perma-hiatus;;
it’s not that i lost muse for her, it’s just that i feel like she’s probably considered a sue.
& with a full time job + part time job i don’t really have the energy to overhaul her.
granted i’ve only had 1 ship with her, though i see so much complaints about female ocs wanting the d that it’s super disheartening. she has great friendships, great enemy dynamics too----i’d like to venture into that ‘real of forbidden things’ aka romance, but i just feel like that’s not possible w/out being pegged as a sue hungry for the d. which, well, sucks b/c as much as i love all the brotps she has, things do get hella repetitive.
she’s also a genuinely nice person (most of the time), so i feel like that’s another thing that’d make her be pegged as a sue. granted she has plenty of flaws, but kindness seems to be also in the realm of ‘do not dos’ for ocs as well.
overall i’m just really, really tired & feel like she’s just another run of the mill female oc that most are sick and tired of seeing.
so, with that, i’m out for now. cheers to all that have been so kind!