made the choice of looking on my older facebook. wouldve been 7 years this year. ive changed so much. you have no idea…. i think about you all the time. florida is calling me on monday. i hope you are absolutely wonderful….even if it’s not with me. you made me who i am today. i will never forget the day i met you and how many times i got to love you. you were truly my biggest blessing even if it all got fucked up. you’ll always be that other piece, sad to say. but it’s true. and i’m not really sad to say, because to this day ive not loved another like i did you. never touched another person like i did you. never even fathomed feeling the same way about someone that i did you. I’m immensely proud of you and i just hope you continue to excel and be the best version of you. I’ve loved and I’ve lost a lot. You were the most valued person I’ve ever had the honor to be with. even if i got to a point where i made you feel small. i never wanted that. i was blind to myself. i can never forgive myself for losing you. and I don’t. i regret it most days. you were the light of my life. now i sing with anger. i project a lot in music. it’s my fault, because i could have been better. i know it’s far too gone, now. but you made me everything i am today. since I’ve know you. Damn man. seven fucking years. a quarter of both our lives.
“it’s a beautiful day to save lives.”
