Hello, everyone, it's been quite some time since I have logged onto this account. I just wanted to make a post to let you all know that I have recently gone through such an experience that has made me feel extremely low. On the 11th of this month, a guy that I liked, a guy that I had a huge crush on, a guy that I truly gravitated towards, decided to end his own life. He shot himself on the 10th and didn't survive, he died in the hospital the next morning. A soul with one of the brightest glows I have ever seen, let another person dim it real low, low enough to the point that he decided it was time to go. He was the one who knew how to bring a smile to my face on the darkest, gloomiest days. This is a kind of pain that I have never endured and I'm not sure it will ever fade. So please, will you pray for me? Even if that isn't your sort of thing. At least send good vibes and positive energy my way. It would be much appreciated at a time like this. Thank you.
