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3 LITTLE WORDS... || starter pack

Send me one to see how my muse reacts. Some are fluffy, some are angsty, some are smutty, some are something else entirely…

Some of these may be triggering or NSFW!

  • “I love you.”
  • “I hate you.”
  • “Go fuck yourself.”
  • “I guess so…”
  • “I guess not.”
  • “Love me, please.”
  • “Don’t say that.”
  • “Don’t do that.”
  • “Don’t touch me.”
  • “Please, hold me.”
  • “Pain changes people.”
  • “You haven’t changed.”
  • “Please don’t go.”
  • “Look behind you.”
  • “Go kill yourself.”
  • “I can change.”
  • “Don’t ever change.”
  • “Want a hit?”
  • “Do you smoke?”
  • “Fuck me now.”
  • “Take my hand.”
  • “Lead the way.”
  • “Duck and cover!”
  • “Just go home.”
  • “Take me home.”
  • “Walk me there?”
  • “Everyone, shut up!”
  • “Just shut up.”
  • “Please stop it.”
  • “Please don’t die.”
  • “I need you.”
  • “I want you.”
  • “Want a hug?”
  • “Want a kiss?”
  • “Are you sure?”
  • “Are you lying?”
  • “That’s the truth.”
  • “I’m not lying.”
  • “Oh my God.”
  • “For fuck’s sake!”
  • “I got it.”
  • “I found it.”
  • “Call me later.”
  • “Text me later.”
  • “Don’t call me.”
  • “Are you crying?”
  • “I wasn’t crying.”
  • “Please don’t laugh.”
  • “Please don’t cry.”
  • “That’s a lie.”
  • “What’d they say?”
  • “What’ll it be?”
  • “It’s last call.”
  • “It’s almost midnight.”
  • “Do you promise?”
  • “That’s a promise.”
  • “Are you serious?”
  • “Don’t bullshit me.”
  • “I punched him.”
  • “I killed him.”
  • “I kissed him.”
  • “I love him.”
  • “I hate him.”
  • “I lied before.”
  • “I’m so sorry.”
  • “I’m not sorry.”
  • “I’ll come over.”
  • “Can you come?”
  • “Want to cuddle?”
  • “Maybe we should.”
  • “Maybe we shouldn’t.”
  • “You don’t say.”
  • “Make me come.”
  • “Did you come?”
  • “I stole it.”
  • “I broke it.”
  • “Any bones broken?”
  • “Are you okay?”
  • “Are you hurt?”
  • “That must’ve hurt.”
  • “He was lying.”
  • “It’s our song.”
  • “Can I help?”
  • “Help me out.”
  • “Please, for me?”
  • “Anything for you.”
  • “I doubt it.”
  • “I believe you.”
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sad starters.

“you’re pushing me away.” “i’m sorry. i never meant to upset you.” “oh god, don’t cry. please don ‘t cry.” “don’t leave.” “i wish i could fix this.” “i love you but i wish i didn’t.” “i’ve been so selfish.” “i just wanted you to fix me.” “i never realized how much pain you’re going through.” “i’m still in love with you. i always have been.” “i fucked up. but i can make it right, if you let me.” “it didn’t seem like it, but i loved you. i loved you so much i forgot what hating myself felt like.” “is this it for us?” “why did you leave?” “i’m sorry i left.” “i feel like if you walk away now, it’s over between us.” “you deserve so much better.” “i didn’t break up with you because i wanted to. i was giving you a chance to find someone better.” “you think i want someone better, but i want you. all i’ve ever wanted is you.” “i’m sorry.” “will i ever see you again?” “you won’t see me again.” “it’s better this way.” “remember that everything i’ve done was for you. because i love you.” “i wanted to make it better.” “i thought i was helping you, but i ended up fucking myself over.” “i lost you. but the fucked up part about it all? i still need you.”

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Go on ANON and tell me what you think of me. I do not want to know who it is, at all. Don’t tell me who it is, don’t give me hints, don’t say your screen name. Tell me exactly what you think of me. Don’t sugarcoat things. Don’t lie. If you hate me, tell me why. Tell me what I’m doing wrong. If you like me, tell me why. Tell me exactly what you think of me.
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For the briefest fraction of a second, she contemplates turning around and leaving Meredith be. Because that seems to be what her sister truly wants. Lexie isn’t wired that way though. She has lost her mother to the hiccups, her father has disappeared at the bottom of a bottle of scotch and her little sister is living on military base in the Persian Gulf. She is not going to let Meredith walk out of her life without a fight.
                            “Did you know you were related? Because-Because                                      I think you did. And you- you managed to put                                           that aside. F-For a while at least.”
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This was it, this was enough, she didn’t need a sister. Didn’t need a family, she never had one before, why should she have one now. Looking now at the girl who reminded me so much of the mother she could have had who was taken away with hiccups, and the father she never had. Pushed away by her mother. The girl was the perfect combination of turmoil and she couldn’t take seeing it everyday.

                         “Yes, a while. A couple days, maybe even a week. But that’s not what you are talking about Lexie. You mean years, you mean permanently and honestly I don’t think I am ready for that. Or if I will ever be.”

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Hospital Starters

[ Requested by Anon about a week ago. Warnings for blood, suicidal thoughts, and medical stuff. Thanks! :]
"Hey, you're awake!"
"Where am I?"
"You hit your head. There was so much blood that I got scared."
"Don't try to get up. You're safe here."
"I hate this place..."
"How could you do this to yourself?"
"The world didn't give me a choice, and now, I'm suffering even more!"
"You really came..."
"I told you I would be here when you woke up."
"How many tests did they do on you?"
"If I wasn't drugged up, I could tell you the names of every test they do in this place."
"When are they going to let you leave?"
"They said that I'll be here for a few days. Maybe a week."
"What happened to you? You have so many things sticking out of you."
"That's what happens when you're dying."
"It's probably time to change those bandages..."
"You aren't in pain, are you?"
"You were in an accident. You almost didn't make it."
"That would explain why I feel terrible."
"I thought you were dead..."
"I'm not dead, am I?"
"I didn't know it was this bad..."
"I may not live much longer..."
"I'm dying..."
"You can't die! There has to be something they can do!"
"I'm too far gone for any surgery to fix me."
"I want you to know that I'll miss you most."
"Don't say that! I don't like it when you talk like this..."
"I just want it to happen so I don't have to think about it all the time."
"I wanted to say goodbye to you one more time."
"If you don't get some sleep, I'm going to hit this button and tell a nurse you're bothering me."
"Don't abuse that call button!"
"You know that button only works every five seconds, right?"
"Maybe if I push it hard enough, more will come out."
"I get to come home today."
"Did you fill out the release forms yet?"
"They hooked me up with a bunch of prescriptions. I'm gonna be high as a kite."
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A look of pain flickered across her face at Meredith’s words. She didn’t understand why her sister couldn’t just give her a chance. That was all she was asking for. A chance to prove herself, not blind trust. Even though that would’ve been nice. 
                               “If you really believe that, then-then why do you                                       hate me s-so much? —I-I-I know you weren’t                                       like this with Molly… S-She told me. Because                                       I was- I was scared of-of coming here.”
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She sees it the moment it happens and she hates it. The flicker of pain she sees in the girl’s eyes, sees the determination. A will Meredith would admire if it was going against her at the moment. She mentions her sister like it will help, as if hearing about more of his father’s children will gain the girl some leeway. 

                            “Molly was simply a pregnant woman in distress, and                                             I was a doctor willing to help.”

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secret relationship .

painful

  • “ it’s — getting a bit out of hand now. ”
  • “ i don’t think i can keep this up much longer. ”
  • “ i’m getting tired of hiding…”
  • “ it sucks that i can’t kiss you in public. ”
  • “ how much longer do i have to keep swallowing my desires for you. ”
  • “ are you sure we will — ? ”
  • “ do you think we’ll ever… be a couple-couple ? ”
  • “ sometimes i’m just scared that you’re just using me. ”
  • “ it’s starting to dawn on me that… the reason you might not want to come out about this is because you don’t really love me—”
  • “ is this a joke to you?”
  • “ i deleted all our texts. ”
  • “ i can’t keep pictures of us on my phone, are you crazy? ”
  • “ if anyone sees us i won’t know what to do. ”
  • “ sometimes it feels like i am the only one doing an effort here… ”

provoked

  • “ aren’t we suppose to be a thing ? why are you flirting then ?”
  • “ sometimes it feels like i am the only one doing an effort here —”
  • “ you sure seem to be good at ignoring the fact that we’re together. ”
  • “ okay no — i can’t handle the way they keep staring at you. ”
  • “ if they don’t stop hitting you up i’ll end up hitting them down. ”
  • “ don’t you see any pride in the marks i left on you ? ”
  • “ is this a joke to you — ?!”
  • “ stop that — we’re in public. ”
  • “ no, not until we get home. ”
  • “ you know i can’t do this out here — stop it!”
  • “ could TRY to show that you’re a little worried about this ???”

steamy

  • “ d—-don’t make me moan, i don’t want anyone to catch us… ”
  • “ everyone is downstairs… ~ take your pants off ”
  • “ shhh…. ~ it’ll be fine baby, no one will hear us ”
  • “ so what ? ~ if they see us coming out together we’ll figure something out…”
  • “ i’m gonna leave so many hickeys on you… show everyone that you’re taken… ”
  • “ i missed your scent…”
  • “ it feels so good — being close to again… ”
  • “ i’ve been thinking — about this the entire day… ”
  • “ ~ sit back and let me spoil you… you went an entire day without touching me… ”
  • “ kiss me… and don’t let me go ”
  • “ you’re like a forbidden fruit when i can’t touch you ~ kind of sexy ”

innocent

  • “ i can’t wait to show you off to the entire world… ”
  • “ we’ll be the cutest couple in existence, someday ”
  • “ when we come out i’m going to drown you kisses every day ”
  • “ ~ if we carve our initials in a tree no one will know ”
  • “ no one will notice if we hold hands under the table ~ ”
  • “ one day… we’ll be able to kiss like everyone else ”
  • “ i long for the day i get to hug you in the open ”
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Jealousy meme

requested by @momokitty27​! i set it up into a few different categories so it’s not just for couples but for a whole range of relationships!

for couples

  • “I noticed them checking you out.”
  • “Were you checking them out?”
  • “So… they’re good-looking, right?”
  • “Don’t lie to me and say you don’t think they’re hot.”
  • “Just admit that you like them.”
  • “Come on; even I know that they’re hotter than me.”
  • “It’s not fair that they get to be around you all day and I don’t.”
  • “They were hitting on you.”
  • ‘I know you liked it when they were hitting on you.”
  • “Would you like me more if I was more like them?”
  • “They’re not (funnier / cuter / better looking ) than me, are they?”
  • “Are you going to leave me for them?”
  • “Would you leave me for them if you had the chance?”

for characters talking to their unrequited crush

  • “You deserve better than them.”
  • “They’re not even that good-looking.”
  • “What do you see in them?”
  • “Why do you stay with them?”
  • “Wanna tell me what they did to upset you this time?”
  • “If I had someone as wonderful as you, I would (never forget our anniversaries / always cherish you / etc).”
  • “You should just leave them.”

for characters talking about their ex

  • “I wonder what they’re doing right now.”
  • “Their new (boyfriend / girlfriend / datemate) isn’t right for them.”
  • “I can’t stop thinking about them with their new (boyfriend / girlfriend / datemate).”
  • “They moved on so quickly.”
  • “I get angry thinking about anyone else having them, even though I don’t have them myself.”
  • “Do you think they were cheating on me with their new (boyfriend / girlfriend / datemate) before we broke up?”
  • “They never looked at me like they look at them.”

for friends

  • “I noticed you hanging out with (character’s name) lately.”
  • “You hung out with them and didn’t invite me?”
  • “I feel like a third-wheel.”
  • “They’re pretty fun, right?”
  • “Maybe I shouldn’t come and let you two hang out together instead.”
  • “I know that they’re more interesting than me.”
  • “You two have more in common, anyways.”
  • “It’s alright; I have other friends.”

for children characters talking to their parents

  • “No! I don’t want a new (brother / sister)!”
  • “You like (sibling’s name) more than me.”
  • “If I get a new (brother / sister), you’re going to love them more.”
  • “We haven’t played together since you had the baby.”
  • “I hate my (brother / sister)!”
  • “They’re not better than me! They can’t even use the bathroom right!”

random

  • “Am I hotter than that person?”
  • “So many people have achieved so much by this age, yet here I am.”
  • “I’m a better (cook / surfer / etc) than them.”
  • “They’re not even that good at (cooking / surfing / etc)…”
  • “I look better in this than them, right?”
  • “Do you think I could pull off that (hat / dress / etc) like them?”
  • “Whatever; I’m not jealous.”
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                        “We spend our whole lives worrying about the future,                          planning for the future, trying to predict the future. As                          if figuring it out will somehow cushion the blow. But                           the future is always changing. The future is the home                         of our deepest fears and our wildest hopes. But one thing                          is certain: When it finally reveals itself, the future is never                                               the way we imagined it.“ 

                         SEMI SELECTIVE | MULTI-VERSE/SHIP | NSFW 18+

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                    you went through something terrible.  you shouldn’t be fine.
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     And who are you to tell me what I should or shouldn’t be. My childhood was terrible, Losing George was terrible, My mom dying was terrible, so you see my life revolves around terrible. I’m used to it, I survive it all the time, so when I say I’m fine. I mean I’m fine.

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                it really didn’t feel like it’d been five whole years already. sometimes it truly felt like only yesterday that they’d been stranded in those woods, crying out for help as they watched their loved ones struggle to stay alive. that kind of trauma, it stays with you. maybe that’s why it didn’t feel like so much time had passed. but it had. and a lot had happened in those five years. both bad and good. the important thing to remember was that both arizona and meredith were still here. they survived. they lived i know what you mean.  ——  do you still get the nightmares ?? because i sometimes do. especially when i’m anxious or stressed. and more often than not, i wake up screaming and covered in gross amounts of sweat
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‘Did she still have them’ she asked. The nightmares never left, she simply learn to survive them. To accept the sweat that drenched her pillow every morning. The scream, her own scream playing on repeat in her head as she watched her sister lay lifeless beneath a plane. The blood, so much blood when she found her husband barely conscience, while covered in his own blood. That she could ignore, that she could pretend to forget, but the cold, the shock and fear in those nights, that she wasn’t sure he could ever forget. She shivered as she felt the chill of those nights.

                                      “Why the sudden trail down memory lane Robbins.”

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“But you do. Y-You matter to me. I care. Whatever happened with our dad… I’m not him. I’ve wanted to meet you ever since I knew you existed. You’re my sister, Meredith. You’re my family. A-And my family matters to me. I can’t just walk away.”
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Instant disbelief followed the girl’s words. She wanted to see what her dad left behind, to find out what made her so bad that her dad couldn’t bear to stay. Meredith refused to give her that, the girl already had her dad, had a real mother too, the girl had enough, she couldn’t have Meredith’s pain too.

                               “But that’s the thing isn’t, we aren’t family, just two girl                                          with the same father and different dads.”

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“If you just- Meredith, I- Please. If you would just  give me a chance to prove to you that I am more  than just a-a child your dad had after he left your  mother. Because I… I am. And I won’t walk out.  No matter how much you hate me. I-I won’t disappear.  No matter how much you’d like me to. I work here  too, and eventually y-you will have to talk to me.”
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“Why are you doing this? Is it that important to you to meet  a sister that doesn’t matter? Your father doesn’t care so why  do you? Tell me, maybe once we get that out of the way you  can leave me alone. ”

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                  it’s been five years today. exactly five years since the plane crash. ”   // @gluedtogethcr
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Five years seemed so small compared to the feeling that she felt in all the years without her sister, years wondering if her husband’s hand would ever heal right and true. She didn’t need a reminder you knew the exact date, time, and memory of that day. It was scorched in her mind, how could she forget. 

                           “Really, it’s been that long. sometimes I feel like it just happened.” 

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