You know your life has gone to shit when the only thing on your mind is: What's easier? Overdose or tall building?
My world's gone to shit.
I deserve to die.
I know I don’t post on here often anymore (sorry) but things are really fucking tough right now so love and support would be amazing.
Sick and tired of the EUPD bullpoo
Rupert's not going to leave you Maddy. You do not need to self harm Maddy. You do not need to b/p Maddy. You are safe Maddy. You DO know yourself Maddy.
Life is good
Self harming would feel pretty good right now.
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aut-vincere--aut-mori reblogged
Your feelings are valid. You have every right to feel whatever emotion you want. You aren’t being dramatic. You aren’t over exaggerating. You’re feeling. And that’s okay.
On another note I was diagnosed with emotionally unstable personality disorder (borderline type) the other day.
I don't want to be alone right now yet I can't be with anyone. Having anxiety and deperssion is hard.
I just want to be dead. Everyone I know and love is falling to pieces/struggling and it's starting to really wear me down.
Today I have eaten: 2 bowls of porridge A slice of cake A sandwich, salad and a scone with jam and butter (not any of the flora rubbish, actual butter) A slice of cheesecake A bowl of porridge and an ubley yogurt A massive piece of battered fish and chips from the local chippy. This is the closest to recovered I have ever been. P.s. i havent b/p for a month now. It's possible guys. Trust me.
I want to be dead.
Esctatic.
Esctatic.
I just can't do this anymore.