MERRY CHRISTMAS SAEZURU FANDOM!!!

I hope you've all been good little fans, or at least as good as Yashiro can be! Because Santa has dropped a little stuff in your stockings for Christmas! It's time to get warm and fuzzy with a little hard romance from DarkMeki.

Thank you as always to my favorite Saezuru Scanlators, you made this year worth while! Thank you for all the hard work you do for the fandom through pandemics, excessive workloads and broken thumbs. You are the strawberries on my Christmas Cake!!

Thank you to the fandom. We will be kicking off a brand new year and our first Saezuru Month of 2022 on January 1st!!! So HAPPY NEW SAEZURU MONTH YEAR TO YOU ALL!!!

Go get some of that DarkMeki Love!!!

Merry Christmas 🎁🎄!!!

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!

The suspense is killing me!! Forget what chapter 46 is about... WHAT IS THE TEASER GOING TO BE!!!!???? I had intended to wait for the teaser before posting, but what the heck, everyone needs to be ready so here is my special Saezuru origami project. Once again, special thanks to all the Steves. Thumbs were injured, brains were injured, souls were injured in the making of this Looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooog chapter. Here's to love, hearts, sex and good old fashioned BL!! Bring it on!!

Cum up and see us sometime!

lockscreens: yashiro + doumeki / saezuru tori wa habatakanai (640 x 1136)

Y : So how does it feel like, to be held at gunpoint by the person who you claimed you can “easily pin down” ?

D : Why are you doing this?

Y : Because you won’t leave me be.

D : My life is already dedicated for your protection. Do with it as you please.

Y : I see.

Sfx : BANG

The missing page.

I saw a man so beautiful I started crying

Doumeki is such a good husband. 

The Tiger Shirt: Nendoroid Style!

总觉得、有人在盯着您……

saezuru chapter 32 gen reaction

I have too many feelings.

my interpretation of yashiro’s line “if i let him into my heart, i will have to abandon myself” meaning (with flashback to childhood)

- I believe he knows that loving doumeki means acknowledging a lot of the pain and emotion that he’s kept inside of himself and pretended didn’t exist or had been conquered, and he must/will change because doumeki unconsciously forces him to change/accept that he is not only capable, but desirous of love and affection and not just physicality.

- also believe it could mean that he knows he cannot stay in the yakuza with doumeki

doumeki sassing back and deliberately “disobeying” yashiro, using “anata” like that, and then that warning ankle grab in retaliation for yashiro’s favorite subordinate beating tactic - ASHKSNJSKDJDJDJNDH

yashiro is gonna have to make the first move now and he’s already starting to crack - even a hint of doumeki’s strength and equal footing with him (HA get it? because doumeki grabbed his…ankle….in response to….whatever) puts him in a state of indecision and craving.

yashiro = cat in a basement corner, hissing and growling and trying to escape. doumeki = wearing catcher’s mitts

kageyama thinks DOUMEKI broke up with YASHIRO? how did he even come to this conclusion?????? so in kageyama’s mind, yashiro fell in love with doumeki, doumeki rejected his advances, and so yashiro fired him? it’s like…I’m genuinely impressed that kageyama was able to deduce that yashiro didn’t deny being in love doumeki when asked, so….growth? oh boy. I need to have that scene not be a one-off comedy moment but a genuine revelation had between the three men.

Beach Boys

Umbrella

I’ve said before that my favorite illustration is this.

Doumeki with an umbrella is something so metaphorically beautiful.

And again in this scene when Yashiro literally and verbally tries to kick him out of the car.. out of his life. Doumeki returns with an umbrella. Saying he won’t leave Yashiro.

Doumeki’s message.. that umbrella. There is so much to say. But perhaps this picture will say a lot.

P.S. In an extra which probably is the continuation of that favorite illustration. Once Doumeki got back to where Yashiro was waiting and gave the umbrella.. Yashiro said:

Indeed Doumeki is late. Yashiro has already endured so much rain in life before Doumeki the knight with the shining umbrella came to the rescue.

Yashiro’s reactions in this chapter 32.. who can blame him. He is already so soaked and drowning in that rain that he doesn’t see what use an umbrella can still do at this point in time. Yashiro needs some more time. 

Source of second image