Yesterday I was finally able to add some kpop inspired tattoos to my collection. I chose two tattoos with deep meanings to me and my own life struggles.

Yoongi's song always made me think of my own life, and the struggles I have faced so far, and these particular lyrics always gave me motivation that my life can and will improve, even though I started from nothing.

(TW) The second one drew inspiration from the flower movement that was set into motion after Jonghyun's death. Seeing so many people come together to post roses after that and seeing to community come together as a support system for each other made me feel a sense of belonging and cleared some of the dark emotions I had been feeling. I wanted this as a reminder that my strength can stem (lol) from the support of others, and I dont always need to rely on only myself.

Every year on Christmas eve, I watch my entire kpop playlist. This has been a tradition for me for the past 3 years, so if any of you want to join me, or want to find some new music, feel free! (You can also see the progression of my taste; started with exo, and them branched into more and more groups)

Why did all my pictures turn out blurry TT

Breaking my 15 year tumblr absence to bring you B.A.P tour pics pt. 1

Breaking my 15 year tumblr absence to bring you B.A.P tour pics pt. 1

I couldn't decide whether or not I wanted the wings in or not, but at least once a year I'll edit this picture of N into a background.

This whole B.A.P north america tour is so unorganized?? The company that is organizing it seems just as confused as we are, and it seems so rushed. Not only is the timing weird, but with the expiration of other members contracts coming up, it seems like they're trying to squeeze as much out of the boys as they can. The Platinum package for m&g is $400, and while it does come with a lot, that doesn't even include the price of the concert ticket (I think, dont quote me on it yet)! You have to buy the ticket separately, but they dont clarify that. Theres a small note in the fine print, but not many people will notice that. Honestly, B.A.P has been through so much, just let them rest already!!