Thoughts on a Monday
i. Do you ever wonder if you were someone's biggest regret? If they ever think of you and wonder what would've happened if they had he guts to talk to you or stay with you? Or does anyone think of you and regret the time they spent with you? With all the regrets I have, I can only imagine how many regrets others have about me.
ii. Just because I don't let people know that it bothers me, doesn't mean it doesn't bothers me. Because even after all this time, it still bothers the hell out of me.
iii. I wasn't always so guarded. I used to let my feelings show and trust people more. But once you get hurt, something inside you snaps. You change yourself based on he times you've gotten hurt and you're never the same. No one ever stays innocent.
iv. I was there for you when no one else was. What makes you think you're too good for me now?
v. I hope that you know, I will always be here for you. You can talk to me about anything any time. Whether you need ears to listen, or arms to hold you. I will always be just a call away. Please don't ever forget that.
vi. I know that I am usually surrounded by people or I'm always communicating with someone. But that does not mean that I don't get lonely. I constantly feel alone. I feel as if I have nobody. Ever.
vii. Of course, this is life. You will get fucked over. And hurt. And you can't avoid getting your heart broken. But holding back isn't going to get you anywhere. Having hope in the darkest of times is what makes someone stronger. Hiding from life only makes your situation harder.
viii. I am thankful for the people who never left.
ix. I think that everyone should sit back and realize how beautiful and how precious life is. Life is awesome! Keep a positive mind about everything, that's all you can do. You can't let the simple things get you down in life. You have so much potential, you have so much to look forward to. Stay happy, and don't just exist... live.
(via staypositive.me, 365thoughts, & words-you-never-heard)