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in the mountains, in the breeze. in the forest, in my dreams. Lord Sesshomaru, where are you? Jaken is serving under you too. i will wait for you, on my own. please return to me, waiting all alone. an independent rp-ask blog for the flower that blooms beneath the moon, Rin.
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Sesshomaru blinked a few times when she said she wasn’t okay with ‘this’. He was going to ask her what she meant but she finished her thought and his mouth closed. His brows knit together as he tilted his head to the side, “Why would I be in the village?” he asked. He knew it was an insensitive question. “Do you…wish for me to…stay longer or…for you to come with me?” he asked quietly. 

“I just thought—" What did she think? That a daiyokai of his stature would actually want to spend more time in a lowly human village just to be with her? Rin could almost hear Jaken criticizing her. “-You’re right.” she replied, a solemn tear now streamed down her flushed cheek and the hand she outstretched to grab his kimono stopped inches short. Rin had neared her limit for being courageous and desperately tried putting away her silly thoughts of speaking her about her true feelings any further. Then she heard a soft question leave his lips and instantaneously her dark eyes lit up and she found the strength to reach out a little further to gently hold the hem of his sleeve. “I just wish to be with you my Lord.” Rin said giving him a weak smile. “To spend all of my days with you. Even unto my very last day.” She had so much left to say, but due to his stoic nature she thought it was best to gauge his reaction first.

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“The hell?” She asked in shock seeing the woman who had emerged from the tree of ages. “Who…Who the hell are you?!” Moroha took a step back hand placed on the handle of her blade. The woman looked kind and sweet, but she of all people knew that looks could be deceiving…
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She blinked. Then blinked again. The young girl who stood before her now was not whom she was expecting to see. “Rin,” she replied. Her body still a little weak from being preserved in a tree for so many years as her mind now sharp as a tack began to swim with uneasy thoughts. The woman had been able to remain in contact with her Lord even whilst submerged. Was this just another illusion? It felt different, but after some time within the belly of the tree she lost her sense of reality. “You must be Moroha.” Rin stated matter-of-factly as she recalled the night Kagome introduced her daughter to everyone in Kaede’s village. It was shortly thereafter she was fated to an indefinite slumber where thoughts of her own daughters fates plagued her for over a decade. “You look just like your mother.”

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❛ I wonder what it would be like for everything inside me that’s denied and unknown to be revealed. ❜

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Rin slowly opened her eyes and began to stir as she heard a familiar voice getting closer to where she lay. It eerily reminded her of the night her family was slaughtered by thieves. She began to sit up and take in all of her surroundings and seen the man approaching her. Mumbling non-sense to himself it seemed. Most days she was fearless, of course that was because her Lord was nearby. Tonight however. She found even Ah-Un managed to get off somewhere.

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“L-Leave me alone,” Rin stated. The man coming into closer range as she tried making out his face a little better in the darkness. “Don’t come any closer.”

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Continued from here: [ x ] @wielder-of-bakusaiga

Rin was taken aback by her own sudden outburst and the rest of what she had to say now burned fervently on the tip of her tongue. “I-ahem,” she cleared her throat dryly to keep the words from getting stuck on the roof of her mouth like so many times before. “I can’t pretend I’m okay with all of this. Not anymore,” she continued. “I’m not okay with it.” Tears stung at her eyes as she reached to grab the sleeve of his kimono. “You’re seldom here in the village these days my Lord, and when you are it’s only fleeting,” she inhaled sharply in attempts to stop her crying. “Then you’re gone again for what feels like an eternity.”

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DEXTER SEASON ONE SENTENCE STARTERS

  • ❛ You’re mine now, so do exactly as I say. ❜
  • ❛ Open your eyes and look at what you did! ❜
  • ❛ I’m a very neat monster. ❜
  • ❛ Pretty fucking please with cheese on top. ❜
  • ❛ You have a morbid sense of fun. ❜
  • ❛ What happened changed something inside you. ❜
  • ❛ If God is in the details, and if I believed in God, then he’s in this room with me. ❜
  • ❛ I can kill a man, dismember his body, and be home in time for “Letterman.” But knowing what to say when my girlfriend’s feeling insecure…I’m totally lost. ❜
  • ❛ Neither you nor I is in complete control of our destinies. ❜
  • ❛ There are no secrets in life, just hidden truths that lie beneath the surface. ❜
  • ❛ Keeping my face pinched in sorrow for two hours straight is a real chore. ❜
  • ❛ A whole life reduced to ashes. ❜
  • ❛ I can’t help it. I kill things. ❜
  • ❛ When you take a man’s life, you’re not just killing him, you’re snuffing out all the things he’ll ever become. ❜
  • ❛ Killing must serve a purpose. Otherwise it’s murder. ❜
  • ❛ You don’t play by the rules. Why should I? ❜
  • ❛ If I had a heart, it might be breaking right now. ❜
  • ❛ I’m all for sending the message, but this ain’t the way. ❜
  • ❛ Scream and lose a tongue. ❜
  • ❛ Death isn’t the end. It’s the beginning of a chain reaction that will catch you if you’re not careful. ❜
  • ❛ If I let someone get that close, they’d see who I really am, and I can’t let that happen. ❜
  • ❛ I like it here with you. You’re the only person people hate more than me. ❜
  • ❛ Sometimes, I’m not sure where _____’s vision of me ends and the real me starts. ❜
  • ❛ Everyone hides who they are at least some of the time. ❜
  • ❛ So I’m neither man nor beast. I’m something new entirely, with my own set of rules. ❜
  • ❛ Stop grinning like a fucking psycho and get back to work. ❜
  • ❛ Freedom’s just another word for one more way to get fucked. ❜
  • ❛ Maybe you should just learn the basics before you reinvent the damn wheel. ❜
  • ❛ The problem with acting normal is normal people get into stupid situations like this. ❜
  • ❛ Maybe if I don’t blink, my eyes will tear up. ❜
  • ❛ Under normal circumstances, I’d take that as a compliment. ❜
  • ❛ Keeping the truth from the people closest to you is how you’ll survive, and how you’ll protect them if anything goes wrong. ❜
  • ❛ Every time something goes a little bit right, something like this happens. ❜
  • ❛ God, I feel like I need a shower just looking at this douche bag. ❜
  • ❛ ____ will forgive me eventually. That’s who she is - bighearted, kind, nothing like me. ❜
  • ❛ The only sound I hear, the only sound in the entire world…is my heart beating. ❜
  • ❛ I swear, after this case, I’m submitting your ass for psychiatric evaluation. ❜
  • ❛ We hit the motherfucking mother lode. ❜
  • ❛ When did you first notice it? This darkness inside the guy you fell for. ❜
  • ❛ God, this is such a mess, and I’ve dragged you into it. ❜
  • ❛ Just let me grab my heart up off the fucking floor. ❜
  • ❛ Goddamn, you are fine when you’re mad. ❜
  • ❛ Fascination with serial killers is an American pastime. ❜
  • ❛ All the expectations I had, all the promises of greatness, wiped out. ❜
  • ❛ My circle of friends is down to one. ❜
  • ❛ Don’t kill anyone who doesn’t deserve to die. ❜
  • ❛ I’m empty…but I found a way to make it feel less bottomless. ❜
  • ❛ You pretend the feelings are there for the world, and for the people around you. Who knows? Maybe one day they will be. ❜
  • ❛ I always prided myself on being an outsider, but now, I feel the need to connect with someone. ❜
  • ❛ Why do bloodstains always look like crustaceans to you? ❜
  • ❛ To some people, death makes perfect sense. Life - now, that’s the puzzle. ❜
  • ❛ This is the only way I know how to keep you out of an electric chair. ❜
  • ❛ It feels like… I hate saying this. It sounds so fucking cheesy. It feels like making love. ❜
  • ❛ I do have another motive. It’s called a paycheck. ❜
  • ❛ For the first time in a long while, I saw how easy it would be for me to fall back into my old life. ❜
  • ❛ I guess this matters to me. So if I talk about it and it goes away, I’m actually losing something. ❜
  • ❛ There must have been a time in your life when you felt powerless. ❜
  • ❛ I’m gonna tell you something that I’ve never told anyone before. I’m a serial killer. ❜
  • ❛ You’re awake. Shall we analyze your dreams? ❜
  • ❛ Trauma can distort the memory. ❜
  • ❛ Well, thanks for the vote of fucking confidence. ❜
  • ❛ Death is the great unifier. ❜
  • ❛ My fingerprints were all over it. I figured it was prudent to get rid of the evidence. ❜
  • ❛ I know I should be sorry that we met under these circumstances, but truthfully, I think it was the best way to get to know you. ❜
  • ❛ My concrete foundation is turning to shifting sand. ❜
  • ❛ Something finally got to you. I guess you’re human after all. ❜
  • ❛ You can talk to me, you know? Just got to open your mouth and move it. ❜
  • ❛ I can always see other people’s problems more clearly than my own. ❜
  • ❛ What’d the freak do this time, boil your goldfish? ❜
  • ❛ Thanks, but unless you know an expert in repressed memories… ❜
  • ❛ You are all the family that I have, and I barely know you. ❜
  • ❛ How often does someone get a chance to help catch a bad guy, huh? ❜
  • ❛ You’ve been a problem. It’s time for you to go away. ❜
  • ❛ So, this is doom. I’ve been the architect of so much of it. It’s only fair I should know what all the fuss is all about. ❜
  • ❛ Don’t you dare! Not in front of my baby! ❜
  • ❛ Close your eyes, _____. ❜
  • ❛ I’ve never had much use for the concept of hell, but if hell exists, I’m in it. ❜
  • ❛ It climbed inside me that day, and it’s been with me ever since – My dark passenger.
  • ❛ Don’t struggle. That never helps. ❜
  • ❛ I’m compressing your carotid artery, and that is cutting off oxygen to your brain. In about 10 seconds, you’ll be unconscious. ❜
  • ❛ Does that make you feel anything? Anything at all? ❜
  • ❛ If I’d have known that this would get you back in the same room with me, I would have gotten stabbed sooner. ❜
  • ❛ I put myself out there. I set myself up to get hurt. ❜
  • ❛ No wonder I felt so disconnected my entire life. If I did have emotions, I’d have to feel…this. ❜
  • ❛ You’re not a parent. You don’t understand. You do anything to protect your kids. ❜
  • ❛ It’s who you know and who you blow. ❜
  • ❛ If you came for an apology, you wasted a tank of gas. ❜
  • ❛ I mean, a real hour, not one of your “let’s stretch this out till 2:00 a.m. you might as well stay and have sex” hours. ❜
  • ❛ I don’t often make mistakes, but when I do, they haunt me. ❜
  • ❛ So desperate to fall in love. ❜
  • ❛ I’ve lived in darkness a long time. Over the years, my eyes adjusted until the dark became my world and I could see. ❜
  • ❛ Surprise, motherfucker. ❜
  • ❛ Spin me a story, asshole. ❜
  • ❛ This is not the way I envisioned our family reunion. ❜
  • ❛ You don’t ever have to apologize to me. Not for who you are or anything you do. ❜
  • ❛ Imagine how I felt when I tracked you down and found out you were exactly like me. ❜
  • ❛ You can be yourself with me. Your real, genuine self. ❜
  • ❛ You can’t be a killer and a hero. It doesn’t work that way! ❜
  • ❛ I was so scared. I was so scared. ❜
  • ❛ What am I, one of your victims now? ❜
  • ❛ You should know this isn’t easy for me. ❜
  • ❛ You’re the only one I ever wanted to set free. ❜
  • ❛ Sorry. I can’t hear any more…‘cause you’re right. ❜
  • ❛ My devil danced with his demon, and the fiddler’s tune isn’t over. ❜
  • ❛ I wonder what it would be like for everything inside me that’s denied and unknown to be revealed. ❜
  • ❛ This is what it must feel like to walk in full sunlight, my darkness revealed, my shadow self embraced. ❜
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Everything’s set up! Come at me for plots. I’ll probably be posting an open or two as well. 

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Please heart, comment or re-blog this if you're an active Inuyasha or Yashahime rp-er. I just finished cleaning out all my old threads and I'm working on getting stuff together in order to start new ones so I'd really like to re-introducte myself to everyone here. I know it's been a while!

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                              by declaring                                W     A      R                               on          me                               you  declare                               war         on                               YOURSELF         

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