- the song of achilles by madeline miller
Here’s the thing to remember about anti-racist book lists:
Read these, yes. But then read books that were not written as treatises on racism. Seek out Black art not only because it can teach you something about race but because Black people are simply doing extraordinary work.
Read Morrison as much for her prose and her mastery of pacing as for her politics. Read Ross Gay’s Book of Delights, an ode to little wonders and a reminder to look at the world with gratitude. Read Elizabeth Alexander’s stunning testament to grief and marriage, The Light of the World, and note the innovations in form as she mixes memoir with poetry and recipes, a collage meant to mirror her late husband’s paintings. Read NK Jemisin’s The Fifth Season and marvel at the worlds she builds.
Just a small reminder. Black art does not exist solely to educate non-Black people. Always be expanding your horizons.
“In patriarchal culture, all males learn a role that restricts and confines. When race and class enter the picture, along with patriarchy, then black males endure the worst impositions of gendered masculine patriarchal identity.” — bell hooks
“The film lays bare the corrupting and contaminating terrain of masculinity — its toxicities, its brutalities, its unrelenting banality… The depth and texture of [Chiron’s] life was stolen by the insistence of homophobia and the mask of an almost suffocating masculinity.” — LaLi Mohamed
Black Sails + things and places that feel like characters
I want all nonblack people to watch this video, especially white people.
This is the best video IMO that displays the depth of what it feels like to be Black in the midst of white supremacy.
This is the rage that burns in so many Black people and eats at us when it is not sufficiently soothed by our self restraint and years of learning to cope with and sit with us. This is the pain that shortens Black people’s very lives, that we smother each day. This is the justified yet unjustly ignored anger we have learned to hold and to aim and to deal with without breaking (too much).
This is the fire that those of you who are just showing up on the scene are learning to sit beside.
When you ask us ‘how we’re doing’, understand that this is the real core of it, every single day, and we have had to learn to laugh, to sing, to dance, to work, to grieve, to heal around heavy, heavy pain. I don’t get the feeling that y’all are expecting nor could you handle if we answered you like this. But I do feel like you should already know how we’re doing: we’re Black.
So y’all, sit with this video for a hot minute.
Kimberly Jones, you are a warrior. I feel every moment of this, every diaphragm flex, every tenuously tempered shout. And I hope that you are taking a break, and experiencing a moment of peace, because you deserve it.
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JANELLE MONÁE Variety: Power of Women Issue 2020 › ph. Sophy Holland
trump really rolled back healthcare protections for lgbt people during pride month AND on the day of the 4 year anniversary of the pulse nightclub shooting. i don’t know why i’m even shocked at this point but i still feel physically ill
while this is going to affect lgbt people in general because we are now at risk of being charged higher premiums or fees for being lgbt or at risk of being completely denied healthcare for simply existing it’s especially going to affect trans men and trans women. i know there is a lot happening right now but please don’t let this go unnoticed. they are purposely passing these anti-lgbt laws right now because they know with the protests going on it’s an ideal time to do so. it’s an evil, underhanded tactic. don’t let them get away with keeping us in the dark about this.
There wasn’t ulterior motives in their affinity for each other. It is genuine and it is complicated, in the way that it’s always complicated when you love someone. — Jonathan E. Steinberg
BLACK SAILS (2014-2017)
- Qui-Gon Jinn, The Phantom Menace
Hey to clarify with your post about the autonomous zone, are you saying the zone is a good thing / is helping? Or it's bad and theyre unwelcome and violent?
I’m going to use this ask as a springboard for a followup post I wanted to write -- to be clear, the rest of this post is not so much a response to your ask as stuff I wanted to say at some point anyway. The “you” below is a general you, “the reader.”
This turned out to be super long and kind of rambling, so be ready for that.
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I was definitely saying there’s less violence in the neighborhood since the cops left, which was also when “the Zone” started.
But, like . . . I also want to communicate that “CHAZ” is way, way less of a big deal one way or the other than the national media appear to believe it is. If you don’t live in Seattle and you’ve only heard about it from the national media, your view of the situation is almost certainly very skewed. Not politically skewed, necessarily, but skewed in terms of magnifying tiny things and overlooking huge ones.
This is just an information problem. If you were to go and binge-read the last two weeks of Seattle local news, local journalists’ blogs and twitter feeds, etc., you’d come out the other side a few hours later, ready to laugh with the rest of us about how goofy the national “version” of this story is. But that’s easier said than done, so . . .
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Let’s forget about the Zone for a moment: this is a city whose municipal politics are in a state of chaotic upheaval. The mayor and police chief have come under withering scrutiny for their role in the pre-Zone situation. Here’s just some of the stuff that’s been happening lately, at the same Trump and everyone else is freaking out about ~the Zone~:
• Three of nine city council members are openly calling for the mayor to resign (see also this this article, this one)
• This is the tip of the iceberg -- “#ResignDurkan” is the hot new slogan, a petition saying Durkan must resign has been signed by enough local politcos (mostly people involved in the local Democratic party org) that their names fill around 5 pages of a Google doc as of this writing, etc. etc.
• The city council is so on board with defunding the police that they’ve spent no time arguing over whether it should be done -- they’ve immediately jumped into the details of the police budget and the question of which parts specifically to cut (see also this article, again, and this post)
• Even the most right-leaning city council member, Alex Pedersen, is on board with defunding and (admittedly way back on June 1 -- I haven’t been following him too closely) was saying stuff like “I stand in partnership with my council colleagues on all of this. I pledge to be a genuine ally“
• One council city member, who’s been a prominent speaker at the protests, used her key to city hall on Tuesday to let the protestors in so they could demonstrate there
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[... I promise we’ll get around to ~the Zone~ eventually, bear with me]
So clearly the city council is really pissed off at the mayor and police chief. Much of their ire is about what I talked about last time, the tear gas and stuff. There’s also the thing with mourning bands, which I won’t go into detail about here, see here or Google it.
But also. It’s not just that Durkan (mayor) and Best (police chief) are the local authority figures who happen to be nominally responsible for bad police behavior. They have also, in their daily public statements, been creating the most incoherent, least reassuring narrative possible, displaying the opposite of strong leadership.
Durkan, ridiculously, has been trying to frame herself as vaguely “woke” on twitter. This at a time when many of her municipal peers are calling on her to resign because, among other things, she’s refused to take clear responsibility for tear gassing BLM protesters and those in their vicinity. I imagine that (say) a transparent, consistent position on riot control methods would go a lot further with everyone -- protesters or not -- than any number of preening tweets about “white men” possibly could.
Durkan and Best, who often make public statements at the same meetings, have also established a pattern of making assertions and proclamations that are themselves often mysterious, then contradicting them almost immediately, as a confused populace tries to understand WTF is going on.
I already talked about them “banning CS gas” and then using it again within 2 days. The next bullet point is another example.
• On Sunday 6/7, the mayor claimed the barricades by the East Precinct -- that’s where the nightly cop/protestor standoff was happening -- could not be removed, because they were protecting the building and those surrounding from some unspecified “credible threat” of property destruction which the FBI had passed along. The relevant quote from her speech:
Since last Saturday, Chief Best and I have talked multiple times a day about reducing the tension, de-escalating and de-militarizing the posture, and removing the barriers Downtown and on Capitol Hill. [...]
Based on the best assessment of Chief Best, in part because of specific information from the FBI about threats to the East Precincts and buildings in Seattle, they concluded that removing the barrier would jeopardize the safety of the public and the community, especially considering there are approximately 500 residents that live in that block.
The very next night, Monday 6/8, they started . . . removing the barricades. Then they announced that the cops would be leaving the East Precinct entirely. To be perfectly clear: they didn’t say “we are doing this because that credible threat to the safety of 500 people is gone now.” The action they said would constitute an unacceptable threat to public safety on Sunday was just, literally, the action they were conspicuously taking on Monday, no explanations or reassurances given.
In fact, they did the opposite of declaring the threat resolved: at least according to this generally trusted blog, they sent around an ominous message to area businesses that day:
[...] The Seattle Police Department (SPD) will be removing existing crowd barriers in order to support a peaceful protest march. While the protest is expected to be peaceful SPD has credible information about a potential intent to set fire to the East Precinct at the intersection of 12th Avenue and Pine. We don’t believe that this will happen, but out of an abundance of caution, the Seattle Fire Department (SFD) is taking some preventative measures to protect the East Precinct building and the surrounding apartment buildings and businesses. They will be assessing the need to spray a biodegradable foam fire suppressant on the buildings tonight if needed, as well as reaching out to the community. [...]
This was the day on which the protesters got “control” of the area, if you want to put it that way.
From being glued to twitter and livestreams that evening, nervously wondering whether something horrible would happen, I can tell you the mood at the protests was not “we won, we threw the pigs out, let’s declare autonomy!” It was fear that some other group -- the default hypothesis was Proud Boys -- was going to come in and burn the precinct building, just like the FBI said, the protesters would get blamed, and it would be a Reichstag Fire kind of situation.
The #seattleprotest and #seattleprotestcomms twitter tags that night were full of people talking about staying wary, reporting groups they thought might be Proud Boys, discussing how best to defend the precinct building against arsonists (!), that sort of thing. You are free to relive that twitter experience for yourself, if you like.
Maybe I’m missing something, but the whole FBI thing is still pretty confusing to me! A credible threat of arson, close to where I live, potentially affecting the homes of ~500 people, is a scary thing. No matter what your perspective, I think we can agree that “we think someone may burn down our police station, and we’re leaving the station behind and letting protesters deal with it” is a bizarre and unsettling thing for a person in a municipal leadership role to say.
Thankfully, no one burned down anything. When asked by a journalist later why this threat seemed “credible,” the assistant police chief apparently said
I consider them incredibly credible in that there were incendiary devices used [against] some of the officers that were on the line in earlier protests, when you look at the fact that we had businesses downtown looted and set on fire, I think they were very credible.
Yes: this FBI tip abut arson, which me and plenty of other people (incl. the protesters) took seriously and were pretty scared about Monday night, was so “credible” because some people had committed arson elsewhere in the city recently, and some people threw some things that were on fire. All of which was widespread public knowledge at the time. Where there’s fire, there’s fire, I guess (????)
• Oh, and the curfews! Ah, the curfews! One of Mayor Durkan’s first notable moves in this whole thing -- to be clear, back at the end of May, in the one weekend where the protests really did involve lots of looting, burning cars, etc -- was to announce a 5PM curfew . . . on 4:46 PM the same day.
14 minutes is enough time to get out of downtown during a chaotic event, right? This surely won’t piss people off and further escalate things, right? (Ha ha ha.) And that’s if you happen to be tuned in to twitter for some reason at said event. IIRC, I got the official emergency system alert well after 5 that day, though I happened to be already home at the time. For a week after that, the curfews turned on and off in a seemingly random fashion, with little warning.
• Let’s share one last moment of unintentional Seattle Police Department comedy before we move into the main event.
Have you heard the thing about ~the Zone~ extorting local businesses? That thing that one right-wing clickbait guy picked up and ran with, which made its way from there to other culture war clickbait peddlers like Rod Dreher and even newspapers with reputations?
I was originally going to quote the various reporters who’d tried to find these extorted businesses and come up empty-handed -- remember, the “CHAZ” is tiny, there just aren’t many businesses in there -- but while I was writing this post, the Seattle Times has come out with the following, which I’ll just quote in full here:
Police walk back report that Capitol Hill protesters extorted businesses
The Seattle Police Department walked back its claim, widely repeated in the news media, that denizens of the Capitol Hill Autonomous Zone are extorting businesses.
"That has not happened affirmatively," Seattle Police Chief Carmen Best in a news conference Thursday afternoon, adding that the police department had based earlier claims on anecdotal reports, including in the news and on social media. "We haven't had any formal reports of this occurring."
That contradicts earlier statements from the police.
In a news conference Wednesday, Assistant Seattle Police Chief Deanna Nollette said police have heard from Capitol Hill community members that some protesters have asked business owners to pay a fee to operate in a roughly six-block area around the precinct. Best repeated the claim in a video address to officers Thursday morning.
The police narrative rang false to many in the Capitol Hill business community. Restaurant owners said they hadn't heard any reports of extortion in the Autonomous Zone. On the contrary: Sales are strong and the increase in walk-up business is cutting down on delivery costs.
"This protest has not hurt us at all," said Bok a Bok Chicken co-owner Brian O'Connor. When he came to the Autonomous Zone Wednesday, rather than extortion, he said he was met with an offer of a free bagel-and-cheese sandwich.
The claim seems to have gained traction after it was published in conservative blog The Post Millennial, in an article written by former Seattle City Council candidate Ari Hoffman. The article quoted unnamed police officers who alleged protesters were extorting businesses for protection money. Hoffman said his sources were "rock solid" and that he had first heard of the alleged extortion on conservative talk radio station AM 770 KTTH.
The claim was later repeated by a commenter under the name "Marcus S." on the Capitol Hill Seattle blog, and in a tweet by Andy Ngo, editor-at-large of The Post Millennial.
Apart from those sources, Christina Arrington, who heads the Capitol Hill branch of the Greater Seattle Business Association, said she has had "no other indications that this is taking place." The GSBA "found no evidence of this occurring," the group tweeted, based on conversations with area business.
The Seattle Times, among other local news outlets, repeated Nollette's claims that the police had received reports of extortion from community members.
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But enough of all that boring shit, am I right? I know what you’re here for. You want to know about the marvel and the terror, the secessionist enclave of armed intersectional warlords and/or the next Paris Commune. You want to hear about...
... ~the Zone~.
I walked around there for half an hour earlier tonight! By “there” I mean “the neighborhood,” it’s literally just a small part of the neighborhood I live in, nothing especially wild has been done to it.
Uhh... any of you guys ever been to a hippie festival? A Phish concert? It was like a relatively restrained version of that type of thing.
Cal Anderson is a lovely little park. I used to walk through it every weekday, before the pandemic. Cal Anderson as the epicenter of “CHAZ” basically looks like Cal Anderson would look in the past, at times when an unusually large number of cheerful but otherwise sedate people were hanging out there. If you don’t have “relatively sedate hippie festival” available as a mental point of comparison, imagine a public park on the 4th of July where a bunch of people are milling about and there’s a generally cheerful vibe.
Wasn’t subjected to any “checkpoints.” I don’t know how to emphasize this enough: I walked through much of ~the Zone~ and it was literally just the experience I have whenever I walk through the same stretch of streets on a nice day, except this time with a lot more people. If I had encountered the same thing on my walk home in 2019, I would have thought “huh! wonder what’s going on, I guess there’s a political rally or something?” Wouldn’t even have registered as mildly abnormal for the area.
If this Raz guy is keeping the area under an iron fist (lol), he sure doesn’t seem to be scaring anyone away. Tons of people there, mostly white (looked demographically typical of the area), milling through a park and some adjoining streets. A genial street musician playing Pachabel’s Canon. Some really cool chalk art on the ground. Stands where people are soliciting signatures for the #ResignDurkan petition. Somewhat heavier weed smoke than usual for Seattle gatherings.
This tweet captures the amused, weary tone I think you’ll hear from anyone who actually lives nearby, re: Trump and other national commentators:
Or see this post, “An Exceedingly Chill Day at the Capitol Hill Autonomous Zone”
Last week, the constant background soundtrack of the neighborhood was a police helicopter. The standard nightly experience, if you were housed and not working or protesting or something, was being kept up by flashbangs, thinking “that was a flashbang, right? that was a flashbang and not a gunshot? right?” over and over again, and saying to your spouse/housemate/whoever “oh, did you remember to pre-emptively close all the windows? The sun is going down, we’re nearing the tear gas time of night.”
This was apparently the price we had to pay for . . . I honestly don’t know? The cops backed down and now we can walk in the neighborhood again without thinking about the omnipresent helicopters, the prospect of a randomly created curfew effective immediately, and the question of exactly which flavors of tear gas are consistent with being a woke progressive mayor and whether the answer has changed in the last 12-24 hours. Now it’s just back to normal.
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I’m seeing tons and tons of articles about ~the Zone~ whenever I go to Google News. It’s apparently captivated the imagination of politicians, chin-stroking Op-Ed writers, and others in the same rarefied echelon in a way none of the preceding could.
The national conversation doesn’t care as much, it seems, about city governments having crises of authority, about justified loss of public trust in established authority, about those governments sitting down and saying “okay we are definitely defunding the police, the question is which lines in the budget to start cutting first,” about cops tear gassing protesters and bystanders when they explicitly said they were no longer permitted to do that (see under “justified loss of public trust in established authority”) . . .
. . . they don’t care as much about that as they do about some crunchy left-libertarians deciding that, well, if the cops have suddenly left an area unilaterally and without warning as a big dramatic flourish, you might as well make a meme out of it and start calling the area an “autonomous zone.”
The atmosphere in the neighborhood jumped straight to “warzone” out of nowhere, and when the cops left it jumped back from “warzone” to “picnic,” and lots of people who didn’t know or care before are now going into fractal self-stimulating bullshit loops, inventing dystopias or utopias extrapolated from badly sourced rumors about the picnic, arguing with each others’ extrapolations. It’s a picnic. In a park you can walk across in three minutes, and that’s the long side.
Meanwhile, I’d guess the CHAZ people are happy they can finally relax, just like the rest of us, and also happy that they’re winning at least the local hearts and minds -- although, given opponents so perversely talented at seeming both evil and buffoonish, it world be pretty hard to lose the local hearts and minds.
This is a weird kind of “bona fides” to cite, in this or any context, but I’m not an activist, and I’m not usually someone who engages with local politics to the extent I’m doing here. If all of the above sounds extreme and even cartoonish, that isn’t because I have an agenda to push, and would push it anywhere, and just happen to be pushing it here.
It’s because this situation is just like that. I cite a ton of sources in this post, and of course that’s mostly because I want you to know the information contained in them. But I also want to convey to you that, yeah, this really is what reading Seattle news is like these days. If it seems one-sided and cartoonish and blackly comic, that’s because the news and the stuff you experience day to day is one-sided and cartoonish and blackly comic. Not all situations are like that, but this one is, and it would take a contrarian read on the news to tell any other kind of story.
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The concept of ~the Zone~ appeared in the context of this fast-moving situation. It only makes sense if you know basic things like “the cops suddenly decided to leave, without warning, one day as the next step in their sequence of erratic moves.”
Once you know that, you can understand how crowing about the space they left as an “autonomous zone” could be a funny and cool move, if not necessarily a radical or even important move. If the police are reacting to you by dramatically storming away from a precinct, and your whole deal is that you think communities can police themselves on their own, you might as well say “yeah, it’s ours now, time to show we can do without you.”
This was clearly not where they expected this to go, and it’s arguably even a distraction from the broader issue of police brutality, which exists all over the place for all kinds of reasons that are not nearly as fun to talk about as ~the Zone~. I don’t know where it’s going to go. Maybe it will become less of a goofy LARP strapped onto an existing protest movement and more like an actual independent “zone” with its own rules and ways, I dunno, anything could happen.
Meanwhile, George Floyd is still dead, no one knows what the Seattle Police Department is thinking, the mayor may well resign or get recalled, the police are definitely getting defunded and the only question is what exactly that means, and Seattle as a whole is definitely going to change as a result -- remember, Seattle is ~4 million people, not six city blocks, and includes numerous huge businesses including one called “Amazon” which you may have heard of. The mayor and cops have just made a stirring case against themselves, in a self-destructive performance which would seem like amateurish satire if it had appeared in fiction.
Big stuff is happening, and it’s going to keep happening, and we have to keep shooing people away from “the supply level of the food cart that people are wheeling around a tiny park and whether it speaks to the horrors of the Hobbesian State of Nature,” and toward shit that anyone -- including the people wheeling around the food truck -- actually cares about, over and over again, it’s going to get old fast. But we don’t have to do that, and I have hope that we won’t.
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I went out as a legal observer with the ACLU of GA last night to watch and witness at a polling precinct in Atlanta. While only one person was unable to vote (we gave him info on how to report and pursue the issue), we witnessed the more subtle and insidious forms of voter suppression.
Voter suppression does not always look like blatantly denying people the right to vote (though you may remember my own polling location tried that on me and my neighbors in March).
Voter suppression more often looks like:
- inadequate polling equipment and forms (this polling location had 3 check in iPads and 8 ballot boxes)
- inadequate training and preparation (this polling location had printers/ballot machines that had never been tested and almost immediately broke down/jammed causing wait times of up to 5 hours in the beginning of the day)
- not enough poll workers and among them too many seniors/elders who were not tech savvy enough to help with the technical issues encountered during the day (this poll location was managed by 1 young man and about 7-8 older women)
- closing and change of polling locations ON THE DAY OF VOTING! Atlanta shut down polling locations and changed voters polling locations on the DAY OF VOTING! Causing many people to go to the wrong place, wait in a long line, and then be told they were at the wrong spot.
- Missing absentee/mail in ballots (many voters at this location had to come out and vote in person IN A PANDEMIC because their requested mail in ballots never arrived or were sent to the wrong address)
Though the evidence of voter fraud is NEGLIGIBLY small, voting is made harder all the time. Voting is the base civil right and should be made as easy as possible for the most amount of people possible. Only those who don’t actually believe in democracy fear the power of the vote.
okay since i'm over halfway through season 4 of black sails now (SPOILERS) i cannot believe the number of twists and shifts in loyalties, allies, and threats that are happening in one episode like!!! they must have tried to tell this story in its entirety with the little amount of time they had left since a lot of these plot threads could have easily lasted an entire season (eleanor's pregnancy, billy and silver's betrayal).
which isn't to say i'm not enjoying it! but man, could you imagine if we were able to explore madi and her relationship to flint and silver in the same way we were able to for flint, silver, and miranda in season 3???
otherwise i am absolutely gutted by max and anne's reunion. i am crying over the parallel in having flint witness silver's grief and anger after having suffered the unjust loss of his loved ones. i wish i could have cared more about eleanor's death in the same way i would have in seasons 1 or 2. and i'm tentatively hopeful that the themes of this season (i.e. the choice to change the system from the inside versus the outside, or the choice to assimilate to survive as long as possible) will come to a satisfactory conclusion.
tl;dr ahhhhhhhhh