hi so its casey (i used 2 be englandindie) & over my hiatus i lost a lot of “friends”/mutuals but i wanna say a massive thank u 2 the ones who stayed or tried 2 keep in contact w me :-)

thx2 these 2 for keeping in touch w me and updating me on the fandom when no 1 else would ily

nialher - haley is my favourite. shes been my friend for years and shes always there for me and when we’re both old and married w saggy boobs we’ll still cry over fanfics together. shes my #1 hoe & i love her v much. #shiphasey4life 

harryistryingtowalk - céline is the best. she always updates me on what i miss and even after my hiatus she welcomed me back & talks 2 me & shes there 4 me even when im lame and annoying!!. ily!!!

(there are no italic/bold 4 favs bc i love all the ppl i follow bc they have amazing blogs. im sorry if i forgot anyone!!) 

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anyway ily all!! feel free 2 msg me whenever whether youre on my ff or not bc im always here 4 u guys ♡

x

im in tears. i’m in fucking tears…the way he looked at him….and they spoke…..to each other….im one in a million people to see this in front of my own eyes and it is undeniable. their love is fucking undeniable and it is there. i swear to you. they are one in a million their love is one in a BILLION.

HARRY STYLES THANKING ME FOR MY SCRUNCHIE (via yslboner)

but do you realize that the look on their faces is because they’ve been waiting five years to hold hands in front of people??? it was a taste of the freedom to come??

Taking to Harry, 8/29/15

lil about louis

when louis walked in i was struck dumb. he is very small and very dainty. he walks with a little waddle….kind of like a side to side swaying and his head tilted side to side as well. and his eyes were all crinkly and gentle. all sharp edges and soft curves. his smile is so bright and wide it is all i could look at and when he smiled at me i felt the heat of ten thousand suns blast back at me but in the gentlest way possible. when he hugged me he was very warm and had bony lil shoulders :’) not in an unhealthy way…just like i said, he is all sharp edges and soft curves. his grey sweater was rough but somehow also cuddly. he was very warm. he smells like soft cigarette smoke. and when i hugged him he murmured “y'alright? good.” and i just kept saying thank you thank you over and over again and he said “of course” his accent is cutely thick and so soft and gentle. when i pulled back i immediately focused on his smile again. he is pure sunshine. sometimes he looks so old in photos i think…but he looks just like 2012 in real life. and acts that way too. im very sure now that the laddy thing is an exaggeration although it’s clear he enjoys banter (he was doing it with liam and niall quite a bit). however his demeanor reminded me more of soft fond louis rather than loud laddy louis. this is obviously an over exaggeration but his smiling and demeanor reminded me of the paris interview. very very gentle. louis is a gentle soul

ASSHOLE

10.06.15

imagine if they let me live 😊😊😊😊 just once 😊😊😊😊😊😊 imagine 😊☺️☺️😊☺️☺️😊

Day 813:

One direction still do not respect my sleep

harry is so great. isn’t harry great? he’s just great. so great. great. he is truly great. what a great guy he is. the greatest, isn’t he?