guys..... I’ve been doing so well lately 🥺

I learned how to calm my crazy energy, but when I get disrespected, there’s no going back. Not proud of it, but I let that ugly energy out. Now time to chill. I can finally focus all my energy within. Do you know how good that feels? We finally living our best lives out here and meeting new people like wow

healing

what a daunting process it is

the first moments feel like an uncontrollable fire;

burning, growing, destroying.

the more you try to contain it, the uglier it gets.

eventually - it feels like you might be okay.

as if the world is making this happen for a reason

it sucks, but you start to trick yourself into thinking that you can handle it

news flash, you can’t

but you will - you have to.

right now?

pure and utter sadness.

life is incomplete, lonely, you can’t stop talking about her.

every story

every memory

every emotion

it’s all her.

I think it’s time to learn that, that’s okay.

it’s okay.

it’ll be okay, even though everything inside of you screams that it won’t be.