i can't get rid of that feeling that i wasn't made for this world. my brain has malfunctioned, i'm an error. i shouldn't be here
anyway im stressed about my future and needed practice drawing hands, so.
a LOT of people are reblogging this as of late. yβall ok?
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[ID: Comic featuring drawings of hands on a gradient white to teal background. The panels are outlined with rounded corners.
Two empty hands, held out. βi donβt really have any βusefulβ skills.β
a hand holds up a threaded needle. βi like to sew, i guess.β
βi like to paint.β a hand draws a blue line with a paintbrush. βbut the starving artist market is flooded as is.β
βi like to sing. i like to dance. neither of those things I could even consider doing for a living.β the hand rests on a surface, as if for support.
the last four sentences form a staircase. every other one is in italics. βisnβt it just enough to enjoy something? do i have to turn it into something i can monetize? isnβt it enough to just be bad at something? do i have to be great to be happy?β
βi dunno.β /End ID]
Tired of thinking? Maybe you should lie on the couch next to me and let me finger you until youβre mindless (and then Iβll finger you some more)
Iβm jealous of those who can function like a normal human being. They donβt have anxiety holding them back from everything, they donβt struggle to get out of bed or have to put on an act that everything is fine when its not. They donβt struggle to hold friendships and relationshipsβ¦ they donβt feel sad for no fucking reason everyday. Those that can hold jobs and work towards their dreams, the ones who have self esteem and see the beauty in themselves. Those that know what its like to feel safe and secure, not insecure and fearful of it all.Β
Orgasms hit different when they say "cum for me"
The βplease let me cumβ sub and the βfucking beg for it, slutβ dom
Iβll never be able to escape this.
Daddy is teaching me what good girls do
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I most likely need to quit my job because itβs flaring up my depression and Crohnβs so badly I canβt function, and my work gives me so much anxiety that I wake up in the morning shaking.
Which means Iβm going to be worried about money, and will most likely need to use the money in my savings account that I have been saving for years.
I feel like such a failure.
Ramble ramble ramble about my sad brain lol
Hahahahhaa
Then get it all used against you :))
π ideal
it is not morally wrong to not be able to work, go to school, do heavy labor, walk long distances, or even walk at all. you havenβt done anything wrong, and you canβt help having these problems with your body. able-bodied people need to stop assigning moral value to things many disabled people cannot do. you are not a bad person for having limits, or for knowing and respecting them.
What does foreplay have to do with a girl being wet? Why is that a man's responsibility? It's their vagina.. We can't control that...
please donβt have sex