I’ll still love you even when we’re Eldar...

Change is good

For the mean time...

Changed my url from somewhat--pretentious to staroutofaconstellation

Revamped my blog too for a change.

Falling for the wrong guy who says the right things

How to stop yourself from liking the wrong person? I’ve been asking myself this question for days now but I just can’t really find the answer. I’ve told almost everyone close to me about this and asked what I should do. They told me that I shouldn’t fight my feelings and there’s really nothing wrong with it. I guess the problem’s me. I just can’t get past the fact that he has bad habits. Bad habits I won’t and can’t tolerate. I just wanna be happy and the person stopping me from being happy is myself. FML.

Summer Bummer

Summer just started and I’m already dreading for classes to start. No kidding. I’ve been stuck in our house for a week now and I’m dying to go out. I don’t even know what to do for 5 months. I already sent 15 emails to get an internship yet only two of them have replied. And those two just told me to wait for further announcements. I just hope I get accepted anywhere so that I won’t stay at home. 

But on the positive side, I’ll be getting a puppy this May, in about two weeks or so. I guess I have to be excited for this summer vacay.

Really hope I land an internship by June. Ok bye. 

Wish I had more friends on Tumblr

What if we did end up together? What if underneath the times we spent together lied something deeper? What if we thought being friends was the only way to not lose each other? What if all the times our friends joked around us about being together was actually what we both wanted? What if I was the one for you and you were the one for me but we were blinded with the things that we thought would come between us? What if I thought everything wrong? What if our ill cries for comfort was actually us needing each other? What if I loved you then? What if.........

Grad Ball 2015

Believe me, I’m not a fan of formal events like this but I surprisingly enjoyed our graduation ball. We’re not actually near to graduating, graduation isn’t until next year but hey our school thought of it as some sort of formality for our batch who’s almost leaving school. I pretty much enjoyed myself out there despite not having a date. I was actually fine sitting and listening to music while all couples gathered in front to dance with each other. I just let the performers serenade me and I absolutely enjoyed that part. Just a few photos I took during the event which includes what I wore that day *hides self in shame* 

I’ve neglected my blog once again. I swear to God I blame all my subjects for this. I rarely have the time to check my social media accounts let alone writing. But this week is definitely one for the books. I’m finally done with my ADRAPHO class. What is adrapho you may ask? It’s basically a photography class for us advertising students. I’ve learned from this class and I’ll definitely pursue photography as my hobby soon. Just wanna share all the photos I’ve taken for the class. We’ve taken silhouette and sunset shots. But for our finals, which I loved the most, Food Styling. Even though this class gave me anxiety and stress just to take the perfect shot, I’ll miss it the most!! 

PS. Sunset shots have undergone Lightroom