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stephinika.

@stephinika / stephinika.tumblr.com

Here you'll find a combination of my personal life and things I like. currently - mainly Kpop (specifically BTS, Monsta X, GOT7). =) Also part of a K-Pop cover group, check out our channel! www.youtube.com/yourstrulydance www.facebook.com/stephinika
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oh hello tumblr old friend. it’s been a long time. why am I here? to rant. because this year I chose to try my best and focus on the positive, love myself, etc - all that fun stuff. but sometimes - YA GOTTA VENT.

Things that have been irritating me as of late:

1. “omg can you do this in public” “omg who’s that girl” DOES NOBODY LOOK AT THE DESCRIPTION BOX ANYMORE. ALL YOUR ANSWERS ARE THERE.

2. speaking of kpop in public - yes it’s a fad, yes we do it to make people happy - but at the same time it pisses the hell outta me. PEOPLE - WHY. IS. THIS. POPULAR. can’t viewers just appreciate the effort that goes into actual covers? GAWD.

3. people who aren’t thankful. yes - sometimes y’know, we do things for friends, acquaintances, etc. to be helpful, be a good person, etc. but really - a little “thank you” goes a LONG way.

4. and again - yes, love yourself, be good to yourself, make sure that you’re all good - but you can still be considerate of others REGARDLESS of that. like, don’t drop everything for people sometimes and its good to say NO if you don’t feel comfortable or just don’t feel up to things. but there’s a way to do so without coming across as an asshole or condescending jeezus.

5. if you tell me something once and I ask again, tell me again. if I don’t - then stop godamn repeating yourself holy shit.

6. no - you don’t know everything and not everything that comes out of your mouth is right. No, I don’t know everything either - but I know that you DEFINITELY don’t. 

7. don’t be fake. just don’t.

okay i’m done for now. sorry fam, gotta let the negativity out somewhere. 

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That moment in Wonder Woman where Steve is like “That’s no-man’s-land. That means no man can cross it” and you know everyone in the theater is thinking the exact same thing

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finally.

Still having good days and bad days of course, but today I finally got over some fears and got shit done.

I’m not unemployed but I’m definitely not working full-time hours, and after 8 months of having one and a half jobs, I kind of miss my 50-60 hour work weeks..lol. Crazy, I know. Mostly though - I miss the money tbh, but after the unfortunate events in the later half of this year, I’ve been a potato at home. I had no motivation to work, move my business forward, or get out of bed. I’ve been a lazy shit at home, and it’s time to get a move on. 

I applied to at least 8 jobs in the last couple days, including a different position at a past company, hah. Not sure how I feel about it yet still but I figured, why not? I have nothing to lose at this point (except maybe a bit of pride if I don’t get at least one or two phone calls back) but at this point, I know that if I want to support myself financially with all the goals and plans I have for 2017, I NEED to get more work so, hopefully I get some emails and phone calls in the near future and get my life sorted out. Hopefully. Gah. 

2017, c’mon leggo.

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i mean i saw namjoon crying i broke down, then i saw jungkook crying HELLA LOT and i broke down, then i saw jin crying and i broke down, THEN YOONGI BROKE DOWN WIDE OPEN AND I BROKE MY FUCKING SPINE 

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yep pretty much

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