Dear You,
To those who remained and still lurks in this platform. It has been years since I last wrote here. Well, I turned 30 this year. I was so afraid that I haven’t done enough. Enough money, enough experiences or enough time. Looking back in the past years, I have stopped writing food reviews. I just resort to whining about how late deliveries are these days. Or how expensive it is to dine out compared to cooking my own meal at home. Which I usually cry to my mom that I’m too tired from work to cook for myself.
If you made it this far without getting bored from my two paragraph rant about adulting. If it interests you, I have two cats who I love and adore so much. I have travelled the world, seen what it has to offer. Met so many people who, I lately say is a collection of who I am today. I took tiny pieces of them with me to build my personality, my likes and even my work ethic.
Still not married, although I have seen a few of my friends who, now has kids of their own.
I have laughed, loved, cried way more than I have ever imagined I would when I was in my early twenties. Life didn’t turn out as what I was expecting it to be. but I’m fine with what I have now.
I have kept the habit of not showing my face on social media. I don’t see any reason why I need to change it now.
Sometimes I still ask myself if I have ever really known “love” in the years of my search for it. I still can’t find the answer to that question but I believe that, more often than not, we will never really know what love is until we find that right person.
You will not believe where life has taken me and what life has taken from me. You will not think it possible for me to have endured all that I have suffered from.
For now, take care of yourself for me. Hold on to your dream and don’t even think of letting go. Believe in your heart that you will find your heart desires no matter what happens. God has planned the course and it is up to us to follow the directions. Don’t worry, don’t be afraid about getting lost, God saw to it that all the roads, no matter which one you choose to follow… it will lead to your dreams…
I believe in you,
Roods.