Random Access Memories

1. Hamartia. You are my ideal guy. Badass, rockstar, intelligent, in the medical field, and doesn’t give much damn on life. But the thing is, you’re a pervert. Super sexually preoccupied. I am open to these things, I am even willing to understand you, but you’re just too much. Sorry for ignoring your excessive text messages, for not seeing you when you asked me to. I’m afraid I have to distance myself from you.

2. Kryptonite. Surely you know the fact that you are my weakness, that you hold that thing that could make or break my entirety. That after all these, I will certainly end up losing every little thing that makes me happy in exchange for your happiness. But despite this, I still can’t afford to lose you. Ridiculous. Good thing we’ve already discussed this matter. No need to say anything further.

3. Light. When I had found your hidden blog you told me everything therefore was put in vain. Why can’t you just tell me the truth just the way you show it to others? Why can’t you do it straight off? I have warned you many times in the past not to fool me around. You are unbelievable.

4. Peanut. I know I have batted you an eye the first time we talked but that’s just because I’m still not comfortable with you. But since knowing that we share the same interests, everything has changed. I actually feel good each time we’re talking. Thank you for giving me such comforting words the last time as if you were Papa Jack. Funny. Thank you for your concern. Tara sa saGuijo! :)

5. Jayus. Thank you for always making me happy. Thank you for making me feel that I am loved. I appreciate everything that you’re doing. My heart is getting attached too much to you as time passes by. Fear just gets in the way that’s why I’m holding back. Just take in mind that whatever happens, I love u…nicorns. And I love *some text missing*

daniece

lalalaaa~ i don't mean everything i said here anymore.

#personal #from my old blog

daniece

A,

hello.

i just want to apologize. i know this doesn’t matter to you anymore but i’ll still say it anyway. i just don’t want to let this year pass without asking for your forgiveness.

i’m sorry i caused you so much pain. i was just a fool back then; not wanting a serious relationship when you came to my life. i wanted to warn you and push you away but you insisted so i let you stay. i even came to a point of truly loving you since it’s not that difficult to fall for you but then i thought it would really be hard for us to make our relationship work because you’re miles away. i’m afraid i might fall for you too much because you left your someone for me. i felt it might happen to me as well should you fall for another again, just like what you did to your ex, leaving me shattered into pieces. because of so much fear of getting hurt, i ended up being the one hurting you. i’m sorry.

i also want to say sorry for my deliberate lies and secrets. sorry if i just disappeared after you uncovered all my wrongs. i know it’s hard for you to believe this but i already learned and changed because of this. karma just keeps on doing her job letting me suffer thrice as much as what i did to you.

if you’ll forgive me, i’d be more than happy and do whatever i can to make it up to you.

i’ll wait for your reply. i already unblocked you in facebook. i’m sorry.

- D

#personal

daniece

Bago kami pumunta sa Cubao para sa PPKT Caroling, nagpunta muna kami sa Star City nila ate Gem at Potpot. Kuha ang short vid na 'to nung nakasakay kami ng bangka sa Jungle Splash(?). Sobrang saya! :)

#personal #tagpuan #farewelluniverse

daniece

dear friend,

magpalakas ka at magpakatatag. madami pa tayong over night na pagsasamahan, university security guards na pagsisinungalingan, (gay) bars na papasukan (haha), chismis na iimbestigahan, “night drops” na sasayawan, “best friends” na pagtatagayan, laitan at barahan na tatawanan, highways na lalakaran, pagkain na pagsasaluhan at madami pang iba. sasamahan at dadamayan kita palagi kahit nabubutas na bulsa ko kakasama sa’yo (pero alam ko na mas butas ‘yung sa’yo HAHA). pero seryoso, hangga’t maaari, pipilitin kong maging present palagi at ‘di ka maiwan.

labyu friend. pakyuhan mo na ‘ko ngayon at sabihan na ng OA pero totoo lahat ‘to. o, mandidiri pa ‘yan.

'tangina, naiiyak na naman ako. 'di ko na matapos 'to. :(

#personal

daniece

*creys cuz i’m too gay to function rn loljk ♥

#me #first colorful shit of my blog gaaahd

daniece reblogged

violettemaps

I read several dozen stories a year from miserable, lonely guys who insist that women won’t come near them despite the fact that they are just the nicest guys in the world. ..I’m asking what do you offer? Are you smart? Funny? Interesting? Talented? Ambitious? Creative? OK, now what do you do to demonstrate those attributes to the world? Don’t say that you’re a nice guy — that’s the bare minimum. "Well, I’m not sexist or racist or greedy or shallow or abusive! Not like those other douchebags!" I’m sorry, I know that this is hard to hear, but if all you can do is list a bunch of faults you don’t have, then back the fuck away.. ..Don’t complain about how girls fall for jerks; they fall for those jerks because those jerks have other things they can offer. “But I’m a great listener!” Are you? Because you’re willing to sit quietly in exchange for the chance to be in the proximity of a pretty girl (and spend every second imagining how soft her skin must be)? Well guess what, there’s another guy in her life who also knows how to do that, and he can play the guitar. Saying that you’re a nice guy is like a restaurant whose only selling point is that the food doesn’t make you sick. You’re like a new movie whose title is This Movie Is in English, and its tagline is “The actors are clearly visible”.

David Wong,

6 Harsh Truths That Will Make You a Better Person

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ellielamothe

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#this!#reblog