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I'm sorry, Leo...

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"People who think so lightly of their own lives, do not have the right to protect anyone!" D. 21. Pisces. INTP. Agender. Prefers: they/them. Mun's FC: Matt from Death Note. Indie RP/Ask blog for Elliot Nightray. May also reblog random posts. People of every species are welcome here. You're beautiful and I love you all. Please read rules, before interacting. Blog contains NSFW content/SPOILERS. I tag, but don't always put sexual content under read more. Tracking: daemondemirabili outofrejection: out of character M!A Status: none, but happily accepting. *getting ready to move* *queue is running*
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hey. when you write a starter.

think of like 4-5 different ways people can reply to it.

and if you can’t, don’t post it.

I'm not sure I agree with that sort of thinking, when it comes to starters. Maybe someone can think of a different way to reply. Maybe multiple people can. Just because you have a limited range of ideas based on your limited experiences and knowledge doesn't mean you should limit your writing to only what you can come up with.

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   Leo pursed his lips together and glanced up to his master through his thick, messy fringe. Had it been anyone else, the orphan would have moved away, probably even get out of bed altogether. Yet, with Elliot, Leo could never do such a thing. “Its not exactly a comfortable sight, Elliot.” The bookworm mumbled in response, watching the Nightray move with careful eyes. He hardly had to think about returning the small kiss and seemed to ease all at once. “Mm…” Was the noir’s only response before his back met with the mattress once more. Leo swallowed heavily as his wrists were kissed. The affection itself was still something he was not quite used to, and to have such affection given to him by none other than Elliot was overwhelming.

   ”…Elliot’s such a good person.”

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Elliot glanced at Leo's face, the parts that weren't covered by the younger's thick, dark hair. "I'm fine with the sight of it," he responds easily. Why wouldn't he? He couldn't imagine what it was like to do this sort of thing to oneself, but it didn't change his feelings for Leo. He scoffs quietly at the second remark, a soft smile tugging at the corner of his lips. "What? No teasing remark about what a sap I'm being?" He presses a few more kisses to Leo's wrist.

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Send me “How’d you get this?” For my muses reaction to yours tracing one of their scars and asking how they got it.
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  Leo had been curled against the older peacefully. With the..activities they’d been doing beforehand, it had left him TIRED AND
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 warn out. His head rested against Elliot’s bare chest, arm draped over the Nightray, when the silence was broken by Elliot’s question.    ”Hm..?” He sleepily opened his eyes to glance down to the fingers brushing over his exposed wrist. Usually the orphan was careful with how much he wore around his Master. For these reasons exactly.    He frowned a little, pulling his arm away timidly. “It’s nothing… just a stupid cut..” He mumbled, feeling a wave of self-consciousness washing over and he shifted away, sitting up. His hands rested against his small stomach, where even more thick scars were. “Does it bother you?” He asked quietly, looking over his shoulder to the Nightray.    ”I can get dressed if it does…” 

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Noticing the sudden discomfort, Elliot sits up, pulling Leo close and pressing his forehead to the younger's. "Why would it bother me, Leo?" he mumbles softly. He pressing a gentle kiss to the raven's lips. "You know, you don't have to talk about it, if you don't want to." He gently pushes Leo to lay on his back, taking a hold of Leo's hands, pressing a few small kisses to the scars that lay there. He wanted Leo to know he found him beautiful, no matter how many scars the raven had or what the scars were from.

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Hey, guys. I've been gone for a long time, but I'm gonna be on for a little bit, probably just half an hour or so. I have a class soon. But I'm here for a very short amount of time. I'll be attempting to get to asks and maybe one or two drafts, depending on how much time I have and how much extra energy I have to spare on them.

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nessanightray replied to your post: “Hey, guys. So, I know I haven’t been on much lately. I’m not going to...”

{ does that mean its okay for me to add you on facebook? ; w; }

Of course, sweetie. I would love for you to add me on Facebook. That's why I put that up there. :)

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Hey, guys. So, I know I haven't been on much lately. I'm not going to stop rping, but lately, I just haven't really been feeling. I've been dealing with some stress lately and I don't wanna force my muse and risk losing him all together. I'll still be on, but I think I'm just gonna call it what it and say that I'm gonna be on a semi-hiatus for a while, especially now that I'm gonna be starting school soon, on the 26th I believe. Hopefully in the coming weeks, I'll probably be on in the early afternoon/evening for a couple hours. But that'll probably be mostly it. I will still be available to friends and whatnot on Skype, it's daemondemirabili, and on Facebook, my full name is Danika Davis. But that's mostly it. I love you guys so much, but I've been struggling a little bit emotionally and I'm trying not to ignore it. But there's some stuff I haven't been dealing with and I need to figure out a few things first, before I come back completely.

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Reblog If You Can Take Off Your Bra Without Taking Your Shirt Off.

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50eathaters
    Girl’s are amazing

I think we broke the notes…

i feel like i’m reblogging history. “the post that broke the notes”

THERE ARE NO FUCKING NOTES

WE HAVE REACHED INFINITY

what the heLL

Um….guys….

There are negative notes….

WHY ARE THERE NEGATIVE NOTES?

HOW ARE THERE NEGATIVE NOTES?!?!?!?!

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dellbby

Its in the black hole of tumblr

OH MY FUCKING GOD

The post has reached critical mass and has formed a black hole

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cherryxduke

Elliot flushes in his sleep, giving a breathless moan, shifting restlessly. His hand rubbed at the front of his hips, over the covers, whining softly. (Lol Elliot fell asleep in Kevin's bed with some very naughty thoughts?)

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Kevin had been fast asleep next to him, but he awoke to the small moan. What was…oh. “Hm…” He watched, looking his lips.

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Elliot continues touching himself through the covers, shuddering. "K-Kevin..." he whimpers quietly, expression a tad frustrated, unaware he had woken his companion.

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I’m writing this because I have to, not because I want to. My name is Lauren. I’m leaving out my last name because I don’t want any of this linked to my family - this is 100% behind their back and I’m afraid that they’ll kick both myself and my brother out of our home if they find out.  I’m Lauren, as I said, and I’m eighteen. But this GoFundMe isn’t about me - I’m making this for my younger brother, Daniel.  Daniel is sixteen years old, soon to be seventeen. He wasn’t born as Daniel, and for twelve years even I thought that he was female. But when he was twelve he came out to me, and started to cry, saying that he didn’t feel right and that every time someone called him by his birth name or called him “she” or “her” or any feminine pronouns or words, he’d feel like he had been punched in the stomach.  He explained that he hated his body, it felt awkward and out of place. I didn’t understand at first, I was only fourteen myself, and had never heard of anything like this. But we were always close and I comforted him and said whatever he was feeling was ok, and we would figure something out. I started to call him Danny, which is a gender neutral nickname that was close enough to his birth name that our (very, very religious) parents wouldn’t worry about.  I began to do research and eventually I helped Daniel through the first stages of his transition. I got him a binder, I took him to cut his hair, and I got him gender neutral and male clothes to wear out in public. Our parents were livid at me and eventually when they found out about what was going on, they had my Pastor uncle come over while my father held me back, and I had to watch my uncle and mother perform an “exorcism” on my little brother.  I’m not going into detail on the numerous accounts of abuse (mentally, physically and emotionally) that our parents have made us endure because of this. But we are at our breaking point. We’re leaving.  My brother and I will legally be able to move out this year, and I’m not asking for help with the funds to do that. But I want to help my brother fully transition. This money raised will go to getting him new clothes, changing his name, getting him hormones and binders and also helping to pay for his chest surgery.  Daniel and I are not in a safe situation at the moment, and I’m still in the process of saving up enough to pay for a down payment on an apartment for the two of us. We are still living in this abusive and toxic household, and meanwhile, Daniel has been forced off his testosterone and been made to “revert” to a “girl”. My parents humiliate him in pink and hyper feminine clothes, calling him very feminine pet names and over all just being incredibly abusive.  They’ve told us we were mentally ill, sent Daniel to reform therapists, etc etc.. Daniel has really cut himself off from most people, and even rarely talks to me anymore. I’ve seen cut marks on his thighs. I’ve heard him crying all night into his pillow. I know things are at the breaking point and I need to get him out of here. I’ll have the money to get out soon, but I need help to help Daniel transition. I honestly don’t know what I would do if I lost my brother, I would never forgive myself. That’s the path I fear he’s taking now.  Anything helps. A cent, as much as you can give without breaking your wallet. It all counts and will all be put in a bank account for safe keeping until we get enough to purchase clothing and such.  Thank you all. If you cannot donate, your well wishes and your sharing of this is very appreciated. I love you all.

i hate doing this but everything written here is right. i need help because im going crazy living here.

* thank you all so much for reblogging… but please reblog this version, because lauren messed up and put usd instead of cad and we had no way to withdraw before so we would appreciate a reblog on this one. thank you guys.

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HELP US LAUNCH A LGBT+ ONLY SOCIAL NETWORK

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If you can’t donate, a reblog is wonderful. Help spread the word! The website, once opened, will be free for all LGBT and questioning individuals to use. For more information, follow us at gsmadvice.

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