Às vezes tenho saudade da vida que tinha. Aqui algumas coisas tornaram-se difíceis, e muito do que achava já passado retornou para bater na minha cara, reclamando pelo tempo que fingi estar bem.
A solidão é dura por momentos, mas acredito que muitos mestres são assim. Da compaixão já aprendi bastante, e não tem jeito: preciso me reconhecer no escuro para me abraçar inteiro.
Una foto acá cada tanto
please be kind to yourself and stand up for yourself
Wet, so wet we are just one @andrea_bernardoni
A Window to the Soul, @coiledkarma, 2021
A black dragón floating above the clouds
So others need not squint to read “On March 11, 889 CE, 17 year-old Emperor Uda wrote: ‘On the 6th day of the 2nd Month of the First Year of the Kampo era. Taking a moment of my free time, I wish to express my joy of the cat. It arrived by boat as a gift to the late Emperor, received from the hands of Minamoto no Kuwasahi. The color of its fur is peerless. None could find the words to describe it, although one said it was reminiscent of the deepest ink. It has an air about it, similar to Kanno. Its length is 5 sun, and its height is 6 sun. I affixed a bow about its neck, but it did not remain for long. In rebellion, it narrows its eyes and extends its needles. It shows its back. When it lies down, it curls in a circle like a coin. you cannot see its feet. It’s as if it were a circular Bi disk. When it stands, its cry expresses profound loneliness, like a black dragon floating above the clouds. By nature, it stalks birds. It lowers its head and works its tail. It can extend its spine to raise its height by at least 2 sun. Its color allows it to disappear at night. I am convinced it is superior to all other cats.’”
Tsar Nicholas II. Swimming. Naked. At Tsarskoye Selo.
Hace ya varios días que tengo algo adentro. No sé qué es, no se deja descubrir. Crece de a poco y juega a escurrirse entre las horas y los rincones. No lo puedo atrapar, ni siquiera lo puedo ver. Pero ahí está, lo puedo sentir condicionando mis movimientos, distorsionándome. Latente. Creciendo.
