Open letter to @katarinahime ♥️

This is way harder than I thought it would be.

This letter should have been posted on Friday the 15th of July, because on this day, you’ve been laid to rest.

Katarina, I wished I could have been there to give you a proper farewell, a goodbye you deserved.

I wish I could have told @quacehiko personally how incredibly sorry I am, that you’re gone.

I wish I could’ve told your parents, kids, grandparents, siblings, cousins, friends how sorry I am, and how incredibly loved you’ve been and still are.

I wish I could have told you personally how inspiring you’ve been, how incredibly talented and gifted you’ve been.

I told you so much that you’re pretty, that you’re gifted and that I’m a true fan of your writing style. I hope you knew I meant every single word.

I still have your stories saved in my computer and I will never ever deleted them. Those are pieces of you I will forever cherish.

For the people who didn’t knew you well, Katarina was a super proud Catholic, and even tho I’m not very familiar with the Catholic Church I know what the bible says about the the death, about hurt and comfort, and even if some of you aren’t that religious, I would still like to share some verses. I hope you would’ve liked it.

Ezekiel 37:12 - 14

For this cause be a prophet to them, and say, This is what the Lord has said: See, I am opening the resting-places of your dead, and I will make you come up out of your resting-places, O my people; and I will take you into the land of Israel

And you will be certain that I am the Lord by my opening the resting-places of your dead and making you come up out of your resting-places, O my people.

And I will put my spirit in you, that you may come into life , and I will give you a rest in your land : and you will be certain that I the lord have said it and done it, says the lord.

And my absolute favourite scripture

Revelation 21:4

He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.

This gives me so much hope to meet you one day again my dearest Katarina, to give you a ridiculous Mama Bear hug and to finally tell you how loved you’ve been, and how the people around you missed you so very much and to tell you about the void you left behind.

Katarina, I swear that I’ll never forget you, and I’m positive that I’m not the only one. As long as we live, you’ll live as well.

Someone once told me that our memories are like mirrors, and thanks to them we’ll be able to see our loved ones as often as we want to, and I think that’s beautiful. That’s what we all should do. Open our hearts and remember your funny postings, or your writings.

We should use that time now to be thankful for you. To be thankful that we had the chance to get to know you through your writing style and your stories. We should also use that time now to forgive ourselves and our probably irrational fear That we might have failed you.

I hope you knew how loved you’ve been, and that you deserved everything good in this world, my dear Katarinahime ♥️

Finally I would like to tell you, that if love could have saved you, you would never have died.

Rest easy and in love♥️

Angela.

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Also a special thank you to

@dayseternal-blog @shamylicious-blog @szajnie @paradox-spiral @bunny-hoodlum end every other person who showed her respect and love.

There are people out there who needed just that.

Much love to you guys ♥️