a love that actually treats me how i deserve

she’s so much more gentle than you ever were

my heart hurts, my jaw hurts

And im talking to a wall, (hello operator? Shes been crazy around me.)

I can’t be your friend man.

im out.

i can’t stand the ache of this fucking day i fucking miss you brother in such a painful way i feel so alone and you never pick up the fucking phone

cause I am the one that’s waited this long

And I am the one that might get it wrong

needed spontaneity yesterday

when she pierced my cartilage all i thought was your name

I missed the inhale and when i exhaled nothing came

But a needle through my ear repeating your name in my brain.

there was so much surprise, i was unexpected, unaware

i was so embarrassed and ashamed, using the idea of you to cope with pain.

At least i have some cool new piercings to talk about, but when i start to say it out loud

It’s only your name that wants to come out.

you’re in my art you’re in my dreams