hey. call me talon. aka mutt, labrat, creature, and thing. im aroace, agender, alter/nonhuman, autistic, and both physically and mentally disabled. my pronouns are it/its and they/them. (no, my pronouns and the words i choose to be referred as are not up for debate, if you dont like it thats too bad. its only dehumanizing if someone doesnt want to be called that, and im not human anyway lol.) this is my personal/main blog. im technically part of the self-shipping community but im not actually a self shipper. what i do is a lot more serious and involved than what you typically see with self shipping. labels i most commonly use are fictoromantic and 2dist. my husband/soulmate is szayelaporro granz from the anime/manga bleach. hes my whole world and reason for living, my beautiful perfect angel and also my horrible pink parasitic sea creature cryptid bastard demon man lmao
my ship tag is βΎπ€ say you'll haunt me π€βΎ and my pfp art was made by @hokage . im okay with sharing bc multiverse n whatnot so feel free to talk to me about him :3
β οΈ pls dont follow me if youre a minor, i will block you if you do. nothing personal its just for comfort. im 30+ and occasionally rb spicy stuff so minors especially pls dont interact with those posts (tags to block are just 'spicy' and 'nsft' for now but if anyone would like me to tag with something else pls lmk). also if youre a minor and i accidentally follow you lmk so i can unfollow (or you can just block me lol). i have a longer dni list linked at the top/side of my blog depending if youre viewing it from the mobile app or desktop. ill add it to this pinned post eventually when i have the energy. sorry for any confusion. β οΈ
also if you see me say anything offensive PLEASE lmk and dont assume i did it on purpose (i promise i didnt). i have uncontrollably severe anxiety as well as cptsd + ocd and im terrified of accidentally upsetting or inconveniencing anyone but im also extremely stupid and have trouble understanding most things or i just forget a lot of stuff. im sorry. this is not an excuse to be shitty, just an explanation. i do try to be careful.
β οΈ i frequently post/reblog potentially triggering content involving abuse, trauma, delusions, hallucinations, paranoia, psychosis, dereality/unreality, religion, and suicidal ideation, and i dont always remember to tag those things, though i try, so if any of that is uncomfortable for you, you might wanna stay away. β οΈ
like i mentioned above im a psychological nonhuman/otherkin/endel maybe? (shapeshifting ghostly(/demonic?) entity usually in the form of a lanky black german shepherd, occasionally a red+black wyvern-type dragon or a hybrid of the two. these used to be separate identities but i recently figured out that theyre actually one. though i cant tell if its real or a delusion caused by my trauma and autism so if you see me calling myself an endel thats why. im also schizospec so. who knows) so ill post/reblog about that sometimes too.
jsyk i dont always respond to messages bc either my anxiety/pain/brainfog is too bad or i cant think of what to say so i leave it for later and then forget. pls dont think im ignoring you on purpose im just. a coward and a dumbass π
(userbox made by and for me, please dont steal it <3)
