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Sing sweetly.

@ruinxsus-blog / ruinxsus-blog.tumblr.com

Grigori Strider || Angel! Alpha Dave || Read all pages before interaction please.
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tairageru

⊶ “𝓣𝓱𝒆 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓵𝓭 𝔀𝓪𝓼 𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝒆 𝓪 𝓼𝒆𝓬𝓻𝒆𝓽 𝔀𝓱𝓲𝓬𝓱 𝓘 𝓭𝒆𝓼𝓲𝓻𝒆𝓭 𝓽𝓸 𝓭𝒆𝓿𝓲𝓷𝒆.” ⊷

Independent Modern Day!Victor Frankenstein 6 years RP experience; 3 on Tumblr Encourages asks and ask memes as a form of starter Will RP out of fandom Will RP with OCs Semi-selective

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EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS

So as you may know I’m JD, and I really need your help. Since I was young, I’ve been stuck in a dead-end sort of town in northern Maine, where I cannot readily find a job. Now this wouldn’t be so much of a problem if I was in a home of my own, but sadly I am living with my grandmother. For those of you that don’t know her, she treats my depression and anxiety as an excuse to do nothing, constantly picking at how I’m going nowhere in life and telling me that my interests are not important. She’s extremely abusive mentally, and the worst part is that she thinks she’s not. She thinks she’s helping. There is nowhere to go as I do not have transportation, and no one to move in with that lives in a place close to job opportunities (Either that, or they’re the same with their views). Nearly everyone is closeminded and I honestly don’t know what to do anymore? I’m so close to just deciding to off myself and I’m scared. I’m honestly terrified and I don’t know how much I can take anymore. I want to get help, and I’ve tried with the counselors here and I just. They haven’t helped and I can’t reach anyone new because, as I said I can’t drive, and where I live is 3 hours away from anything substantial. (We don’t have petco, target, staples, or any brand stores). I just. Need money. To be able to move out. There are places in Bangor that I could possibly rent out for awhile that are around $500. The thing is, I’m broke, and I would want to be able to move with myself and keep my pet, a common Garter snake, with me. As ridiculous as it sounds, taking care of my snake is the only thing that keeps me going, because even if I suffer, as long as he’s okay, I’m doing something right. Right? My paypal is sintake@hotmail.com, and I am taking commissions that are PAY WHAT YOU WANT. I’ll draw anything. I’m aware my art isn’t good, but I’ll try. I’ll do my best to draw anything and everything.

Art examples will be below the read more for interested parties

If you don’t want art, I can also write you something as well Anything, any length of words, for however much you’re willing to offer. Writing examples: 1. subiugare.tumblr.com/post/1011… 2. subiugare.tumblr.com/post/1137… 3. subiugare.tumblr.com/post/1018… 4. stoikos.tumblr.com/post/133572… 5. stoikos.tumblr.com/post/125359… 6. pastebin.com/xdrqbWFg 7. pastebin.com/mckAPcRF 8. pastebin.com/1EPMtvrg 9. mcrtis.tumblr.com/post/1300571… 10. archiveofourown.org/users/cryp… I just really need to get out of here, and I’m not expecting anyone to pay my way to a cheap apartment, but I really could use a hand, even if it’s just a dollar commission.

There are no slots, I will take anyone who offers.

Please spread this. I’m sorry for taking your time Thank you for viewing Art:

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xxmoved-blog

Memory Meme

Past experiences help shape who we are currently, how we see the world. Send in a symbol and I’ll write a drabble of one of my muse’s memories. 

❥ - a childhood memory

♣ - a fading memory

✂ - a vivid memory

✖ - a repressed memory

✈ - an eye-opening memory

✤ - a memory that involves romance/love

☤ - a memory of death/loss

✍ - a memory of their mother

☽ - a memory of their father

♘ - a memory of their sibling(s)

✌ - a memory of a relative

↕ - a memory that may or may not have happened

♚ - a memory of something paranormal

✓ - a sexual memory

♬ - a friend/best friend memory

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Cecil’s flushed. His cheeks rosy from such sweet words being spoken to him, about him, about how he is loved. He can’t imagine a more perfect moment than this, and as he’s completely surrounded by Grigori, he feels for the first time that perhaps the world isn’t as awful and dangerous as he once presumed–that it could be exclusively safe and warm in moments just like this one. He lets out a content sigh as he nuzzles into the taller male’s chest.

“I love you too,” he murmurs softly. “Or rather, I am in love with you.”

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The remark makes the angel blush, and he lets himself relax, fully, as he keeps Cecil in his arms, kissing his head as he does. He smiles softly, against the other’s hair, not wanting to let go of this moment, or any moment that he had with Cecil. This was precious to him.

    “That’s a rather heavy statement... But I also say the same. I am very much in love with you”

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pretty slow, to be honest. the holy army doesn’t have much to do until lucifer starts causing trouble again. they’re playing solitaire. i’ll probably be home early if you want to watch a movie or something.
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    Oh.      Sure, yeah, I wouldn’t mind that.     I don’t know any movies though.      I never really had much use for technology.

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Grigori’s touch soothes him. It sets him at ease once more, dispelling much if not all of his doubt. The other has such faith in him, such love for him that it’s astounding to Cecil and as his grip on the feather in his hand tightens ever so slightly, he thinks to himself that he’ll do all in his power to keep this–to keep Grigori–as safe as possible. Then he’s more than happy to return the kiss he’s given, lips coming together in a soft, almost innocent way. There’s nothing carnal or primal behind it. There is only him wanting to feel like he’s completely and utterly Grigori’s–like the two of them together make up a single, whole being.

“I would wait for you,” he says quietly but confidently when the other is finished before proceeding to rest his forehead against his chest. “I would wait as long as you promise me that even if it’s only once more, even if it’s only for a moment, you will come back.” His lips upturn into a small smile. “And as long as you’re sure that you’ll have me too.”

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“I will always want you. Always. My heart will never stray, not from you, as you are mine, and I am yours. I will always come back to you, no matter what, I promise you.” He kisses the top of Cecil’s head, simply before just resting there, and keeping his chin there gently, keeping Cecil close, keeping him against his body. He wants to feel Cecil there, to know that the other is real, and this is not some sort of dream his mind has conjured for the sake of torturing him. 

“I dare say that I love you.” 

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today was just fucking dumb and fucking excruciating to go through ehhhh its not worth bitching about imo its nighttime and i consider he day to be over now so why dwell on it

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    Just a long day.     I suppose some days are like that, as well.     Time seems to drag, which is such a difference from days where it seems to go so quickly.

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ohhh yeah todays just been absolutely fuckin peachy angelo huh aight names dorian days been shittier than elephant shit how about you

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   I suppose that goes for my end as well.     Very long and very hard.    What troubles you?    Is it just the general shittyness of the day or did something happen?  

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