wasted nights

Tired of the crowd in Bali? Come to nusa penida 45 minutes by speed boat to the east from sanur beach and try these gems : kelingking beach (go down to the private beach) and angle’s billabong. It’s a breathtaking hidden jewel.

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Millenial are so lazy? They spent their time mostly woth phones? First thing they look in the morning is their smartphone? Really?

The receipt to a happy work life balance is : wake up and be happy!

Things to do in pulau Harapan: 1. Skip the complicated part of planning the trip by just join an open trip. 2. Take some selfie. 3. Play with wave (slow mo while you touch the water on the boat) 4. Play underwater (take an almost touch the coral but not touching pics) 5. Takes some wefie. Make sure it has different background or pose 6. Play some games(throwing hat and catching it, throw coin for children) 7. Play with sunset silhouettes

Someone selfless, extint?

Shouldn’t people be putting their self first?

No matter how you put it. At the end it’s back to themselves. Back to their benefit that has been growing exponentially after every kindness it pass from the other.

Cleaning the house in the morning, preparing breakfast, milk, and taking care of their children before school. Mom’s kindness. For her children’s sake. So they can have a nice day at school, so they learn and get a good grade. They’ll be a nice success gentleman. So they’ll take care of her at her old time. It is back to herself. Or at the purest,it is a show of her love. So she’ll get pleasure everytime showing her love. Isn’t for the sake of showing love also back to one self?

One wife, showing loyalty by following his word, showing respect by listen to every word and believe in every plan, promise, and mission. Showing romance by the small chitchat, small tickle, small jokes. So she’ll be a good wife of his. Nothing matters more since it is promised heaven for a good wife. Heaven for her…..self

One girl, lots of friend plenty of time. After school swims with her friends, she can’t really swim, but she’s there and smile. There with her brother at night for his football tournament, she can’t give strategies but she’s there and scream, “you can do it!” Midnight she’s Sleepy, then forget to brush her hair before sleeping. But she sleep smiling cause she was there also to see happiness then triger her happiness.

The father is amazed by the mother’s kindness as if she put her life for the family’s happiness so he’s glad.

The husband is felt gifted then want nothing more than keep her around all time.

The brother can’t feel happier than the feeling when he brush her hair while she’s sleeping.

Keeping our deepest desire as a secret is a gift. If all the desire rooting from giving yourself a potential profit(physically or mentally) is it called selfish?

Maybe for those who like to judge people this should be a new mindset.

Selfish : benefit for me-> benefit for me-> benefit for me

Selfless : benefit for me-> benefit for someone-> benefit for many

There should also be a rule saying that selfish is when all the act has a direct self benefit, if even one of the chain of action give benefit to other, even one single person. It is selfless.

Or would you prefer to define that there’s no selfless person on earth?

Transplanted

Loooong time no post.

21 months is it?

There’s a particular reason for that, which has been solved! Aye!

(It’s just a technical error tho)

Anyway. Since, it’s been so long. I just wanna start with something that really me. So in the near future you won’t be disturbed by how I write my blog.

It’s about human.

What do you think made this particular human (we) as we are. Geeeh, so complicated. Like this: if only clones exist, and we are almost dead but we can be saved by transplanting ‘something’ of our original body to that clone. What is this ‘something’ that makes that clones become ourselves?

You got me?

If not just skip, and let’s hope we can still read something later in this blog.

So back to that something.

1. Is it heart?

I first thought it is ‘heart’ since in my religion there is this phrase saying like this more or less, “there’s a part of you if it is good then all of the body is good, it is heart”

Well what the phrase means most likely have a deeper meaning than just a literal heart. So please, allow this uneducated in that part self think more to the body part.

Continue!

First, heart shape in Indonesia language is called ‘hati’ which means liver, but in medical translation it is ‘jantung’ like heart attack becomes “serangan jantung” not “serangan hati” so whoever read this and want to refer to heart as in the religious phrase, let’s learn more into the phrase. In here however, I’ll try to think it as the liver and the heart

If it is the heart that being transplanted to the clone, will it still be me? Nah I don’t think so. Heart physically is an organ to pump the blood. That’s it. So if my heart is the only thing that being transplanted. The clones would not be me. But it has my heart beat, wait, not really. The heart will adapt to the new body circulation, so it will have a new heart beat.

Me?

I’m gone

2. Is it Liver

Hmmm, yeah so true. Not really different with the heart. The clone will have all the disease in my liver. Hope it didn’t contain any inactive tuberculosis tho.

No worries clone, I drink enough water so liver should be in an OK condition. You just need to run as much as I do, eat as healthy as I do. Don’t forget the overnight

oat for breakfast!

3. Is it Brain?

Yeah! You think so too right?

It should be brain!

It has all the memories. Even those that I want to forget! It’s stored in the brain. But wait a minute, brain dead is just 3 minutes after the end of circulation (CMIIW fellow doctors) so the replacement should be really fast.

But what if along the 3 minutes the memory is losing bit by bit? We have seen some people lost their memory but don’t lose their brain right? A bit problem in medial temporal lobe and puff the memory is gone(okay, not that easy. Ask your doctor for more info)

Well up to here I am positive that what makes the clone become me is by the memory.

4. Is it memory?

Is memory really something that if somehow we could transplant it to our clones it will be ourselves?

Will it be enough?

Will I fill like I possess the clone?

(you know having this complete control over the body?)

Will the new brain process all the event using the algorithm that it learns from the memory? If it does, the clones will be giving reaction just like me? (Like randomly show old man jokes in the Instagram, for example)

Wait a minute, memory is made by the interaction with our friends, parents, siblings, lover(if any) right?

So is it the environment?

5. Is it our environment?

Is it?

Wait, if I am replaced by a clone. It will live in my environment, treated just like me. Will it react like me? Will it eat the same food like I do, pineapple and papaya in the morning, long black around 10?

So just leaving it as it is would be making me become the clone.

Is it enough?

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Did you think as much as me? My head is a bit hurt here. Hahaha.

Did you also realize that it is none.

None of those things above if is transplanted to the clone, it really becomes me.

I feel alive!

[Like frankie said,”It’s my life”(red: bon jovi)]

There is this non physical thing that can’t be transplanted.

That should be it. If clones ever exist, the thing that has to be transplanted is none. Let It live as a new me. For me? I’ll just watch from far away an alternative ending to every reaction that I could give.

An alternative ending where...

ah never mind, it is not ending anyway.

Trivia: search “aing maung” in youtube. Then, it will be our solution for the this particular problem

(Nah, I’m joking. Lately it’s so sad that my sarcasm is taken seriously.)

(He is a famous singer in Indonesia called Tulus) So the quotes up there is "nothing to lose" When all that was dear now gone and the sad moment has passed. We'll strive forward while saying "nothing to lose". Do you think that we should lose something to move? Or Is owning things, feelings, or person becomes a burden that we can't move?

Feast fear

Aren't we all afraid? Have to survive for three years training, flying like a bird is tiring, am I strong enough? Lil bro have to study, need to find an income ASAP, and my final project is moving like a snail, will I be able to help him? Female, 24 years old, single. Mom ask to find someone, Dad ask to find a job. Will my heart and brain maintain these pressure? Coupled, seems like going nowhere. My business need my care. For her, I do care. But if tomorrow comes will I dare to declare? that I want her to always be near. Aren't we all afraid? Afraid that what we want at the beginning can't be achieved by the evening. Aren't we all afraid? That at the end of the day all the cummulative expectations is left as dissapointments. Dear, Our life is writen at our hand. However, our eyes is limited. We can only see it as three random lines that crossing in our palm. But what meant for us will be there for us. No one except ourselves will have the right to claim it. That's why what we have to do is not looking for someone who can temporarily calm us or push us forward. What we need is our self. Who truly believe that we will manage to do it. Dear, you are strong and will survive for three years training, you will fly far, fly high. Dear, you will finish your final project and get an income as soon as you graduate. Dear, you will meet him, and get the job at the right time. Dear, your business will be booming, and the girl that you cared will always be there. Dear, believe it and you are half way there already. Now, wake up, stand up and let's keep moving forward

Things to do in karimunjawa : enjoy the beaches, go to another small islands nearby by local ships, make an underwater picture with fishes, find nemo!, make a bird nest, sunset foto, again and again (better with mrs. right), and finally don't forget to cast for the next sharknado movie!

Thing's to do in Jogja : attend a wedding party then goes to the nearby beach, rest for the night, then go find sunrise at the ancient temple, and goes to have some small talk with friends