Prayed to God
I Heard they got new gods outside in this bitch
― Virginia Woolf, A Passionate Apprentice: The Early Journals, 1897-1909
[text ID: I belong to quick, futile moments of intense feeling. Yes, I belong to moments. Not to people.]
daddy issues make u a people pleaser but mommy issues make u like. a sociopath
Wait a minute
So what does that make me?
you did what you did because you felt how you felt and now it is what it is
The start of nothing
Ou
I open tumblr, I talk to myself then I leave
Do you know how you would act if every feeling felt the same as a hot stove?
Someone I see so clearly and feel so deeply that I cant think of words to express it and I cant stop myself from surrendering to
“Somewhere, some place inside myself, I am detached. I have always been detached (in part). Always.”
— Susan Sontag, from I, etcetera: Stories (via funeral)
Since longer than I've been aware I've had an affinity for storm magic. I feel my entire life all around me. In the wind and in the energy in the wind and the life in the wind. When I feel lost I find myself and find comfort in the fog. When I break apart so does the sky. I do not weep but rain will fall from the sky. The crack of thunder actually shivers me timbers of you know what I mean. Lighting feels like true love searing bright across the sky...
Anyways
I had some energy work done recently and the person said they couldn't ground me because I'm everywhere except my own body. That I actually died a long time ago, yet I remain. And it's true. I am this force of nature and this vessel is meant to ground and observe this force of nature.
Time will tell
Of a time spent well
Drifting apart
And returning without sails