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Bloody Cream

@mayyatan / mayyatan.tumblr.com

Randomly posting LM.C Scans. Please CREDIT if you want to take the scans somewhere else.
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LM.C CLUB CIRCUIT ‘18 - Folder Set

Scanned by mayyatan

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Upcoming scans (only if I can clean off those filthy dust off my scanner glass) LM.C Live Tour 2017 - THE NEVER ENDING VEDA - Pamphlet LM.C CLUB CIRCUIT ‘18 - Pamphlet 

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I received a message about the maya’s birthday live pictures and this is the progress (it’s hard to stay productive being a lazy ass like me). They’re scanned but not ready to be posted, some photoshop work have to be done one by one so please wait a little bit for my upload.

However about this set of photos, there should be 40 scannable photos from the folder set (4) & postcard set (36) in total, but their way of selling those 36 postcards are just so…I don’t know how to say it nicely but to be honest as a customer it’s just so ridiculous I HATED IT. First, you have to pay 1000yen to do a lucky draw once, and each draw you randomly get 1 of 5 different prizes, from the grand prize a giant maya banner thingy, acrylic plastic figurines, jumbo uchiwa fan, the folder set mentioned above to a pack of 3 postcards packed randomly. That means even if you pay enough money and have enough luck to get 12 packs of postcards you still have (big) chances to NOT completing the whole set. I paid more than 20k yen and still no luck on getting more than 21 of them with duplicated cards. Even after a day of purchasing and exchanging cards with other teamers on twitter I still only have 23 of the whole 36 set. I tried my best on collecting them but there’s a limit for me and my bank account.

I’m not even angry or blaming LM.C saying that they’re money thirsty or shit like that but as a oversea teamer always trying to see them in Japan more often with limited budget and loving their printed goods I just feel kind of sad about how thy sell those postcards…Well I know it needs hell a lotta money to keep the whole LM.C runnin’ but I would be happier to get the whole 36 cards at a certain price (I don’t mind if it’s expensive) instead of throwing my money into the lucky draw hole…:/

And another thing why I’ve been this late posting the photo set is that recently I gone through some events and I feel that It’s not fair for the others that I easily share pictures the others have to pay for the FC membership to see. Long story short, if some pictures are FC restricted or related, like goods from a FC limited live, I’m basically not allowed to share them online, they’ve a rule about this. But i’ve done it quite a few times in this blog, people loved them but now I just ask myself should I continue to post them or not? The answer is clearly no but…but….hmmm…maybe this is the last time? I need some more time to figure this out by myself. The photos are still going to be posted later so please wait :)

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Gotta look good everyday when travelling in Tokyo( ・ิω・ิ)

left outfit top : Listen Flavor Fake leather skirt : taobao & custom by me bag: h.naoto x Nightmare Before Christmas

right outfit: top : WC Skirt : taobao backpack : sprayground socks: monki

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[Translation] LM.C - Phobia

The speed of the light and shadow come and go Is still like an arrow today This is a world where we pass by each other pretending not knowing, Even if we have our sleeves touched*

The cough-causing smoky tumult, Sounds completely like a requiem in this city Everybody is rushing to be the first at the crossing Jostling each other The sad emotion of “wanting to escape from here” Is getting swallowed by the crowd

“Where can I go lost to be relieved? Please, tell me….” With your eyes like this Your profile is looking in the distance without a blink

In the unstoppable traffic jam on the loop lines You will be honked at if you try to stick out In front of the “STOP” sign which was drawn on the grey coloured future You are hesitating just to start saying the word “Youth” However, you are already feeling nothing is wrong with it

I want to hug your rickety heart Just for you, Phobia** Since the day I met you I have been searching for things I can do for you If only my hands could become a pair of huge white wings I could have flapped my wings so high Taking you to fly beyond the macrocosm with me To keep you away from all the agony

The light is eliminating the shadow, The shadow is chasing the light The darkness is looking so deep Just because there is light

The agonies*** are all being exposed  To the piercing dazzling reality  Even if you pretend to be calm It is still better for you to let your unconcealable, indelible scars to be left As they are not painful anymore

I want to hug your rickety heart Just for you, Phobia I will keep on searching what can I do for you Till the day I return to the soil**** If it’s the tears overflowing your eyes, Phobia I will gather all the sparkles, Line them in your tear blurred scenery To let you see the world a little bit more brightly

I will hug your heart with both my arms My dearest, Phobia

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* we have our sleeves touched- in original lyrics is “袖振り合え”, a phase derived from Japanese expression “袖振り合うも多生の縁”, which directly translates as “Even if we are only strangers who have our sleeves touched while passing by each other, it’s because it’s predestined in our former lives”. It’s an expression of a Buddhist moral, which means every encounter in our life is not random and we should cherish anyone we happen to know.

** maya’s using the word Phobia like a person’s name here (just to make you understanding the lyrics easier)

*** The agonies - Original lyric “四苦八苦” - directly translates as “four & eight kinds of agony”, is a Buddhist term of all kinds of agony. In extremely easy words, The main four agony are birth, aging, illness and death, and the other four are separation from the loved ones, associating with someone you hate, not getting things you want and the unsatisfactory of your body & soul.  (Disclaimer : this is a super duper simplified explanation that’s somehow not really accurate)

**** return to soil-   Original lyric 土に還る - means “die” in Japanese.

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Hey there, I've been recently infected by LM.C all over again and the song "Phobia" hit me right in the feels but I can't find a translation of it. Would it bother you to translate it for me? When I first heard it, I had to cry without even knowing what's it all about. A translation would mean so much to me! Hope you can help me out.

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Sure, I will try :)

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