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Which Playing Card is your Muse?

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Jack of Heart

The Jack of Heart is placed at the very center in all of the spreads, the lines of which form a cross. This is why it's called the "Christ Card".

Up until age 18, there are many sacrifices demanded of Jacks of Heart. Sacrifices in love, health, education, or in their own personal, cherished objectives. The hardest lesson for all Jack of Heart is impersonality, and there is a tendency to develop some kind of martyr complex early in their youth.

Jack of Hearts are essentially teachers. Their power is found within the Law of Love and their commission is to preach its gospel. To do this effectively, they must live it, and the path they have to follow is definitely not made for easy going!

There are the negatives among these birth dates; escapists who contribute nothing except the problem of themselves - but as a rule, the Jacks of Heart are kind, friendly and cooperative.

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hmmmmmmmmmm (the rest is actually accurate tho skdhdjsf........) 

tagged by: @hemoerotic thank u friend!!! tagging: @eaglespalaceseadoo

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              today is zero’s birthday!! come bother him 😌

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            Kaito sat back and cut a piece of the pancake he had on his plate as he tried to remember for how long had he been living there. It felt like forever, he remembered the struggle of finding a nice but cheap enough place, he remembered having to borrow some money from his brother in the beginning, and being afraid he was asking too much since Taito had a baby to raise…
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                                           “ Since a little before my nephew was born.                                      I left so my brother could have his place with his family. “
             He took the food to his mouth and ate it. Things were pretty fine now, if he thought about it: he had gotten extra job teaching surfing, he had paid his brother back, he finally had a dog ─ something that wouldn’t happen if he was still at his brother’s place ─ and Zero was there.
                                                              “ Around three years ago. “
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                                          Zero thought about Kaito’s words as he chewed more pancake. Then he recalled Kaito’s words from last night  --- that he loved him, but Zero didn’t know what that meant in actions. He didn’t know when was the next time he was allowed to sleep on Kaito’s bed and eat his pancakes in the morning. 

                                                   Putting his question into words was more difficult.

                                                                    ❛ Keiji’s next party ----- .... ❜                                                                               This was stupid.                                                         ❛ Do I need that excuse to come here again? ❜

                                           Zero had his own cheap, small apartment now that he started working, even if he mostly stayed with his brother on weekends. He didn’t know to to invite Kaito there, either.

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             Quiet didn’t really fit with Benji’s personality, but there were times in which he talked to Alex’s kid, which was pretty quiet himself, and they got along pretty well, Benjamin was always asking when would they visit.
              Kaito’s smile faded slightly as he heard about the kid’s health. He had lived this hell of going again and again to hospitals, staying and not knowing for how long, worrying everyone around. It could only be worse for a kid.
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                                                “ But he’s being treated, right? “
              He remembered Ichiru being sick before, it changed and the boy got better and better as time went on, by the time Kaito and Zero were dating, he didn’t remember a time in which he had to be taken to the hospital in a hurry, just monthly checkups.
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                                         ❛ Yeah... His mother is a doctor, so she checks up on him daily.  ❜

                                        It took him a long time to trust Hana. She was too alike Keiji in the way she spoke --- in the way she either treated him like a kid or teased him, always knowing the exact words that would make Zero want to leave.

                                        In the end, just like he’d take a bullet for Keiji, he’d come to accept her as family. She took care of Ichiru and made him happy --- that was enough.

                                       Jirou was a blessing, born when Zero felt more lonely. Zero loved him like the son he was never going to have.

                                       ❛ I could tell you what he means to me, but you probably understand it. ❜ 

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             Kaito smiled a little, the demon was too expressive sometimes, and he couldn’t help finding it funny and even cute. Turning his head to the side slightly just so he could place a kiss on the other’s hand that was on his cheek, he explained.
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                                 “ It’s hard to think when you’re close ….. In a good way. “
           He got closer again and pressed a soft kiss on the demon’s lips. If he couldn’t think straight, he’d just give the easiest answer he was sure of, for now.
                                                      “ Can we kiss, for now? “
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                                               Kisses was something a demon could understand. Zero was quick to obey, one hand moving to Kaito’s hair and grabbing brown locks, pulling him closer. He wasted no time to deepen their kiss. 

                                                Again, he remembered vaguely that Kaito needed to breathe more often than himself.

                                                ❛ It’s hard to think when I’m close... In a good way, ❜ he repeated in a murmur. ❛ What’s that supposed to mean... ❜ 

                                                He moved his mouth down without opening his eyes yet, trailing Kaito’s chin with kisses until he reached his neck. 

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                 Kaito enjoyed the kiss and the touch, he deepened the kiss and made it last as long as he could. Eventually they pulled away, Zero was talking, how did he had breath enough to talk….. Well, being a demon.
                The answers to what Zero wanted to know were hard and conflicting. For both of them, he supposed. He wanted the demon to see and deal with things like a human would, but he also wanted him to do all the things demons did.
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                                                               “ Whatever you want…. “
                 The human said, as he got his lips close to the demon’s once again.
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                                                   Once again, what Kaito did and what Kaito spoke didn't match. Whatever you want, but Kaito had been angry after Zero did that exactly.

                                                  ❛ That's not specific enough, ❜ he grumbled, eyebrows furrowed. His eyes focused on Kaito's mouth because for now, that’s what he wanted.

                                                 He looked at Kaito in the eyes again after a moment.  ❛ I don't want to break you, and I don't want you to push me away. So tell me what it's fine and what's not... I'm capable of learning. ❜

                                                 A kiss under the ear. The hands on Kaito's cheeks caressed the skin gently. And he would always be as gentle as he needed to be, if Kaito let him.

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                   Kaito held the phone but took some more seconds to understand he was supposed to look at it. When he did, he noticed many pictures of Jirou. He had seen some of them before, thanks to Alex and Keiji that had kept him updated in everything.
                   The phone was the same Zero had when they broke up, that meant the silvette hadn’t changed much, as Kaito had already noticed. He took his time looking at all the pictures and smiled at most of them, Jirou looked a lot like Ichiru, which implied he looked a lot like Zero, too.
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                                              “ He’s cute. You think they’d get along? He and Benji… “
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                                              ❛ I don't know that, ❜ Zero replied after considering it for a moment. ❛ Jirou is quiet. Even so, they're just kids... I doubt there's a reason why they wouldn't get along. ❜ 

                                               For some reason, Zero was recalled of the stupid arguments Kaito and Ichiru would get into when they were younger -- something Ichiru never grew out of.

                                                If Benjamin and Jirou were to meet, Zero could only hope their relationship wasn’t so chaotic.

                                               ❛ Jirou... he’s a lot like my brother. His health is also frail... I’ve been to this hospital with him before. ❜

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                  Kaito turned to Zero for a good surprise, so he leaned forward to help his maybe-boyfriend with the table. He smiled at him, he could get over it if Zero didn’t like the pancakes he made, he himself didn’t like any other thing he cooked, but he’d probably lose it again if Zero just went back to how they were a day ago after a phone call.
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                                                                      “ You liked it? “
               He asked but tilted his head to the opposite side of the silvette and pressed their lips together. Zero was there and they were fine, at least he believed that.
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                                                   ❛ Hm, ❜  Zero started, but Kaito kissed him. Zero was more than happy to return it, despite their uncomfortable positions across the table. 

                                                   ❛ They're not bad, ❜ he murmured later as they pulled back. He sat again on his chair and took another bite of the pancake.  ❛ Since when are you living here? ❜ 

                                                 There were a thousand other things he wanted to ask. Their only contact for the past years had been physical; there wasn't a lot he knew from Kaito's lifestyle and tastes and dreams. 

                                                   Even so, it wasn't like him to ask for such things. 

                                                  He'd rather find out by himself, anyway, if he was allowed to spend more time with this person. Kaito was good at answering the questions Zero didn’t make, too  --- or he used to, at least.

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              Kaito’s smile faded slowly as he noticed the silvette’s expression. It shouldn’t be the one when there were pancakes in front of him, shouldn’t be the one after they had enjoyed their time together for the first time after years of resentment.
            It could only be the phone call. The fact Ichiru didn’t like him was clear for Kaito, it was the reason he and Zero had stayed away from one another for so long the past years. 
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           Was it happening again….?
           The brunette looked away before taking a seat in front of Zero and grabbing a pancake for himself. He ate it paying so little attention to the taste he couldn’t say if he had made a good or a bad one. He hoped they were good, maybe Zero would stay for a little longer if they were.
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                                            Kaito’s mood changed the moment their eyes met. Zero’s expression betrayed him, maybe  --- the look in Kaito’s face hurt.

                                            He took a pancake for himself, taking a bit and chewing slowly. Somehow, the taste was familiar.

                                            ❛ Hey, ❜ he murmured, and leaned forward towards Kaito. The table between them was annoying, but he managed to press their foreheads together.

                                            ❛ Thank you. ❜  He wasn’t talking about the pancakes. ❛ I... remember this taste. ❜

                                            He tilted his head slowly to kiss him, as if giving Kaito time to stop him if he didn’t want this.

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