DM me for my venmo bc i’ve decided ur obsession with this defunct rp blog has indebted u to me. send me $500 and i’ll unprivate everything again :)

This is truly unhinged behavior. I was way too nice to you 18 months ago, and i know it’s hard for you to wrap your head around anything where you aren’t 100% the victim, so let me be clear now: my crime was distancing myself from you when you made me uncomfortable (lol wonder why?) and it was clear you couldn’t handle any type of confrontation without becoming defensive and combative. Whatever the fuck it is that you’re seething over nearly over 2.5 years after I separated myself from you needs to be unpacked in therapy, not on a long dead rp blog you obsessively click through.

be honest with your therapist to get some real fucking help because normal people do not act like this. my god. all i have ever wanted was for you to LEAVE. ME. ALONE. talk all the shit u want, die mad about it, i dont care, but don’t bring it to my fuckin doorstep and force me to think about u when i literally havent even considered ur existence in months. i’m done playing nice.

I had someone reach out to me to tell their experience with the Crescent Harbor rp group. The person in question has no intention of being anonymous, but would like me share this on their behalf. I have their words and experience posted under the read more.

If you know me well enough, you know I like to mind my own damn business on this site. But I kept my mouth shut about this one because I thought maybe I made it happen to myself or maybe in some twisted way I deserved to have people I considered friends treat me like shit and thinking I was a problem. So when I saw people saying some shit about this roleplay and sticking up for it, I decided it was time to just put it all out there. And honestly I’m not looking for them to be shut down or shamed or something, I just want people to be aware that when we make these general claims about people as if we have to speak on their character, we’re speaking on OUR experience and not for everyone’s. “Good” people or not, “not toxic” or not, people just treat each other like shit because they can’t deal with conflict/deal with shit directly. Stop saying you want people to come to you with issues if you actually aren’t going to help them. It isn’t a cancel post or a go hate on them post, it’s a I’m not gonna let other people keep going through this and being made out to seem like they’re crazy/just cant make shit happen for them in the rp. I had ALL the plots and I still felt shitty about the environment.

Again, I kinda feel ridiculous for having to “come forward” with this like I’m on a talk show and as a bitch with anxiety I was like what am I DOING, these people are just gonna be mean to you again!!!! But I have some beautiful friends who support me and in 2021 we’re sticking up for ourselves!! If you have some time to read this, that’d be great. Again, not looking to take anyone down, just looking for people to know what’s up. But honestly whatever happens, happens. Treat people with genuine kindness and we wouldn’t end up here.

This is all 100% true from my account. If someone want to say different or talk about it, I’m always open. Tbh. I will absolutely engage in conversation with anyone who would like to. If there’s more accountability I could have taken, I will absolutely take it. I’m not above anyone, I fuck up too, as I mention in here, I should have spoken up earlier. But we do what we can with what we have. 

Okay that’s enough for me. I’m gonna go live my real life now 💕

I always knew I should have gone to you directly, but I’ll explain below why I was triggered to the point where I didn’t believe that was possible. I’d like to hash this out privately, but since it was made public to start with, I feel like I don’t have much of a choice.

First up– I wasn’t in Wilmington. I actually haven’t been in a RP in 4 years before this current one. Don’t plan on joining one after. So what’s up, I also have nothing to lose here.

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I guess a receipt is necessary to add on to this. Again, wish I wasn’t forced making my trauma public, but here I am. I can’t do the actual zoom since that wasn’t recorded lol. The date says May 10th because it was well after midnight. I blocked out the other person’s name because this is just about me, so I’m keeping it as such.

That was the end of it so I have no other context to give. I said my piece and moved on as far as this person was concerned. 

We hurt each other. It was a shit show. I’d do a lot of things differently now if I could go back. I have nothing else to say and will not be engaging further! 

My friends, family, and followers everytime I open my god damn mouth

@ bugs

u have no morals

not every single long sentence is a song title by fall out boy 

there are two ways to read this

She was poetry, but he couldn’t read.”

His name was jarred hes nineteen

Why did the unnamed lady who was fucking Erik killmonger not realize that she shouldn’t fuck with someone who has a scar for every person he has killed

Premium dick will make you roll the dice

ok for some reason haven’t seen this one yet i’m a vans lesbian

cake with fondant literally isn’t even food it’s like a play dough sculpture with cake trapped inside its vile

thank you for your bravery in speaking the truth about this

why is she such a lesbian

i can’t believe how many people in their mid-20s are buying the amazon alexa and like hooking it up to their home security systems and lights and phone and shit like i know we all saw the 1999 disney channel original movie smart house. they warned us and you are playing with fire