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That’s exactly me during this quarantine

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nothing bad is actually going on in my life , i have no reason to be sad actually but i don’t know why i’m still tired and i feel like there is this weight that i carry around everywhere and i can’t seem to get rid of it i feel like i am drowning in my own misery and self hate and i can’t seem to get out of this pain …

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tiätteks sen tunteen ku on ollu astetta huonompi päivä ja päätät pelata vähän videopelejä piristyäkses mut tunaroit jopa videopelimaailmassa ja oot vaan sillee et voi pojat, 

oispa kiva jo̸s̴ o̶i̷s̷i̵n̸ ṿ̵̈́Ä̵̡̉H̶̟̋Ä̷͇̊N̴̻͠ V̷̨̻͊́̿Ä̸̠͕̹̾H̴̭̰̐̌Ĕ̸̖M̴̙̩̿͜M̶̖̀͂̌Ä̷̟̈Ṉ̶͊͒ P̴̨̜̮̒͋͌̈́ͅĄ̸̫̫̃͌̏̒̒̈͊̚͠S̶̢͙̖͓͍̹̮͎̲̞͙̒̀̂ͅK̷̜͙̺̦̩̤̹̟̟̻̤͉̻̼̒̅̓͋̀̈̌̚͘͘̕Ȃ̵͕̟͍̖̜̦̼͂͜ͅ  ̶̬̣͚͍̗̼̘̓͋̀̚I̷̛̪̯̝̳̜̦̣̹̗̯̽̑̈̿̆̈́̋̇̀̑͊͜͠H̴̩̓̓̏̊͊̌̽̎͊͗́̕M̶̨͚͕̙͇̺̭̉̎̃̍͗̍͆̐̂̏̈́̓̏̕I̴̯͌́̎͋͐͑͛̔͘͘͝͝N̶̪̖͕̞̠̭͉̰̮̩̙̝̞̮͂Ė̴̡̻̝͆̐̆̍̆Ñ̶̞̲̭̣̜̫͚̟̤̖̗̼̾͛̎̉̌̾̄͗̔͜͝

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I know I’m not pretty like the other girls. I don’t know how to wear make up, I don’t have straight and silky hair. My skin isn’t perfect and my body is far from what’s considered attractive. I don’t know how to click photos, I don’t click photos. I can’t pose the right way to save my life. I don’t know how to be sexy, I get nervous and very self conscious when I’m around people . I’m not that mysterious girl that leaves you wanting for more, I talk. A lot. Mostly because I’m nervous and I tend to overcompensate by talking too much. And even though I knew this all my life, even though it bothered me all my life, I had accepted it in a sense, made my peace with it. But then you came along and I couldn’t believe someone like you wanted me. Despite of all that I wasn’t. I should have known it was too good to be true because you left me for a girl that was exactly what I wasn’t. I hated myself long before I met you but you picked her and yes it was inevitable and all of my fears were proved to be true. Now I don’t know how to breathe without feeling that I’ll never be enough. I can’t breathe without hating every inch of myself.

— you choosing her destroyed me

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“I am tired of being told I am loved and cared about but never made to feel that way.”

— your actions and words never match

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