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Atychiphobia;

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Atychiphobia - fear of failure She hides in a box made up of her own dreams and creative fantasies, with her burning passion to escape the pain and struggles of reality. You can call me A. :) Life Stories
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December 13, 2014

One of the best day of my life so far :") So this morning I was hesitant to ask my mom's permission so I can watch our school team's basketball game that afternoon. Kasi umuulan tas aalis pa kami. Pero syempre naglakas loob ako para makapunta ako. Pinayagan naman nya ko :) so yon. Around 2pm dinaanan ako dito sa bahay ng kaklase ko tas sabay na kami pumunta ng school. Pagdating ko don me and my bf had an arguement kasi di ako sa kanya dumeretso pagdating ko ng school so medyo nabadtrip sya :)) then nung nagyaya syang pumunta sa canteen sabi nya papasan nya daw ako e ayoko kasi nasa school kami tsaka may teacher din kami na nandun. So nabadtrip nanaman sya kasi ang arte ko daw hahaha. Pero naging okay din kami kasi syempre sinuyo ko sya :)) Hinatid nya ko dito sa bahay kasi wala silang game. Default yung kalaban. Sayang yun pa naman inaabangan namin. Haynako. Tas yon e magsisimba nga kami. Niyaya ni mommy sumama samin bf ko. Nahihiya pa sya pero pinilit ko sya. Yun nagsimba kami ng family ko kasama sya. Tas kumain kami sa mcdo :"> wala ang cute lang. Parang part na talaga sya ng family namin hahaha. Basta ang saya lang. Nung nasa church kami nagpray ako na sana after 30 years ganun pa rin katulad kanina, kasama ko yung family ko nagsisimba pati yung bf ko na by that time may sarili na kaming family. Haha. First time kasi na naging open na sila sa relationship thingy kaya natutuwa ako :"))

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Go to a coffee shop. Sit by the bar with the glass windows and look out. Look at all the people running to catch a train. All the girls with one too many shopping bags. All the couples too in love to care. Then you’ll see it — a bit of yourself in everyone. And somehow, sitting alone in a coffee shop had never felt so good.

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December 08, 2014

Happy Fiesta Antipolo!! :) fiesta samin ngayon pero bumabagyo huuu. So kahapon, nagparada kami. Drum & Lyre Bands from all over antipolo. Nilibot namin buong lungsod. Hahaha joke di naman. Pero nakakapagod pa rin. 7-9 yata yung parada. Grabe guys. Hahaha pero sanay na ko kasi since grade 2 member na ko ng banda e. After ng parade kumain kami ni mommy sa starbucks tas pumunta din dun si bf. Usap sila ni mommy hahaha. Nung hapon na pumunta pa kami ng Sta. Lucia kasi para bumili ng gifts ko sa teachers ko tsaka sa jowers ko. Then kanina, may parada ulit pero di na kasali yung mga high school samin kasi elementary division yung sinalihan nila. Pero pumunta pa rin ako syempre support sa competition tsaka CAT na din. Mga 8am nagstart yung competition pero di na ko nakasunod sa venue kasi lakas ng ulan. Sinundo ako ng bf ko sa mcdo tas pumunta kami sa kanila. Monthsary namin ngayon e yieee haha. Naglambingan lang kami dun hanggang sa tumila konti yung ulan tas umuwi na ko. Mga hapon ulit pumunta naman kaming SM Taytay para mamili ng gifts ko para sa friends ko. Walang pasok bukas. Wooh tuloooog

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She’s stubborn and hard headed but god knows I love her. There’s days when she’s grumpy for no apparent reason other than the fact that she’s grumpy. When she’s sick, she’s helpless and all you can really do is hold her in your arms and comfort her till she falls asleep. There’s days when she’ll complain about everything like the weather, people, music, or even you and you’ll just have to deal with it. She’ll complain about the room being too hot, to only result in closing the windows in the middle of the night because she’s too cold. There are days when she shuts the world out, she’ll ignore everyone because she just wants to sit in silence. Sometimes, she’ll claim she can eat an entire cow because that’s just how hungry she is. So we’ll make dinner plans and I’ll pick her up just to have her say, “I ate already, I was too hungry but I’ll still eat a little something.” There are days when she suffocates me with love. She’ll kiss and kiss and kiss, till I beg her to stop. She’ll tickle me until my insides hurt and hold my hand till it’s sweaty. There are days when she’ll claim every part of my body with her lips. And there are days when she’ll need her space and I’ll have to pull a chair up alongside the bed because she just needs her own space. There are days when her hair is messy and all over the place. Days when she’ll cry and you don’t know why but you won’t ask you’ll just let her cry. Days when she’s nervous and jumpy about everything. Days when she yells at me for no reason just to apologize two seconds later. Days when she’s a pain in the ass and pushes my buttons just to settle it with kisses. Days when I’m listening to my favorite song and she’ll talk over it because talking is more important than music. There are days when I need her to make decisions, to do the littlest things like pick a place to eat. She’ll refuse and say “I don’t know” until I give up and decide myself. Sometimes she’ll swear like a sailor and make jokes during times when she should probably be serious. There are days when it’s 3 in the morning and she won’t let me sleep and days when she’s too tired and fast asleep by 10pm. Sometimes she’s clumsy and sometimes she’s a walking contradiction; but she is everything I’ve ever wanted. I’d do everything to have her bad days, her grumpy days, her “I need space days,” her love me days, her laughing days, her clumsy days, and her happy days, because she is everything I’ve ever wanted and I wouldn’t dare trade her for anything in this world.

This probably means I love you (via malditangblogger)

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do u ever miss a friend but u don’t want to tell them bc they’re probably doing perfectly fine without u and to them it probably doesn’t even matter and so u don’t want them to think ur annoying or needy

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December 04, 2014

Hay pagooood :)) whole day drum & lyre practice since monday. Masaya kasi excused kami sa class tas boring kasi wala kaming ginagawa kasi yung elem lang naman kasali sa competition. Sa parada lang kasama high school how sad :( kung kelan last year ko na e hayy grabe naman yun :( bukas may feeding program kami sa school wala nanamang klase yes! Hahaha. Saya din kasi nung tuesday pati kahapon nandito lagi sa bahay bf ko after ng training nya. Welcome na welcome na sa bahay yieee hahaha. Tas kanina kasama ko sya kumain lang sa mcdo :') ganun pala pag legal sa family ang saya hahaha. Tas yung papa nya sakin nagtetext ang cute lang haha Basta kapagod na masaya yung week na 'to woooh

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Someone’s probably in love with you right now, even though you think you’re boring and stupid and smell bad most of the time, someone probably saw you last week and wiped their sweaty hands on the insides of their pockets and thought about your body under your clothing and about how you would look asleep in their bed

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Yung ganto.. :"> haha

Him: Uy baby ha? Promise mo sakin top 1 ka pa rin.
Ako: Oo nga promise.
Him: Pag nawala ka sa top iiwan talaga kita.
Ako: Ang daya naman.
Him: O bakit? Kung ayaw mong iwan kita, mag-aral ka ng mabuti ha.
Ako: Oo na. Ikaw din, bawal line of 7 sa card. Iiwan kita.
Him: Opo. Basta tulungan mo ko ha? Aral tayo mabuti.
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i want to wake up next to you. and i want to cook with you. i want to watch you get ready for work and i want to kiss you before you leave. i want to tell you to ‘have a good day’ and to ‘drive safe’, i want to hide a post-it that says ‘i love you’ in your jacket pocket. i want to dance with you in our underwear. i want to kiss you in the rain. i want to take long walks and watch sunsets over the ocean. i want to come back from work and snuggle into the warm bed next to you. i want to watch the first snow fall in november and i want to go looking for snowdrops in march. i want to fall asleep with your heart beating under my cheek. i want a life. i want everyday. i want the mundane. i want you. i want us. for days and years to come.

m.v.this is not a game for me.  (via lookingformyaugustus)

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May meeting kami kahapon sa office kasama bf ko. First time ko ma-conference sa school. Hahahahaha. Wala naman akong kaso. May concern lang sakin tsaka dun sa boyfriend ko kasi lagi daw kaming magkasama sa school. E bakit yung iba lagi din namang magkasama, mas malala pa nga yung iba e. Nagkikiss pa, holding hands. Sweet kahit may teacher. Pero di narereport. Di sila pinapansin. Buti nga kami magkasama lang e, tas ang laking issue agad. Hay nako. Favoritism at its worst. HAHAHAHA Tas yon, pinatawag parents namin. Pumunta mommy at daddy ko. Tas pumunta tito at tita nya kasi di nya kasama parents nya. So yon discuss here and there with the school president, HS principal, pati adviser namin. E di pa kami legal that time. Alam lang nila MU kami. So nung pinaguusapan na yung issue samin ganto ganyan, di kami nagsasalita ng bf ko. Wala kaming ginawa kundi umiyak ng umiyak. As in nag-iyakan kaming dalawa don. So parang naawa naman sila samin hahaha. Deh ano, parang nafeel nila yung nararamdaman din namin na di naman madali samin yung lahat, na di naman kami always masaya, na nahihirapan din kami. Tas sabi nung president namin "Oh the two of you, why are you crying? As we can see my dear teachers and parents, we can say that... they're really inlove. Obvious naman e. At their stage, if they love, they really love, they love deeply." natuwa ako don sa sinabi nya, bongga yon teh aminin ko na. Hahaha. Tas may time na kinilig ako HAHA nung medyo okay na, tinanong kami ni Ma'am

Ma'am: Do you love Nathalie?

Him: Opo.

Ma'am: Nathalie, do you love Ralph?

Me: Opo.

And in that moment, I swear, we were infinite. Charr hahaha. Grabe in front of his tito and tita, in front of my parents... Grabe wait omg totoo ba 'to? :"> hahahaha umiiyak pa ko non ah. Wow. Tas after non medyo enjoy na yung usapan. Nagtatawanan na kaming lahat.

Ma'am: Ralph, gusto mo bang makatapos kayo ni Nathalie ng pag-aaral?

Him: Opo.

Ma'am: Kung kayo, kayo talaga. Papakasal ba kayo agad?

Him: Hindi po.

Ma'am: O kailan ba dapat?

Him: Pagkagraduate po ng college.

Tita nya: Magtrabaho muna ano ka ba. Hahaha

Mommy ko: Kasal agad? Hahaha

Tas nagtawanan kaming lahat. Ang saya pala noh pag okay na kayo sa family ng bawat isa. Sarap sa feeling na ganon. Yieee kinikilig ako HAHA

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Sampal is love

Classmate: Sir oh! May natutulog!
Sir: Gisingin nyo nga lahat ng natutulog. Pakisampal lahat yan nang magising.
Him: *sinampal ako*
Ako: Hoy grabe bakit mo ko sinampal? Di ako natutulog!
Him: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *sinampal ako ulit*
Ako: *sinampal ko rin sya*
Him: *sinampal ako ulit with matching tawa*
Ako: *binatukan ko sya* Kasiiii sir oh!
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To my future son, when you come home smiling after a long day, I will ask you whether it’s a boyfriend or a girlfriend who has made you smile. To my future daughter, when I see you secretly smiling down at your phone, I will ask you whether it’s a boyfriend or a girlfriend who has made you smile. To my future children, I will not stick within the confines of asking my son if he has a girlfriend or if my daughter has a boyfriend. From a young age you will be taught that whether you bring a boy or a girl home, as long as they make you smile then that will make me smile.

My promise to my future children.  (via kristellepelayo)

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