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beachdeath

the most #UselessLesbian thing i have ever done was when i was trying to figure out if this girl liked me or not, just constantly arguing with myself about it, and after a couple, uh, months, of this, i was like, “god i wish i could just like… go to court and lay out all this evidence and have a couple lawyers argue over the TRUE MEANING of her text messages, and then a judge tells me if she likes me or not.” and then the proverbial lightbulb went off over my proverbial head, and i dug into my mock trial folder from high school and found the trial guidelines and i wrote out an entire trial transcript featuring a plaintiff (me), my attorney (my wildest hopes and dreams), a defense attorney (my worst fears and insecurities), and a judge (my desperate attempt at rationality). the final product was several thousand words long. it clarified nothing. at any point in this process did it occur to me to ask her how she felt about me? absolutely not. did i ever stop and think, “hey, maybe i should tell her that i like her?” absolutely not. that’s for people who take risks and i don’t take risks i take myself to court in my own head.

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marmaladica

I hope you’re happy I hope you’re good I hope you get what you wish for And you’re well understood And whatever your progress I know you’ll be fine Because I hope you’re happy Even if you’re not mine

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pianta
"it was a mistake," you said. but the cruel thing was, it felt like the mistake was mine, for trusting you 💔⚔

my full piece for @dames-zine latest artbook, Magical Knights!

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Anonymous asked:

Past is in the past as it should stay. You know about it very well. If you would love to talk but have many reasons not to, give me one solid reason why not and I will never speak again.

I sent you an answer, I don’t know if you got it, I don’t know if it makes sense or if it’s enough, I tried to word it properly for you to understand what I’m trying to say

I hope you can understand

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