아이구 예뻐라

— Franz Kafka

need

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐁𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐲 𝐁𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞

The social attitude regarding age is consistently getting weirder. You’re not ‘pushing 30’ you’re just in your late 20s. 30 is not old and neither is 40 while I’m at it. Growing older is an enormous privilege and displaying that age is a gorgeous component of life. Spending your days trying to reverse that grace breeds an eternally wasted life.

You know whats weird? Environment. D seems so young around everyone else. He's younger than his wife. He's younger than his friends. He's younger than my dad. He already complains about getting old, but he's not.

I'm the oldest sometimes. It feels awkward. It feels like I'm so patheticly stuck, but other times, I'm so young .

Honestly, even looking older.. it's comforting.

There are flowers still blooming in winter

When I heard about you, I felt like my heart was broken

I hope your flower is just underground

I won't lose hope on your recovery 🙏

He said who would you want to hear? Who would encourage you. He said many famous names but

I thought of you

Eventhough you looked timid your words never were

Just come back and say anything

We miss you