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James

@cryybabyyyyy

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I literally think I’m disgusting and worthless. My therapist asked me how much time per week I think I deserve from someone and I said 20 minutes. I think I’m worth 20 minutes of a week. I know logically that that’s fucked up but also I feel like even 20 minutes is a lot of time to ask for- I shouldn’t be asking for any time at all. I feel that I am the least important thing in anyone’s life. My body- disgusting. I gained so much weight over the past year and a half and now I think I’m disgusting? What the fuck? People gain weight- so what? I’m not trying to complain about gaining weight, I’m complaining about my mindset about gaining weight lol. I don’t need to lose weight to be happy, I need to change my mindset. I need to value myself. I don’t value myself much at all, even after all these years of therapy. I want friends, but I don’t think I’m worthy of friends. I’m not a victim of anything here, except for my own mind I guess. Why am I so fucked up? Why do I place my worth in things like money, weight, and how I am perceived by other people? I am so much more than this. I deserve so much more, which I know sort of, but I don’t really feel that it is true. I am a loser. I am going to stay a loser. That’s how I feel. I hope I can change.

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I’m angry

And I’m cold

And I miss you

And this night is sad

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cryybabyyyyy

Ask me? Or don’t that’s ok too

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I feel so fucked up and I would like a friend

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No matter how much I want you to be there for me, I know you won’t be. And it isn’t your fault, you can’t be, but it still makes me sad

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I can’t fucking hold it together anymore

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Nothing is beautiful anymore

And I think that’s the saddest part

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I’m so fucking sad and I miss everyone so fucking much and I just want new people in my life because I feel like shit and no one fucking cares

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Iiiiiii don’t want to liiive anymooooore (not in a suicidal way just in an I’m tired of this bullshit kinda way)

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