I’ve been pulling on a wire, but it just won’t break
when you’re kinda seeing someone, in that stage where you just want their attention but trying not to seem too eager etc etc. but then you lie awake at night still crying over your ex. like. I’m such a fucking mess. my head is spinning and I just want to sleep forever.
Her (2013) dir. Spike Jonze
worked close to nearly 50 hours over the last 6 days and the whole time i couldn’t wait for my day off. now it’s here and I’ve been lying in bed the last 3 hours since waking up. i don’t know what to do with myself. i’ve got no reason to get up just wish I was back in work. at least then I’m doing something.
got a week off work next week and idk what the fuck is the point. I’m gonna do shit all except for one day that I have plans.
i feel crushed under a weight of nothing.
Rodriguez - I’ll Slip Away
I’ll stay up all night with you if you want me to
Cold War (Paweł Pawlikowski, 2018)
“I fall, more and more, Into my own silences.”
— Theodore Roethke, from “Old Lady’s Winter Words”, The Collected Poems of Theodore Roethke
I remember your smile The smell of your skin The way that you walked And laughed And I remember our room And coming home to you I remember our room And you Look back hold onto the last Don’t let today push out the past You’ve gotta look back, look back Hold on ‘til the last I remember the drive with and without you One road I took to catch you The other road I took to leave you, Where I found you And I remember that day We sat in some strange bar With nothing much to say Nothing at all I loved you And I still do You know I loved you And I still do Look back, hold onto the last Don’t let today push out the past You’ve gotta look back, look back Hold on 'til the last I loved you And I still do You know I loved you And I still do Look back, look back Look back Hold on 'til the last
You wanna come over and just go to sleep?
“I used to make long speeches to you after you left. I used to talk to you all the time, even though I was alone. I walked around for months talking to you. Now I don’t know what to say.“
Paris, Texas (1984)
lol im so alone
Fleetwood Mac - Second Hand News
Golden Years - David Bowie - Station To Station
Bill Withers in 1972, playing “Ain’t No Sunshine”
How long have we been on this rock? Five weeks? Two days? Help me to recollect…
The Lighthouse (2019) dir. Robert Eggers