hi. i don't use this blog anymore. i don't know if there's people who are left that would even notice or wonder about me, but i do have a lot of mutuals that i really do care for. so feel free to like, like this post or something and i'll happily follow you from my new one.
i just don't feel comfortable on this blog, it's just fucking tumblr it's not that serious but i just don't like what any of it represents. for so long, i feared expressing myself in a variety of different ways. be it gender or just my interests. obviously this blog is pretty much just my interests and shit, but it feels like a different person. idk.
i'm just trying to get away from who i was. this last year has been maybe the worst of my life. maybe last year and a half? i dunno, it's really hard to keep track of when all of the pain really began, as dramatic and dumb as that sounds.
i'm doing better, though. i'm feeling happy for the first time in i don't know how long. i still have a ways to go, but i see a light at the end of the tunnel. i'm optimistic. i'm smiling again. i'm not putting on a mask or trying to push down my feelings and such anymore. i'm slowly figuring my shit out, i think.
but yeah, thanks for reading. maybe i'll pop in on here from time-to-time, but honestly i initially started my new blog because i didn't feel safe on here lol. but whatever, it's just fucking tumblr.
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