The Tears In My Eyes Hold The Poem
I can’t write a poem about you without crying.
I keep trying, but I keep feeling your hands on another woman.
I want to write about my heartache, but my mind keeps replaying what you probably are saying to her right now.
Every time I write a word down, I think about how you must make her feel.
I wonder if you love her.
I wonder if you loved the others.
I wonder how many there really were.
I know it wasn’t just one.
Every time I want to write a poem about you I can’t help but wonder why you were so comfortable laying next to me as you thought about someone else.
The words on my heart are distracted by the thoughts of my mind.
How many times did I never cross your mind?
How many times did you turn your phone on silent?
How many times did you take your ring off?
How many times did you lie?
Did you ever wish you would stop making me cry?
I want to write a poem to make me feel better, but all I can think about is how I was never enough you.
The tears in my eyes hold the poem that my pen cannot write.
The poem that tells you how much you damage you did, and how I will survive it all.
The tears in my eyes hold the poem that wishes it didn’t still love you.
The poem that wishes you would have just loved me the same way I loved you.
The tears in my eyes hold the poem that I can’t write because of you.